the poor stalk of blue rose.. see, it doesn't even LOOK like a rose! haha.. my V-day gift to Min.. proves that flowers and Min DUN mix! haha.. i luv u kid!
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To reminisce those times,
Those times I spent with you.
To relive the moments,
Moments in your company.
To think about everything we shared,
Everything between us.
Maybe I might lose you one day.
Maybe you won't be here someday.
Maybe that day might not even come.
But, I still have that fear tucked in the corner of my heart,
Which arises every time we are apart.
The thoughts that race through my mind when I'm alone.
I try to convince myself,
But I'm seeing more of the pessimistic side.
Your assurance means so much to me.
So much so that I wish you would assure me every now and then.
To be so close and yet feel so far,
It is such a scary thought.
And if I have to feel this way,
I'd rather be wrong than to be right.
I want to stay beside you and be there always.
If forever is true, I'll be there for you.

Finally a wonderful monday! i'm all smiles.. went sch wif Ms.Min.. we r always so early for class.. haha.. and that poor gal kept blowing her nose so loudly.. haha.. i m da new tissue provider in the class! Criz was also blowing her nose.. can u 2 gals go see a doc?! haha.. my tissue's all used up by Min.. hehe.. i'll bring more for u tmr lah..
hmm.. during our break, Rajwant, Clare n i took KhorkiEe's car and drove to Yishun ite coz we accidentally left our diskette containing our econs project report there.. it was a nice trip.. we had to drive fast coz d car fuel tank was gonna be empty.. lucky we reached the yishun petrol station in time.. or else, we had to be pushing the car in da middle of da road.. haha.. our little "road trip"..

came sch n did econs ppt.. Uzair kept doing those graphs on com.. asked if he wanted some help, he didn't let me.. thank u ah.. and dunno why, khorkiEe saw his drawing of the graphs n she juz started laughing hysterically.. haha.. silly fella.. management was rather interesting coz we had to present our answers for d past yr papers.. and no one in our class did.. well, except for eileen lah.. then the lecturer was like saying how expected it is that our class didn't do lah.. in d end, i BEGGED Eileen to present d first qn and i presented d second qn.. haha.. kind qiu yu did the other qn.. yupz.. we were saved there.. whew.. thanks to Criz, Yuana and Rajwant for providing d answers..

Min and i were supposed to explore the campus aft management.. kinda lame lah.. coz i needed the approval sticker for my calculator.. and i wanted to go to d students' affairs office.. but i cldn't rmbr if it was at d 4th floor or near d FJ.. finally i got d sticker from Mrs.Judy Emily Soh.. thank goodness lah.. coz Min had to see her.. and by chance, i asked Mrs.Soh if she had d sticker.. and she had.. it was the last sticker man.. how lucky can i get?! haha..

i was gossiping wif Wanping b4 Stats lecture.. yes.. look forward to seeing u in ur tight-fitting PINK jersey one day! haha.. Stats was okok lah.. Min was complaining of heartache.. erm.. oh ya, heartburn.. use a hot water bottle lah.. and drink some hot water too.. enuf of chocolate sundae ok?!! haha.. i was brainwashin her not to go Melbourne.. sigh.. ok lah.. u better go since u really want to.. how loser is this lah.. the day aft my birthday, there's d ogl camp.. blahz.. Jackie Wackie my partner in crime.. how how?!! hahaha.. was chatting wif Razinah n Bazilah aft lec.. gossip gals.. haha.. I saw Wan!! speak of da devil! haha.. we juz happened to talk abt him.. haha.. soccer soon yea.. aft exams..



i dreaded losing you.. it might be inevitable.. but not for now.. i know i'm with you.

Finally a wonderful monday! i'm all smiles.. went sch wif Ms.Min.. we r always so early for class.. haha.. and that poor gal kept blowing her nose so loudly.. haha.. i m da new tissue provider in the class! Criz was also blowing her nose.. can u 2 gals go see a doc?! haha.. my tissue's all used up by Min.. hehe.. i'll bring more for u tmr lah..
hmm.. during our break, Rajwant, Clare n i took KhorkiEe's car and drove to Yishun ite coz we accidentally left our diskette containing our econs project report there.. it was a nice trip.. we had to drive fast coz d car fuel tank was gonna be empty.. lucky we reached the yishun petrol station in time.. or else, we had to be pushing the car in da middle of da road.. haha.. our little "road trip"..

came sch n did econs ppt.. Uzair kept doing those graphs on com.. asked if he wanted some help, he didn't let me.. thank u ah.. and dunno why, khorkiEe saw his drawing of the graphs n she juz started laughing hysterically.. haha.. silly fella.. management was rather interesting coz we had to present our answers for d past yr papers.. and no one in our class did.. well, except for eileen lah.. then the lecturer was like saying how expected it is that our class didn't do lah.. in d end, i BEGGED Eileen to present d first qn and i presented d second qn.. haha.. kind qiu yu did the other qn.. yupz.. we were saved there.. whew.. thanks to Criz, Yuana and Rajwant for providing d answers..

Min and i were supposed to explore the campus aft management.. kinda lame lah.. coz i needed the approval sticker for my calculator.. and i wanted to go to d students' affairs office.. but i cldn't rmbr if it was at d 4th floor or near d FJ.. finally i got d sticker from Mrs.Judy Emily Soh.. thank goodness lah.. coz Min had to see her.. and by chance, i asked Mrs.Soh if she had d sticker.. and she had.. it was the last sticker man.. how lucky can i get?! haha..

i was gossiping wif Wanping b4 Stats lecture.. yes.. look forward to seeing u in ur tight-fitting PINK jersey one day! haha.. Stats was okok lah.. Min was complaining of heartache.. erm.. oh ya, heartburn.. use a hot water bottle lah.. and drink some hot water too.. enuf of chocolate sundae ok?!! haha.. i was brainwashin her not to go Melbourne.. sigh.. ok lah.. u better go since u really want to.. how loser is this lah.. the day aft my birthday, there's d ogl camp.. blahz.. Jackie Wackie my partner in crime.. how how?!! hahaha.. was chatting wif Razinah n Bazilah aft lec.. gossip gals.. haha.. I saw Wan!! speak of da devil! haha.. we juz happened to talk abt him.. haha.. soccer soon yea.. aft exams..



i dreaded losing you.. it might be inevitable.. but not for now.. i know i'm with you.

Went for taekwondo demonstration in da morn.. a wasted trip.. coz my partner didn't come.. sigh sigh.. oh well.. wat to do.. anyway, royden was teaching me how to break planks, i mean wooden planks lah.. dunno how many times i tried.. but did it break? NO!! oh mi gosh.. i think instead of d plank being broken, only my fingers got injured.. so now i haf fat fingers coz they r wonderfully swollen.. royden wanted me to bring d plank hm to practise.. no thanks man..

hmm.. came back hm and left soon after to go to Yishun ITE to do econs project.. Rajwant was there, so Uzair, Clare n KhorkiEe n me went there.. i took cab from yishun interchange lah coz i dunno how to go there.. and the cabbie asked me which ite and if itz d former nyp.. yes, thou i m from nyp, i dunno much of the old campus.. haa.. so i called Rajwant to ask n yep, it is the former nyp campus.. so i learnt sumthing today; Yishun ite is located at d former nyp design campus.. cool rite? and the place is very nice! maybe coz there werent much ppl around.. we were at d main office, doing project.. haha.. damn fun lah.. additional entertainment from Uzair's jukebox! KhorkiEe n i were fighting to play our fav songs.. crazy lah.. then we went to north point to get some food.. yes i realised something, Kk and i cant ask each other qns like "what do u want to eat?", "where u wanna eat?" n stuff like that.. coz both of us will say "anything lah!" haha.. how alike?! KFC has been renamed to KKKFC.. "Khor Kai Kentucky Fried Chicken!" Haha.. lame la.. but d person attending to our order was like short of patience.. coz our wonderful fren Ms.Quek kept changing dis n dat and was ordering extra stuff.. haha.. poor u, poor me, poor kfc gal..

despite doing d project report rather last minute, itz surprising that we managed to finish it within 3 hours.. so we haf an efficient taskforce.. i'm glad.. really feel accomplished.. the environment there was superbly conducive.. i'm gonna keep going there to study or get work done during sundays! haha..
Oh.. will nv forget KhorkiEe's qn when she was filling out d peer evaluation form.. "Uzair, watz ur name?" OMG i swear!!! KhorkiEe oh KhorkiEe.. dunno where her mind is lah.. then as she was driving, she was singing, talking to me, and also fiddling wif her handphone.. wah i scared to get into the car wif her lah.. placing my life at stake.. i better go check how much my insurance's worth! aha..

i juz rmbr-ed KhorkiEe's another lame joke.. while we were doing the project report on the com, she cldn't find the mouse.. dun ask me how come!! and then she asked "where's the mouse?" and answered her own qn by saying, "maybe the cat took it!" dot dot dot. FAINT. never cease to amaze me wif her fast n witty n equally lame jokes.. haha..

oh.. it rained cats n dogs today.. wonder wat happened to the mice? ok.. VERY lame.. hehe.. aft our project, Kk had to leave, so since it was raining, i accompanied her to her car wif my umbrella.. then aft that, i was doing d raindance.. God knows wat it is.. haha.. some sort of interesting dance wif d umbrella.. looked rather nice coz i was wearing a white t-shirt, carrying a white umbrella n wearing a black cap.. haha.. reminded myself of some Broadway show.. crazy lah.. unlimited imagination.. btw, Rajwant asked me if i still am interested to sign up for the mass com diploma.. not now i guess.. we'll see how aft i graduate.. and mum asked me wat i planned to do aft i graduate.. so i told her i wanna work.. n she asked if i dun intend to study further.. n i said that itz too ex lah.. i think if i wanna study further, then i shall sponsor myself.. yupz..

well.. today has been wonderful.. juz that the accident-prone side of me has re-surfaced.. haha.. look forward to visit yishun ite again.. of course, on a sunday lah! and ya, juz remembered, while i was doing my report, a friend of mine sms-ed, wishing me a happy birthday! ??? haha.. today is 27th FEB.. NOT March!! hahaha.. itz ok lah.. she's got a problem wif dates.. nevertheless, it made me laugh.. well, wat doesn't? as Min wld always say.. =)

Reagan came over this morn.. been ages since i saw him.. haha.. he seems taller now.. and like some jap star.. bleahz.. thatz coz of his hair colour! oh ya, can't believe his hair is longer than mine.. aw shucks..
anyway, we were juz talking and listening to songs in his laptop, laughing over our lame jokes n taking self-obsessed pictures wif his phone.. haha.. i'm glad that the distance n wateva changes has not changed our friendship.. indeed, friends like that fella are getting kinda extinct.. but i'm still glad i've friends in poly who r genuine and and caring.. i'm blessed, and i'm glad..

i know sometimes we mean well but some stuff juz doesn't come out right.. i dun like to hurt any1 intentionally.. so, if i've done so, i'm really very sorry. And i hope u read this. *fingers crossed*



I'm vying for world peace.. till now, all those Miss.Universes haven't gotten it for us.. so i guess somebody's gotta do the job rite?!!

Sometimes, shutting up is the only way out.. yes yes.. i should really follow that..

I had a great chat with a good friend recently.. boy, that really helped i shd say.. i appreciate everything u've done for me.. and i'm glad u r there. so this is a bit of how our conversation went.. and i really gotta heed it..
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just remember....exams are around the corner.

but some times, trust me sivan, u got to be firm and strong in ur decision and know wads good for urself...
u set ur life.... not others.
ppl influence u, but u have the right to be influenced or not.

u gotta say no at times..
u might hurt some feelings no doubt...but isnt that better rather than ur feelings getting hurt?

imagine saying no to most of the problems u are facing now?

but u have to let ppl know that we are also humans, we too got problems

trust me...i know how it will turn out...for being too nice

i mean... 2 semesters u suffered to study... and its about two more weeks left... dont let everything go down the drain.

for now, i got ur back k.

i can be there for u always, u can ask me for advice and all that sort.... but its up to u to take it or not.
c'mon, i dun want to lose a happy go lucky fren, i need my species to be with me, to be strong.

lets laugh it out some day..

for now trust me... i think she needs u.
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But, somethings i just don't understand.. oh well..

Eileen my clazmate is a ssotong...She is very blur. She also puts up a fierce and solemn face everyday. Though, her hair looks pretty.Then yesterday Man U lost to Ac Milan 1-0. KAHKAHKAH i love it. -Imran

Oh God.. ppl, i SWEAR i was NOT trying to send porn thru msn!!! there's some screwed up virus in my computer.. arrrggghhh.. wat da bloody hell.. i can't seem to do anything abt it.. if u know, PLEASE let me know?
damn.. now every1's gonna think i'm sending porn to them.. damn damn damn.. this entire week has been nothing but HORRIBLE.. the sooner it ends, the better..

woah.. after wat seemed like eternity, i finally watched a WWE special event: Royal Rumble.. now, did i eva tell u that of all special events that WWE has, be in Wrestlemania, King Of the Ring, Taboo Tuesday, Valentine day Massacre wat eva, i luv Royal Rumble the MOST! why? Look, 30 guys, 1 ring, 1 winner, 1 shot at d World Heavyweight Championship in the next special event..
I really gotta thank Christina for sms-ing to tell me to watch RR.. i really din know it was last nite.. THANKS CHRIS! all da matches were da bomb man! haha.. Shawn Michaels got screwed by Edge man.. bloody hell.. Undertaker's match was great.. But the part of Kane coming from d casket was rather obvious lah.. Randy Orton put up a great fight wif Triple H.. JBL da cheater, cheated his way thru his match.. I wanted John Cena to win d RR lah.. but Batista won instead.. damn funny lah.. Ric Flair, dat Simon guy n dat Hassan fella r damn LOSER man!! Wanted Benoit to be one of d last one in d ring.. he put up a great show too.. slept at 2am.. and went for Leadership seminar d next day..

it was ok lah.. only Chris, Yuana, Qiuyu, Min and i went from our class.. rather fun.. not bad not bad.. aft that, Chris, Yuana, Qiuyu and i went shopping! damn fun lah.. Qiuyu is a quiet shopper lah.. kept probing him to talk more! from town, Qiuyu, Chris n i went to J8.. had lunch at Pastamania.. we juz sat there for a couple of hours or more and gossiped abt every single person in class! we went by alphabetical order! haha!! seriously damn cuckoo lah.. not that there were any new gossip.. we were juz updating Qiuyu.. wahh.. that fella is damn rich lah.. serious serious.. No Joke, No Secret!! haha!! Min!! new target yea?!!
i bought this top from G2000 for 60 dollars.. and now i m suffering from cognitive dissonance.. if u dunno wat it means, go check ur marketing notes! haha!!

went for a wedding.. all my cuzins cheated me lah! thank u all! only my bro n i were there.. plus all my aunties.. not bad lah.. anyway, Sajeetha, i dun wanna "cousin" u anymore.. first u said u're coming, then u said u're not.. i m so heartbroken lah.. if i see u on da streets, i'll run awayyyyyy..... hmmph!!!!

i fell again.. ..





.. in luv wif u!

i think i complained abt d hot weather too much that God is kinda angry wif me and thatz y itz raining cats n dogs now.. ohh well.. no more 'bush fires'.. that great.. i m waiting for dad to call so i can ask him to drive me to sch later.. itz raining.. i dun wanna carry an umbrella.. i got sumthing against umbrellas u see.. anyway.. thou itz raining, itz still like damn hot.. wah lau.. wat is wrong wif da weather.. ok i cant stop complaining.. i really realised that the world is made out of hypocrites, backstabbers, shallow ppl, bitches n bastards (not forgetting the oh-so-nice ppl).. i absolutely loathe them man.. wat da hell.. but thatz wat itz made up of rite.. we haf da nice ppl, we haf the not-so-nice ppl.. uh huh.. i dunno why i go on rattling at top speed but see, it irritates me that some ppl are so fake.. arrgghh..

DAD!!! faster call me lah!! can u gimme a ride to sch later??? i dun wanna carry an umbrella out and i am tired of travelling in a bus.. if u r too tired, then lend me ur car, i'll drive it myself.. haha..

[i'm perfectly fine now after talking to sivan. i think it's cause i haven't gotten my daily dosage of sivan.. or more like annoying the shit out of her. haha....i luff ya babe...] -Min's blog

MIN!!! please PLEASE pLeAsE prEeeEetY please can u not call me babe?!! i dunno-how-many-times-i've-told-u-this-but-u-never-seem-to-remember!!! aRrrGgGhhhhh!!! Babe reminds me of "Babe: Pig in the City".. urghh..

other than that, YES i do agree that u need ur daily dosage of me! read:DAILY.. not 'often', 'once in a while' or 'rarely'.. this means that u r obligated to come to school wheneva u haf lessons.. yes m'am u are supposed to.. and dun cheat my feelings lah.. u called me last nite n said u wanted to chat wif me till 11.. but u ended our call at 10.20.. thank u ahhh... see wat i am put thru everyday? i shd pity myself.. yes.. i shd..

blardy hell.. is the ozone layer really depleting? itz freaking HOT in here.. PLS dun start singing that Nelly's song.. i sure cld go London now.. Nesh, can i put up at ur place?! hahaha!!

I am supposed to be revising my html.. oh wells.. created a webpage on David Beckham.. but got bored of it.. so decided to stop there.. having html test in da evening.. all da best to me.. hope itz alrite lah..

anyway, i wanna scold MINYI for not attending oral com today.. damn bad. i walked to sch alone u know.. that was terrible.. ok i was juz exaggerating.. class was great lah.. Ms.Kannan really got a way wif words.. more n more, she reminds me of some1.. haha.. Christina n i kept laughing over d nonsensical stuff that Kai was saying.. goodness.. Jinghui's damn funny lah.. had a great time.. juz that "SOMEONE" was missing.. ahem ahem.. -glares at Min-

we took a real long time to decide where we gonna go for lunch.. ended up going to thomson rd for prata.. went wif Benson, Clare, Eileen and Khorkiee.. thatz d advantage of having a car.. haha.. KhorkiEe aspires to be a professional racer one day.. the way she whizzed past buses n cars, oh god.. thank goodness my cap didn't fly outta her car! had a rather enjoyable time i shd say.. Benson called Eileen "crazy".. and that gal immediately said, "i'm not crazy. I'm Eileen!" wahhhhh!!!! after travelling in khorkiEe's car at such a high speed, Eileen's brain is rather mixed up.. goodness.. lamest of all lame jokes.. okie.. thatz a way to kill boredom..

heard something damn funny today lah.. erm.. i just laughed it out.. ppl can be ... ??? i dunno lah..

so tmr's leadership seminar requires us to wear formal.. arrrgghhh.. and after that i'm going out wif San, Shan n Cynthia.. please can u guys adjust to my dressing?! haha.. wear a bit formal?! ahaha.. kidding..
and in the evening, i gtg for a wedding.. and i BET all my cousins n aunts will be saying i've been MIA for sOoOo long.. yupz.. sorry lah.. poly life is so busy.. but i'll be looking forward to seeing all my cousins.. missing them loads.. haha.. still havent decided wat to wear.. told mum i wanna wear sumthing simple.. but she insisted that ppl wear grand stuffs for wedding.. well.. simple is my middle name.. erm.. R.Simple Sivan? sounds like "Simple Simon"..

simple simon met a pieman going to the fair.
said simple simon to the pieman "can i haf a share?"

i forgot d rest of it.. hehe..

Word LIFE.. U can't C me! Da famous John Cena!
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i've been a bad friend lately.. bad.. very bad.. i dun wish to go back to square one again..
gotta stop thinking.. *takes off thinking cap*

talked to Denise last nite.. think she sorta forgot my voice.. haha.. till i started laughing n she went "Sivan..?" yupz.. ur's truly! i miss her tons.. juz miss sitting beside her in class n always bullying her.. miss her laughter and how she used to scribble in my organizer.. miss playing Captain's Ball wif her.. we were always in opposite teams.. yupz.. n i'll mark her n often i'll snatch d ball from her.. haha.. as crazy as eva.. still can rmbr Hui Jie's phobia of the ball and Cynthia's excellent interception skills.. not forgetting Bruno's 'volleyball' tactics n those marvellous saves by Samuel.. life used to be so darn good.. who can forget badminton doubles wif Reagan n Yk? those lame ways that the 2 guys used to play.. omg.. and playing against San, Hui Jie n Denise.. goodness.. we had all the fun in da world.. Missing them tons now.. so many things haf changed..
Maryann called me coz she was suffering from boredom and she had to drag me into it.. we juz talked.. well, sorta.. she kept scolding me.. why lah?! too long since she's done that.. yep.. oh.. i kept singing.. maybe thatz y.. I miss Nett.. I miss Lizhu.. I miss Huishan, Cynthia, San n Premma.. where r all u ppl?! okok.. Shan we got a date this Sat! i'll call u soon! yupz.. and the 'Hui Juan Gang' haha.. i miss everybody man.. blardy hell.. i wish i could turn back the clock, even if itz juz for a while.. i'm so torn..


i dunno if u feel da way that i do.. u said u do, but i dunno whether to believe u.. yet again, i'm so torn..

school was ok.. irritated wif d tutor.. anyway.. cant be bothered.. as long as i can pass my exams.. hmm.. ate wif Hafid n Jac.. Jac lah.. kept 'scolding' me coz i dunno how to hold my chopsticks.. thank u ah! sorry lah.. my chopsticks skills are horrible!! haha.. she was teaching me.. till she gave up.. haha.. accounts was fun.. i kept waking up the sleepyhead Jac.. until i oso gave up.. SLEEPYHEAD!!! mm.. Wanping n i were smsing each other thou we r sitting quite nearby.. lame.. ohh.. forgot to say! at d start of accounts lecture, Ms.Wong asked "what is da first item in the P&L statement?" and i said loudly "sales!" and Ms.Wong said "who said that? come here and hang yourself!" OMG! every1 started laughing.. yesh.. Jac wanted to provide me with rope to hang myself.. thanks ah! utter embarrassment.. aiyah used to it already lah.. haha.. blur me..
Accounts muz haf been so boring coz Jac was sleeping.. and so was Min's "eraser saviour"!! speaking of Min, she didn't come to sch today.. peace at last!! no lah.. felt as though something was missing.. haha.. i missed her.. yup yup..

Wan muz always bully me wheneva he sees me.. thank u man.. disturb n disturb.. huh!! thank god for Razinah! my saviour! one day we shall gang up n push him into the koi fish pond in our sch ya?! good!!

took train wif Jac, Firhan, Christina n Eileen aft lec.. Firhan n Eileen were going rock climbing.. Chris was going hm.. since i haf no life, i ended up going to J8 wif Jacky Wacky.. accompanied her for her haircut.. go and dye ur hair lah.. black is so not u! haha!! had fun laughing at her.. and vice versa!! i kept talking abt chocolates n she kept giving me that "look"! hahaha!! she missed out a large part of fun n joy derived from eating chocolate! haha!! crazy.. anyway, Jac, be honoured again.. yes u know why! haha.. wat a coincidence?! nv realised it.. that was how a couple of hours whizzed past.. walking around aimlessly and talkin crap.. yupz..

oh my god.. 'someone' made a re-entry to my life.. totally unexpected call.. i dunno whether to be glad.. alot of things haf changed.. and knowing u well, i know i can't fully trust u.. but, it was nice to hear ur voice.. haha..


-Before i met you, i never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason-

was seriously in a bad mood today.. firstly my calculator died on me.. the night before my stats ica.. haiz.. talk abt terrible timing.. i was sms-ing all my friends.. thank goodness Pek Kee the wonderful soul called up Jia Hui and asked her to lend me her's.. in d end, Chee Yong msg-ed me this morn n told me he cld lend me his.. THANKS man.. whew.. u really saved me.. i appreciate it lots.. stats test, Luckily was manageable.. thank god.. i was occupied wif d management presentation which sucked by da way.. no use complaining now.. so i shan't do that.
highlight of da day was, when Eileen's group was presenting, aft Eileen, she passed d presentation to Uzair n she went to sit behind d com.. and Benson who was sitting next to me, asked me "hey where's Eileen?" i looked ard before realising that she was sitting behind d com and replied "she's sitting behind d com lah." Benson stood up n looks around.. "I can't see her lah".. he said.. and i told him "can u see her foot at least?!" and he told me "why only got one??!!" and i said "coz she's sitting cross-legged lah!!!!"
Omg!! ok lah.. at dat moment it was funny.. yupz! Benson is a nice guy lah.. we kinda share some of da same theories of love.. i had fun talking to him before stats lecture yesterday!

Uzair and i kept disturbing Hafid.. so fun!! tsk tsk..
and i dunno why, i kept misplacing so many stuff today.. i thot i left my lanyard in d tutorial room.. so Jac, Jinghui and i walked back to d room.. but it wasn't there.. i was seriously damn pissed off wif myself.. sigh.. in d end, it was wif Hafid.. dun ask y.. i dunno.. wonderful econs tutorial was cancelled.. why? teacher probably forgot we had class.. HAIYOH.. how to sit for exam i ask u?!!! -shakes head- terrible man.. we waited for her for more than half an hour.. i was talking to Razinah n Vanisha who were waiting for their class to start too.. Christina n i went to the ibrc, supposedly to study.. yes she did, but i didn't.. i was singing wif Eileen.. haha.. i love disturbing that gal.. -wink- oh ya, i introduced Eileen to Vanisha n Razinah.. haha.. no joke ok.. [imitating Dr.Badri!]
Clare said sumthing to me.. where got?! pls lah!! u say the funniest things man! haha!! Terry n i looked "hot" today.. according to Vanisha.. she's got a thing for ppl in white.. yep.. now u know how to impress her k! haha.. crazy.. i went hm wif CriZzie.. OH!! before i almost forgot!!! ---

Criz Baby, ahem ahem.. thanks for all those crazy moments laughing abt silly stuffs.. for all those cute songs u sing ('oye mi canto'!!) for ur lame jokes.. for ur bimbotic imitations! telling me u can't dance for nuts when u can actually dance for peanuts! for being da only kind soul to give me a sweet little note for V-day.. those chocolates and sweets.. for ur wonderful company since da 1st day of sch.. for Everything.. we shd really do the 'retro' thing one day huh?! haha!! i luv u!! [i hope u know why i'm doing this?!! hahaha!!]

Wanping is damn cute lah! she came up to me online n made me accept her invitation to start her webcam coz she wanted to wave to me!! hahaha!! so we ended up chatting lah.. i think she really made me smile wif her lame comments.. yupz.. "GO and DIE"!! haha.. tmr ya?! :)

i went for dinner wif BRO!!! finally!! it was so fun.. he was telling me abt his v day celeb.. then we went to BK to eat.. uh huh.. and in d middle of our dinner, he said "Sivan, we should haf dinner together like this even after we start working." Yup! Definately!! it was really fun.. -smile-

wat a day.. i'm sorry lah.. for throwing my temper, a little.. it wasn't my day.. i'll still sit by you.. (geddit?!)

THAT'S ALL

Happy Valentines' Day ppl..

somehow this year is so so much different from the past 5 years.. Shan, rmbr last year? we met up wif Cynthia n San n had pizza!! it was so fun.. this year, itz juz not da same.. sigh.. and when we were in Deyi, we had so much fun organising all those balloons and cards and chocolates sales.. even the cocked up song dedication.. haha.. i miss it.. loads.. tell me how ur day went k..

well this year, i didn't prepare any gifts at all.. since most ppl seemed to be complaining abt v-day.. but but, Christina da Great gave me hershey's kisses n a small note! omg!! it was so unexpected!! she really made my day! I LUV U CRIZ!! haha!! and Yuana gave me sweets and Clare got me some chocolates as well.. haha.. i sure appreciate the thots.. yup.. so during d break, Min asked me to accompany her to amk central coz she needed to get a bouquet of flowers for her fren, itz a long story.. believe me, u wun want to hear it.. haha.. so we walked to amk.. WALKED ok! in the sweltering heat.. oh my GOD! saw Uzair so we walked wif him.. yupz.. searched high n low for the florists!! finally good old amk market saved our days.. haha.. woah.. the flowers there are so damn nice!! best yet, they are affordable n cheap! itz like, a stalk of rose cost $1.20! Min bought this bouquet of roses.. then we bought a stalk of rose each for Christina n Eileen.. yupz.. i gave Min a stalk of blue rose.. IT DIED.. yesh.. it really did.. by da time we reached sch n went to da ibrc, ALL the petals dropped off.. sob sob.. oh well.. that goes to show that roses n Minyi dun go well together.. haha.. yeah.. Chris n Eileen liked da rose.. duh.. who wun?! haha.. i wanted to get a pink rose for Jinghui n KhorkiEe.. but decided against it! haha!! crazy lah..

thatz all for valentines' day.. i juz miss every1 at deyi.. v-day used to be so happening.. rmbr my morning announcements?!! goodness.. those were da days.. i'm sure Chris misses CJ, Min misses IJ, and i, Deyi our dear sch! haha.. yupz.. oh ya, i miss da v-day postings outside da PAC.. we used to write anonymous notes to other ppl! haha.. and they wld be figuring out who wrote it.. that was how we used to know who had a crush on who! haha.. lame.. I saw Pei Qi today! at least someone from Deyi! glad to see her..

that is all i guess.. Happy Valentines' day.. tmr is Total Defence Day.. letz celebrate!!!

ok.. blardy hell.. i cant download songs.. nonsense.. nvm.. shall continue blogging.. KhorkiEe n Jing Hui juz entered da lab.. hi ppl! yupz.. so thank goodness for Min, her hp is able to access d radio.. MuSiC!!! okie dokie.. anyway.. we did management project in d noon.. till abt 4pm.. ahaha.. wif Benny, Hafid, Yuana and Min.. whew.. mentally so exhausted.. and no food.. so i was abit grumphy.. hahahaha.. i m better lah!! too long in sch.. thatz y.. anyway, laughed too much today.. thanks to Min, Benny and Hafid.. alamak.. Min is really damn funny lah.. goodness..
erm.. ok.. having some crisis now.. shall blog later!!!!!!!!!

Good evening wonderful ppl out there! itz a beautiful friday evening and where am i? in school.. having lessons in da com lab.. well.. for da time being, there's only the teacher, Qiu Yu, Min and Me!!! yupz.. itz gonna be long day.. well it was alr a long day.. been in sch since 10am.. haha.. i've been with Min for da WHOLE DAY.. no wonder we've been like screaming at each other.. goodness.. haiyah i'm too tired to blog lah.. if u wanna know wat happened today, juz read Min's blog.. she's got more energy to blog.. i shall go listen to songs now..

cuzin came over yesterday.. been long since i saw her.. had lotsa fun catching up wif her.. yupzz.. she's full of jokes lah.. sarcastic ones that is.. laughed too much.. haha..

Met Hafiz today.. so many years after.. we were talking abt our primary sch frenz.. fond memories..

Met aunt, Kavitha, Prakash n went to the Istana.. freaking packed man.. Kavi n Prakash kept complaining.. haha.. aunt was kinda irritated wif them.. clowns lah.. then we went to little india for lunch.. and then went to the Supreme Court.. i mean, we walked past the lane, walked n walked.. our mini tour of s'pore.. yep.. fun lah.. shd go exploring more.. aunt is great company.. they came over to my place.. Kavitha n i were watching Mtv n aunt was so bored! ahaha.. she was telling us wat a great singer Aretha Frankin was.. haha.. my cuzin was happily watching Usher, Chingy n all and aunt cldn't understand wat da hoo-haa was abt.. well..

stop shouting.. one day i might just punch u straight in ur face.. shut up.
enough of all these fucking crap. i had enough.

dei makkalz watz up lah?! oh gosh.. i sound like erm.. nvm! haha!! damn fun day man.. went to meet Gaya3 and headed to town.. she forced me to meet her lah.. i was so tired anyway.. but she kept saying how rarely we meet n she misses me and stuff! haha! thanks darling! so we crapped our way thru d train ride! yeah! gossip session wif her rocks socks! haha! walked walked n walked around wisma coz guys these days have absolutely NO Punctuality at all! esp Mr.Ranjan Kumar n Mr.Jason Dhilip! haha! saw Jason aft so long.. still da same.. watz up wif da bright blue shirt?! haha! and Ranjan, omg.. i wish u cld put on more weight.. sorry to say this friend, Jason said that u looked like a walking bamboo stick! haha.. can agree wif that lah.. oppsy daisy! haha!
so these wonderful guys made us walk all over town lah.. juz looking for a place to haf lunch.. yupz.. they kept insisting on having lunch at Long John's.. watz up wif that too? n Cineleisure was so damn packed.. i told u to chase those gals away right Ranjan?! haha.. walked to Far East n thank god the Long John's there had a table available.. man, we were talking abt our sec sch life.. yeah.. all those dorky n dumb past.. but it was da best.. no arguements abt that.. haha.. all those fights between Jason n Ranjan, n all the other hoo-haa that seems rather funny now.. it was funny back then too.. but we were all crazy man.. totally miss everything.. haha.. Ooh.. Gayathri n i learnt a few stuff.. esp all those "one-on-one" fights.. haha.. wat da hell.. oh, i'm supposed to use da new word i learnt from Uzair today, "mudder-faadder"!! itz supposed to replace "muthaf***er".. smart Uzair came up wif this nice word! haha! i was trying to use it on Ranjan lah.. but that fella was freely using all the wondeful explicit words lah.. i swear itz worst than being wif Min![hi Min i luv u!!!] but, i'm like so used to Ranjan lah.. oh ya!!! Ranjan, u're a damn good friend lah.. thanks for standing up for me back then! u know wat i mean?! -wink- i juz found out today.. haha..
Thanks to Shalini who cldn't make it for our lunch.. hallo! itz been ages since i saw u lah! thank u eh! idiotic woman.. better see u soon!!

damn freaking helluva great day.. haha! i saw a cute guy in the bus i took back hm!!! he was sleeping in the bus! ohh.. i was sitting next to him.. hahaha.. -grin- and guess wat, he alighted at d same stop as me!! woo hoo!!
crazy lah.. madness man.. okie dokie.. enuf enuf for now.. i got 2 whole days to study for upcoming tests and start on management project.. best of luck to mEeeee!!!

let's see:

i went to sch for accounts tutorial

caught "Shall We Dance" wif Min

Finished up most of my tutorials

Chatted wif Gaya3

That's all..



-unfortunately affected by you-

wat a boring Saturday this has been.. stayed at hm all day.. such a homely person i am.. yeah right.. hmm.. had a little chat wif dad abt d word "cool".. it all started off wif dis tamil program on tv lah.. and how d word cool means differently to various ppl.. so dad was stating his opinion lah.. d usual, like how he can't stand teens wif multiple piercings, horrible haircuts wif horrible hair colours n so on.. haha.. my dad, the typical 60's guy.. so he was stating that teens nowadays think it is cool to haf lotsa piercings and wearing outrageous clothes etc.. and so i told him that in the 70's, it was da "in" thing to wear bell bottom pants, afro hairstyles and long sideburns for guys.. so, my grandpa would haf probably nagged my dad like how my dad nags my bro now.. yeah! score one for Sivan! haha..

oh ya Vanisha, thanks for ur tag.. let me answer ur qn now.. no no, i nv thot u were a bitch and arrogant.. wild imagination there gal! but u got one thing right, i did think that u were loud! and it is true lah! i mean, i'm glad we'r friends now n that i got to know u better.. u are a nice gal lah.. really. behind every smile, every frown, every laughter, there lies a story.. yup.. like wat i said before, beneathe the outer appearance, there is a deeper interior.. uh huh.. dun imagine thots like this lah! u're my makkal wat! right dei?! haha!

Christina juz reminded me that exams are approaching real fast.. sigh.. i better start mugging..

Happy Birthday Min !!

Hope u liked d cake.. haha.. me and Christina had to keep it under wraps so u wldn't find out.. n dat was why i cldn't meet u earlier this morn.. coz i had to bring da cake to sch! anyway, glad things went ok in d end.. oh ya, u looked great in ur formal wear today.. not being sarcastic here ok?!

Presentation was great.. not that great lah.. hmm.. good i can say.. i was d second last to present.. yupz.. Imran was damn funny.. as usual! so was Uzair and Hafid.. everyone has improved tremendously.. well done guys! and everyone looked fabulous today! Chris, da banquet waitress! haha!! opps!

Was chatting wif Chris after class.. she was waiting for Benson n Qiu Yu.. so we talked some stuff lah.. yep.. haf to agree wif u there Chris.. the world has itz share of shallow ppl.. lots more around.. i shall adopt ur "i can't be bothered" attitude! haha!

Benson was so nice to me.. coz Christina, Qiu Yu and he had to go to some army camp or sumthing, for their management interview.. itz around Woodlands.. so Hafid, Imran and Uzair asked for a lift back.. and Benson asked me if i want a lift home.. and i said that it was quite out of way.. but he said that he cld drop me off and take another route.. so nice rite?! so it was Benson, KhorkiEe and me sitting in front and Chris, Qiu Yu, Imran, Firhan, Hafid and Uzair sitting in da back! Benson's dad's van lah.. KhorkiEe was SoOoOo excited coz it was da first time that she got to drive a van! oh my goodness! she sounded even worst than Min! like a highly excited 14 year old! haha!! and her driving was ok lah.. Hafid was telling her to warn him when she was turning around bends.. coz they kept the sliding door opened as it was too stuffy inside d van.. enjoyable ride i shd say! thanks guy! Hope Qiu Yu's finger is ok.. he injured it while he was turning d mini fan.. bleeding quite badly..

Oh yes.. felt so great today.. coz KhorkiEe picked me up this morning to sch.. and Benson sent me home this noon! Life is great! hahaha!! Helps to haf frenz who can drive!

Jac's damn smart lah.. called her this morning coz she wasn't in class and she picked up her handphone and went, "oh no! i overslept!!" Haha! Individual presentation for u dude.. shall enjoy watching u in formal wear while d rest of us will be in casual clothes! haha!

alritey.. having nite class again.. 7pm.. Min wun be there.. she'll be at rugby camp.. boo.. which means i'll be bored and unentertained! I miss u side kick pal! Haf fun in camp!

this is da wedding ring that i like!! arrgghhh!! Future-husband, pls buy it for me!!!! thank u!
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i'm done wif oral com! ha.. spent da whole day doing research n stuff.. aye.. boring man.. informative speech.. haiz.. thank goodness i'm doing on 77th Street.. oh ya, speaking of 77th Street, the founder n managing director Ms.Elim Chew is one admirable woman! woah.. she is such a great entreprenuer! she brought in Doc Martens shoe in the late 80's and ppl thot she was crazy.. they didn't appreciate the funky apparel, the bulky shoes, the bling bling.. now look, most youths are following that trend! cool man.. hats off to u Ms.Chew!

yeap.. called Christina today.. OUR SECRET!! haaha! damn cuckoo man!

Brother asked me to go shopping wif him one day.. he asked me wat to get for valentine's day.. not for me lah.. for his galfren! haha! men.. haf no clue what women want! opps! so he turned to me! *tada* da perfect person who knows wat a gal wld want.. erm.. maybe not THE perfect person lah! but still, i got loadsa ideas! so ok.. shopping one day.. that'll be fun.. but pls, bring sufficient cash pls!

chatting wif Dawn now.. lala.. my sizta! i showed her a picture of this beautiful wedding ring that i saw in Lee Hwa jewellery's website.. shall post that pic later.. anyway, Dawn cldn't see the pic clearly.. thank u ah! and she still asked if i was hinting to her to buy me the ring! Hallo?!! why wld i wanna hint You? hahaha!! crazy lah!

Min called.. i think she's too tired from shopping.. she kept asking me qns that she had already asked! hahaha!! go sleep lah.. tmr's ur big day.. erm.. no, Min's not getting married tmr.. itz her birthday! haha! happy birthday in advance..

thatz all for now.. mum's like asking me to get off da com.. yesh mum! coming soon! haha.. mum's such a dear! she buys bro n me chocolate.. thatz nice ok! althou i tell her itz ok, dun haf to buy, she'll offer to buy.. hahaha.. she's got such a wonderful daughter.. erm i mean i got a wonderful mum! hahahaha!! tired alr lah!! gonna practise my speech! maybe i'll force my bro to listen to my speech! hahaha!!

today was actually a great day.. not bad not bad.. considering da fact that i got hit right smack in da middle of my forehead by a soccer ball kicked by none other than dat dumb Paul, i managed to survive da day.. anyway, i saw stars.. i really did, in da afternoon.. ya lah, after getting hit on da head, i saw stars circling me.. thanks ah Paul.. idiot.. went to da hockey pitch coz of Min.. ok lah, i accompanied her lah! Vanisha, Razinah were also there.. so was KhorkiEe.. was chatting with them.. yupz.. really ah, Vanisha is damn funny lah.. i agree, looks are damn deceiving.. i guess u only know a person better after u talk to them.. anyway, Vanisha is nice lah.. my 'makkal' wat!

Walked to Mac coz she wanted to eat.. ended up talking abt love and marriages.. not bad.. another mini-forum! haha.. after dat, Razinah, Bazilah, Vanisha, KhorkiEe n i went to da IBRC while Min went for training.. helped Vanisha wif her research on Sincere Watch.. see lah, this is wat happens when u do last minute work.. ok nvm, still if u wanna rush n complete ur work, u muz know where to get ur info!! alamak!! vat da dei??! and so there i was, sourcing for info in da internet, when this fella comes behind me and puts his hands in front of my eyes!! (like how friends cover ur eyes n u are supposed to guess who it is?!) anyway, he didn't cover my eyes.. he simply placed his hands in front of my eyes.. omg!!! he must haf been damn bored i guess! and that bored person was none other than Rizwan!! haha!! nonsense.. and he was clarifying my name n made a hopelessly lame joke abt it.. no laughter there man! ok lah.. very sociable! but pls, better social skills! haha!! not bad, more approachable guys spotted in Nyp.. i thot they were going extinct.. *COUGH COUGH* Side Kick Pal, this is for U!!! hahaha!! i wish u had been there!! haha!! oh my goodness!

KhorkiEe gave me a lift to Bishan mrt station.. she is indeed a very nice, as in, VERY nice friend lah.. she goes out of her way to help others.. such a great trait that is increasingly decreasing among ppl these days.. haha.. and what more is that she is also appreciative of ppl.. i mean, u know that she appreciates u coz she makes that clear.. anyway KhorkiEe, if u're reading this, wanna tell u that u are a great friend and i appreciate u being here.. thanks for all da free rides, for all da 'opera' songs entertainment, for da advise, for everything lah!! :)

hmm.. Jadakiss' and Mariah Carey's song "U Make Me Wanna" is so Damn NICE!! arrgghhh!! yeah! Mariah looks hot in dat video!! go woman!! we share da same birthday u know?! haha!! which means, i can sing like her.. ya, i wish!

accounts lecture was damn funny lah.. coz i ended up sitting in between Uzair n Firhan.. wif Terry, Hafid and Imran behind me.. Uzair lah, making fun of da lecturer.. poor lecturer was having bad cough, juz like me.. so i told da guys that i wanna offer 'Fisherman's Friend' to her.. Imran offered her lah.. but she didn't take it.. ppl trying to help, u turned it down.. aiyoh.. and i accidentally kicked something during lecture.. and Terry asked me "why u kicked my soccer ball?" then i went "oh sorry sorry! i didn't know!" and he went, "nvm.. gimme a back pass."
so i kicked da ball, and it didn't move.. and i kicked again n again.. but it didn't budge.. and Hafid asked "what do u think that is?" i said "soccer ball lah." and Hafid said "soccer ball ur head lah! itz a helmet!!"
OMG!! ya.. it was Terry's motorcycle helmet!! opps.. haha.. damn cuckoo lah..

oh ya.. speaking of "Fisherman's Friend" da sweet.. i offered those to khorkiEe coz she was also coughing..
me: khorkiEe, take the Fisherman's friend
KhorkiEe: so who is the fisherman's friend?!

omg!! so lame!!! okok!! getting lamer lah!!

tmr no school!! hurrah!! itz been a 3 day week for me!! coz tuesday i didn't go to sch since i was sick.. and there's no class tmr.. so itz a marvellous 3 days week! cool!!

U dig it man?!! haha.. dat damn entertaining guy in AMI4.. haha.. much more talent than william hung.. hallo? can sum1 give dat rapper a chance?! haha.. forgot his name thou..