Hey dudes.
I wished that i could post wonderful stuffs on this blog forever.
However, this blog may be destined to be just another "sorting out of feelings" blog.
I realised how much i used this blog for sad events, compared to the good ones.
Am i really that happy-go-lucky to everyone?
I do not whether i've mentioned to you guys how much i've changed ever since i left JC.
And also the way i deal with things and relationships ever since i left NS and enter UNI.
Those that are close will be able to know and witness those changes.
From a fat guy in JC, to a fit dude in NS, back to a fat guy in UNI. So much changes has occurred to me.
Despite all the so-called changes that i've made, told and act upon.
Somehow, under some weird circumstance, i was eventually posted with the same qn
that i faced some time ago. And the funny thing was... I will truly reply the same answer to it.
Maybe Chonglong will be quite sure about what i'm talking about.
The qn was thrown to me by this girl that i held close to me in JC.
She said, "Shall we break up?" <--- something like that.. i forgotten the real exact words.
And the past non-chalant silvest did replied something like:"Oh ok then, still friends?"
While the situation may be different now, the question was not posted by the girl, herself.
It was posed by me to myself, just to see if she ever post the qn, what will the answer be then.
And to my surprise, i did tell myself again. "Break loh..."
What the heck? Aren't I'm supposed to have changed? Why did i still reply the same shit?
And I shall urge to anyone who ever post me questions like this? Cos if you ask similar qns like
this to silvest. You are most likely to be playing with fire, and the answer may really stun you.
I just really hope that she wouldn't ask this qn at any point. Cos i do not know how ugly will
the situation becomes, after my reply.
So.. to the people who drops by every now and then... here's my question to you..
Did i really changed?