Endless Promise

Friday, June 22, 2007

Spec Course Phase 2

Hmm... After Spec course I think i am suffering from post spec course chesspie fuktup depression. Its the phase 2 which is the one which I have this feeling. From this spec course, we can actually see a lot of people real potential and attitude. We can see a person real potential and we can see a fuktup CLT. Take for example, you have see before a bloody person trying to orders from the 2IC when he is way below the hiearchy.

Then CLT all slacking when is like the 2ic cum acting OIC is doing all the work. By right the OIC suppose to stay inside the ops room and give out orders all that only. But this time round i seems to be running about more than the OCs. Well I only know that this course let me see a lot of person true potential and their flaws. Some of their flaws are unforgiven. If you think that post is too lowly for you then you seriously should not be a CLT. Even we start off as a Sai Kang Warrior.

Then going for this course make me ponder a lot of things. Whenever i got free time i will think of that thing. So until now the tug of war still there is no winner. But it seems like both party of tug of war have already tone down already. But I don't know lar.

Why can't it be more simple...

posted at [5:36 AM]

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Sweet Sweet

How I wish time can just stop at that moment. At that moment, the feeling of heart melting once feel my heart. When I was studying till very late and wanted to fall asleep. She call me go and nap and she will call and wake me up. Of course at that point of time I cannot think. So she call me sleep, I just go and sleep.

Then my handphone rang. At that time I was still blur blur. I pick up my phone thinking which bugger call me in the middle of the night:x. Then I hear that voice. That voice which I had never hear for so so long. The feeling was like you wife wake you up early in the morning for work. The feeling is the same. Then she still call me to wake up and study. Call me Jia You. Wah straight away energetic. Then got the energy to study again. She really give me that kind of very comfortable feeling that I can talk to her and communicate with her freely. Then somemore we share common interest.

I think she is just right for me. So far I haven't met any girl who is like that. She is just right for me. If can, really can, i hope to go into a blissful marriage with her. I will wait for her A level to end. Then we talk about relationship thingy. Hopefully by then she will be mine. Woo her like 4 years. Its time.

posted at [5:58 AM]

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