me
# minyu/dummielly
# 21, and it will remains this way
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mood swings
*blessed*
wishlist
:: be confident ::
:: eat all i can & NEVER ever be fat ::
:: never be sick ::
:: open up my social circle ::
:: be happy always ::
:: get a life! ::
hmm...its the beginning of the 3rd week of sch..dunno how it would be like le... hmmm..i guess i dun miss him so much afterall..hopefully not...i dun want to be in love with him... hmm...guess wat i m stuck in sch now until 7...n i have no idea what am i going to...maybe go read up some notes later or wat..but i want to download games and songs...hmm...n i m going to miss my love contract today!!! idiot...god prays that they's nothing for me to do...haha
i dread sch now...sigh...all the projects are piling on me...i have no space to breathe le...sigh...yesterday went for dinner with my og pple...had dinner at this miao yi restaurant with them den went off to holland v for ice-cream treated by my ogl...hmmm...think i sort of like him...hopefully it is just a momentary crush...
i'm worried..i am afraid...i'm just totally freaked out if u r going to tell me to stand in front of the class to open my mouth..i'm sure my mouth would be stuck together with super-glue or something like that...n i have absolutely no idea wat to do for my projects!!! idiot...n i'm not that sort of pple who can think....i'm brain dead...when this is only my first week of school...or is it the second starting? sigh...i want to cry...i need somebody's shoulders to be there...who's here?
came to school earlier today so that i can download all those necessary stuff for lessons and projects...had been having diarhorrea this few days....dunno whether its because i'm too nervous or wat...having lessons soon..so i shall stop blogging now...
hmm....today got my second n third lesson...was super bored n stressed in there...hmm...the lectures r not making me feel at home...i just cant make myself talk when i m so stressed in there....beginning to feel the stress building up even though its only my first week n my second lesson...mum's scared i will jump off the building or got mad man...haha...sigh...but me really scared..only looking forward to tmr coz i am finally getting my LAPTOP!!!...yeah...
today's my first day of school...and indeed is a special day that marks my beginning of my teritary education...heard that i got quite a good prof for my analytical skills...so i m quite happy with that though..haha...just realised in class that my handwriting has deterioted alot...haiz...i guess haven wrote for a long time on paper...haha...n i m wondering when i would get to see my og mates again...hopefully soon...den can view all the photos...n talk too...yeah...hehe...well..today wasn't that stressful yet...but well...its only my very first lesson....so better not be too hopeful abt it...haha...
hmm...this may not be the last weekend before i start school...but i guess its definitely the last weekend i can actually slack ard n do nothing...really...i have been doing nothing the whole dy...after teaching piano just went to meet up with cyn n yy for a short while coz they were rushing for a concert in chinablack...quite cool huh... featuring energy of coz...n i did nothing practically after that...watch tv non-stop..if u count that as something fruitfully...n did a few revision ex for my piano kids...guess i can reuse it a couple of times i guess...den have been watching tv, online...supposed to be reading up some stuff on accounts...but guess it can wait till tmr ah? haha... n right now i m on tpjc website...saw a photo of sashi, edwin, clement n linxi....hmm...haven met them for quite a while le ya?hehe...hope they r doing fine...
today went back to spd for my last day of comm service...started with counting money...den went down to the dac to 'play' with the 'kids'...it wasn't that fun...n they din like talking or playing with me...
hmm...the weekend has passed so fast...tmr gonna be another new week...had two housewarming during sat n sun...one for dad n one for ma...frankly speaking..i enjoyed the first one better...though the guys were a little men4 sao1 at first but still at least i could noe more about them...then shuting stayed over at our hse...talked till ard 1am...found out that i m really too innocent...haha...seems like getting a boyfriend is such an easy task for everyone but not me...hmm...dunno whether i really want one or just want someone as bf..haha... oh well...i kind of miss darling n ben...maybe have been with them for quite a while the past 2 weeks...so sort of missed their presence...esp when i m like a little gal to them...always feel so protected with them ard...sigh...miss ya guys...