Pity Party: So, tonight is the 1st night since our wedding that Dave and I will spend apart from each other. Not by choice. Dave's grandmother passed away yesterday morning. He is, as I type, driving up to Pennsylvania with his sister, Carrie, and their Mom to be with family and attend Grandma's funeral. I don't have vacation days and we are moving this Saturday, so I stayed here in PTC. I kind of regret that now.
I know couples have to be apart from each other all the time for various reasons and for various lengths of time. Why, then, do I sit here and cry, missing my handsome husband terribly... I wish he were here to hold me while I fell asleep, whispering in my ear that everything is giong to be ok and that the move will go well and that he loves me tons and tons. I know all of this to be true; it's just more fun to hear him tell me in person.
I guess it's a really good sign that I miss him. I'm in love! Sunday afternoon can't come soon enough, though...
Tender Mercy: I came home today to an empty house after a long, hard day of work and quasi-successful attempts to control my emotions. Before I walked in, I saw a note that Dave had left on the window of the back door. Instantly, I felt loved as I smiled, thinking of my amazing husband. I hadn't gotten too far into the house when I saw this on the floor:
It made me cry! A good cry, of course :o) I'm so grateful to be married to a man who loves me and isn't afraid to let me know, even if it means leaving a bunch of cutsie sticky notes all over for me to find. I am so blessed!