SIMPLE PLAN
"Perfect"
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Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

well... just had one of the biggest blow in my life...~

i wunt be updating for a while for 3 reasons:

1) ExAmS
2) lazy~~
3) Hello!

yah. but will be updating the bloglist and tagboard constantly.
:)

CRAP U BLOGGER!
stupid blogger had to malfunction at the time i post up my blog entry... t entry took me 20mins to type and it gave me this crap...

I clicked "post" and what happens? blogger starts to come out with error and my entry was not recorded... ARGH! DAMN U BLOGGER!!!

I'll shorten my entry now... i'll make a 20 mins entry into a 2 mins one...

S'pore Philharmonic Youth:
Not bad. great band. "Cartoon" was interesting and funny.

School:
Sux.

Music Project:
hope we dunt screw up. we're doing "stay together for the kids" by blink 182.

tag me.
tag me more often.

bye
fuck u, blogger. fuck u.

= opening =
haiz... nvr update again... lazee me.

= sch =
have i said sch sux?
Oops. i did. well. sch sux.
ppl there (in my class) sux... band has stopped, exams are nearing. now sch is just living hell. but slightly better, with no fire.
study study study... argh, the frustration of studying. lucky joachim accompanying me to study, if not i stress to death.

= blogs =
more and more blogs adding in... if u got blog and i know u, somehow, tell me, kz?

= music project =
Yap, music project. coming monday is the actual performance day... hope eheng will like it... hope yang can play in time.... how clarence knows wads going on... hope likai gets in tune and in touch.

yup, i mentioned Li kai. our new addition to the band. He's a singer and only becuz he cant find a group to join;. so we decided to let him in :D

kind, arent we?

= today (sat) =
mega sianz day. did nuthing but rot infront of comp... ugh. sianz sianz sianz~~~

= tmr (sun) =
Well, tmr, there's gonna be tuition... (NOOO!!!) haiz. i feel very stressed whenever there' tuition. but hey, tuition really helps! i need it! I must work for the damned exams!!!

After tuition i go see Singapore PhilYouth Concert... too bad mei not going, if not it'll be better :D
They're gonna play Cartoons, Variations over a Korean Folksong and Pageant... cool... muz hear manz. Andrew Aw and Shaun Koh (in my bloglist) is performing. playong alto sax and baritone sax respectively. wish them luck!

= exams =
exams coming... 2 oct... muz work on my maths. thnx to joachim once again, and a new fren, Keefe, i manage to learn me maths. hahaahx! then muz pia chinese also... alot of chapters. these are the only 2 worrying me. science and take it easy first...

= sign off =
yupz, tts all, munkies. until next time, bye!

= opening =
sch is so sianz.
studies is so crap.
i so hate maths.

= school =
well well, its school again. yez, just another boring day. did the wrong thing for my lit assignment. haiz, have to stay back tmr to finish lit assignment. If only the band room was opened~~~~
school was pretty boring today. i studied alittle maths, but still, i'm kinda lost. but hey, i know i've made some improvements~

= cut hair =
yah, todae went to cut my hair. quite nice. never felt so satisfied with my newly cut hair before. hahax. not too short, not too long, just nice and fitting. great, now at least i can see ppl in public.

= music project =
school got music project, then must prepare a solo/group musical performance. i decided to come up with liveband once again, just like last year. This time, the band's bigger, and better.

Paul - Vocals (and Guitar)
Dexter (me) - Guitar
Yang yang - Guitar
Clarence Chong - Bass
Jason Luo - Drums

Obviously, its a guitarish band. we plan to play "Stay Togther For The Kids" by Blink 182. But, our drummer aint very sure of how to play it and we have not rehearse together. Oh yeah, by the way, dunt mix this up with 3rd Ave. it's NOT 3rd ave. it's just a band formed to do a music project. Hopefully, we'll get an A+ for this.

= tagboard =
i've got a new tagboard! pls use it! treat it good pls, dunt abuse it. hahax.

= blogs =
obviously, blogging is becoming VERY popular in CHS. look at my list of blogs! most of them are CHS ppl's blogs! But I'm happy to get so many blogs in my list. So, if anyone out there that I KNOW or even COME INTO AQUINTANCE with, dunt mind, tell me ur blog. i link u.

= sign off =
ok lahz. today also got nuthing much to say. just crap here and there. Oh yeah, remember to tag me

= opening =
die die die~~~ school start liaoz... this means i'm gonna start studying againz~

= sch =
well well, is dreaded school againz. depriving my time by replacing it with extra boring lessons such as maths and PE. ugh. heck about school. nothing much happened today. except tt it sux.

= luv =
love~~~ wad a strange thing... it hits two people and they get to enjoy each other in many ways... even thought it might not be forever, at least, it lasts for a while... but love..... NEVER SEEMS TO HIT ME! ARGH! ARGH! *becomes furious and starts tearing things up* ~!!

*ahem* why am i acting like a despo? ah, shut up.
i'm just letting out some crappy stress about stuff all of you don't know. yes, i mean all. so all of you had better not asked anything about this in front of my face.

= study =
studied with joachim after sch :) haha, he was a good tutor, even though i only did like 5 maths question, it helped at least abit. hahax. gotta get my math straight!!!

= blogs =
whoa, my blog list is getting longer. WEE HEE!~ more more more!

= sign off =
i'm abit mad today. maybe i'm just trying to fill up the spaces here. End-Year exam stress are kicking in~~~ ARGH. Band room is gonna be closed till 18th October, i can only relieve stress here~~~~!!!! ARGH!!!!!

= opening =
nvr update often sorriez lahz~

= yesterday nite =
wah kaoz, yesterday i went for "CO percussion workshop" conducted by Mr. Ngo of SCO. he is damn zai man! even though this workshop is for CO members, but today's sesstion is on "snare drum", so band members would have alot to learn also.

i was called up for demonstration for "Drag" or "Ruff" or "Double Flamming". it's pretty easy, but due to nervous breakdown, couldnt do it properly >_<

Then after the workshop, me and my junior, jiawei went to tanjong katong comnplex to see some dbass stuff. see until 6+, go KFC eat. I kena con ah, tt jiawei got coupon nvr tell me, actually can buy for 3.95, but in the end no coupon, bought 6.40 one. i so stupid.

after that we took 76 to yck mrt, but whu knows man, we were sitting for abt 30mins then we realize we took the wrong direction !!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! the agony of my stupidity! I've been conned once again!
In the end we got off, cross the road, take 13 (also to yck) mrt. It took me more than 50mins to reach there. 9+ liaoz. haiz..~

= tmr sch~ no!!! =
wah sh(ee)t ! tmr got sch liaoz! and i've not revised or done my homework yet! die die die, muz start pia-ing tonight!
studies also die, i need to work on maths (and get concepts right) and work on science (and get facts rite). So many things to worry about~ I NEED TO ABSORB INFO WITHIN 20 DAYS!!!! ARGH!!!!!

= handphone =
singtel con ppl one man. con me like siaoz. con until my sms 945 (40+ bucks) and 140mins talk time (30 bucks+). stupid "per minute" charging rate. nvr use the call also so high. singtel plan free sms also so little. con my money!

Nevermind, i'm gonna change to starhub soonz. 600 free sms, free incoming 7am to 7pm, 100mins free talktime. wah, my money is more worthy liddat. phew.

= blogs =
ehz, chssb members, sec 2-1 ppl, if you all got blog must tell me. if anyone i know out there has blog also must tell me! i wanna make my blog list long. i see my mei's blog list like so long, i feel unpopular... X_x maybe i am~~
as u can see, i added a few more blogs. better like this. hahax.

= bye =
well, tts all for now. bye munkies!

= opening =
nvr update cuz lazy... hahax

= sec 2 camp =
came back from sec 2 camp from pulau ubin last saturday.
the camp was overall fun lahz, but sleeping was a big problem...

1st nite...
slept in tents, rocky bottom, mosquitoes EVERYWHERE. every 5 mins wake up to scratch. cant realli sleep.

2nd nite...
slept outside, on the pavements, with friend. almost the same thing, but with no rocky bottoms. mosquitoes still everywhere. some came right beside my ear and buzz buzz buzz, damn annoying siaz...

3rd nite...
much better. leanrt my lesson, tucked meself into the sleeping bad completely, including ears. hahad, no buzzes, no bites. had a great slp :D

then camp activites was pretty challenging. especially orientioring (hiking type of thing) walked for more than 15km... leg suan ahhhhhhh
kayaking was damn fun!!! learnt how to kayak, damn sui.
come back kena sun burnt O_o

= yesterday sneak into band rm X_x =
yesterday, went to sch to sneak into band room. i sneaked to mr. heng's table, opened the drawer and stole the key XD.
then open band room and practice!!!!!!! DAMN FUN!!!!!!! i luv music! i luv music!*ahem* anyway, lucky nvr got caught. hahax


= signing off =
tok more nxt time... hahax.