Thursday, April 08, 2010

Cant believe I did the things that I did. When I look back at what I done in the past I seriously wonder, did I have to put myself through all this? Was it supposed to feel that horrible or did I just wanna feel miserable and down. Someone pls smack me out of my slumber PLS?
People do not NEED a 2nd half to survive, so I really shouldnt just live for the sake of looking for that 2nd half. I should jus live my life the best as I can, enjoying life as a whole and along the way I trust I'll find someone with the same interest and outlook in life. Thats when I would know that I found THE ONE! =X
Cant help my cringe when I look at how desperate I sounded in the past. My GOD! did I really need to be in a relationship that bad??! haha. The stupid things people do just to keep things the way it was. Gotta move on~ Gotta move on~

Oh Btw My ORD Parade is on the 5th of May
Finally everything turns a Full Circle!
Will be changing my Green Card for a Pink one Soon!
Everything's gonna change but I'm still unhappy with the rate that Its changing =X

Suddenly wonders, will I be looking back at this post 3years down the road and wondering 'WAD WAS WRONG WITH ME WHEN I TYPED THIS??!!'. haha .. Food For Thought =X

9:37 AM

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Finally after 1year plus of training .. The week has come for us to perform as a battalion of cdos ! .. 9 more days of missions .. Now comes the REAL WAR ! .. Haha ..

12:48 PM

Friday, February 26, 2010

Never in my entire life did i imagine i'll be doing this ! .. I'm blogging in the middle of some nowhere in thailand ! .. Haha .. For people wondering how i'm doing this. I subscribed to some internet plan on my handphone for only 100Baht (less then $5) this plan allows me to surf online for 20hours ! Lol .. And because thailand is soo huge, there's even reception in our training area ! .. Haha .. I just experienced somethin which just became another highlight of my short sint as a commando .. I took a UH1H helicopter! Whats so special is that on the helicopter there's no DOORS ! And as the chopper has limited space onboard .. I was sitting with my legs dangling out of the aircraft with nothin more than a rope holding me onto the helicopter! It was beautiful !!! .. The mountains were jus flyin past right in front of us and there was no restrictions as to where i could see .. But on the aircraft somethin was still missing .. How i wish i could enjoy such experiences with baby by my side .. I feel super lucky to be able to experience this .. Hahas .. Oh ! .. While i was blogging ! .. Guess wad ? .. A icecream truck appeared ! .. Hahaha ! .. We're dying of heat exhaustion .. And this happens ! Whee .. Hahaha .. Ok i gotta go buy icecream already ! .. Cya !

3:46 PM

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Today's Post 06 Feb 2010
Previous Post 25 Dec 2008

Omg its been more than a year.

Ns has been Great Fun! And soon a new chapter in my Life is gonna Unfold.
University or Work
Local or Overseas
Science or Business
Tons of decisions to make in this short few months before I'm released back into the Civilian world. People have asked me when I just enlisted Why I'm not planning for Life after Ns and I Simply told them that ORD is just Sooo Far AWAY! But Seriously .. I should have done my research Long Long Ago~

I'm leaving SG for the 3rd time of my Ns life on the 22nd of Feb. Actually I'm looking forward to leaving, though there are loads of people and stuff that i'll miss back in SG, being overseas lets me keep my mind off things back here in SG. Its seriously way too stressful here in SG. Haha.

Lets Just Take a Step at a Time Ya?

9:15 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas !

Oops~ Its been a LONG LONG time since i Last blogged, I've been back from Taiwan for close to a month already! Haha .. But I've been too lazy to Blog. Taiwan was Great! Tiring YES but We got through it!

After 3 Super Tiring Field Camps I'm now a LEADER! Haha.. Actually it just means I'm a 3rd Seargent la =X. I'm Doing my Airborne Course now, Parachuting is kinda fun but seriously jus jumping out from 1000ft the fun doesnt last =X. And the Landing is horrible. If everything goes well tml I'm gonna get my Airborne Badge tml!

I'm still unsure wad I'm gonna be nxt week, A 3rd Sergeant or a Officer Cadet Trainee .. I'm kinda the only one with this problem now cause I'm a Reserve to be sent to OCS. Actually I'm not really looking forward to be posted to OCS cause I'm not sure that I can adapt. I've been doing Raids since I Enlisted and noe NUTS abt Infintary Stuff =X .. And suddenly i gotta learn in 1 week wad others learn in 6 months .. Thats really sooo Commando =.= .. No planning AT ALL .. Haha ..

See wad happens~ I got my Red Beret already. But I would only be able to wear it when i Cross over to OCS. And if i dun cross over I'll be the Only 1 in the whole cohord to have the Beret when we go over to 1st Commando Battalion .. Haha!

Anyway Christmas IS BORING! gotta book in early tonite cause I'll be jumping TML. Hope everythin still goes well. Para Trooper!

1:07 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

This time tommorrow I'll would be at the Airport waiting for my Boarding Pass and Expecting to fly off anytime. I'm Flying to Taiwan! I'm kinda excited as Taiwan was a place I always wanted to go to (No Thanks to TONS of Variety Programmes on TV). But this time I would be going there for work not play. 11Days of Field training and 3days of Navigation training is NO JOKE.

The best thing? My bday falls on the 23rd! meaning this would be my 1st bday OVERSEAS! hahaha.. A year passed sooo quickly, I mean it seem like just not long ago I celebrated my Nine"teen"th bday and now my "Teen-age" period has come to an end. On the 23rd I would be 20!

I'll be back on the 29th on Nov, Tats 19 Days .. Not TAT long but seriously not that short either. Hopefully time would Fly and I would enjoy the experience.

Oh ya! I passed my Basic Airborne Course's Selection Test! Meaning this time nxt month I would be training hard for my Basic Airborne BADGE! Muwahaha! I'm going Sky diving! How many ppl can say they Jumped off a Plane?! Well I would be abe to!! Hahaha~ Tat seriously may be the highlight of my NS Life! Airborne!

I'm extrememly happy abt this cause I VERY NEARLY failed the selection. Man.. I'm seriously not FIT enough.. Need to train more but I'm soo very lazy.. My 8min timing has reverted back to the OLD OLD 10min already .. All thanks to Field Camp .. Sharks.

Anyway! I would really Miss Singapore... I think =X .. Haha .. Though I would LOVE TAIWAN'S FOOD! Kekeke .. I'll Miss U Baby !! .. Till I'm back~ CYA!!!

11:54 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Hmm.. Its been a Long time since I blogged.

Its been more than a month since i last blogged and my Vocational training is ending already. I went through the easy part of my vocational training already and now its the start of close to a month of Psychological torture!

I just came back from a Field Camp which lasted only for 3 days. But during the 3 days we only had close to 2 hours of sleep everyday. We would get 2 missions everyday and each of the mission would take us close to half a day to plan and execute. It was hard for us as a detachment and now we'll have a 5day and 11day version of the same thing coming up! But now we'll be more prepared for it. I hope!

Anyway enough of Army. I realise how much army would make a person lose all sense of the 'Civilain' world. I dont seem to be updated to what's happening in the world anymore. And in these troubled times I cant really feel the impact but I still worry for it. Hopefully the army gets greatly affected by the recent finacial crisis, I'll gladly get retrenched if they cant afford to support us! Hahaha ... Okok~ I'm JOKING! If the army gets bankrupt. Singapore would be in SERIOUS trouble.

Sometimes I really do wonder if I'm doing the right thing. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Hmm .. Yeah .. I guess so..

Anyway time to post some REALLY OUTDATED photos =X

My Mum and I when I had the Meet the Parents Session in CDOs

My PTP Buddy!

My Life Buddy =X Haha

Okok Time to go~ Time to Sleep. Haha

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稻香 - 周杰伦

词：周杰伦

曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什麽人要这麽的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥

有还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随

着稻香河流继续奔跑微微笑

小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

童年的纸飞机现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心=碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随

着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这麽容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥

有还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

Jus suddenly felt that I should post lyrics for this song as well =D .. Meaningful ya?! Haha

Be Optimistic! Life is easy, well many people gone through it before!

10:55 PM