Endless Promise

Sunday, August 28, 2005

I DARE

Hahaha... Saturday ... Wake up i see wah 8 o clock ... then Chiong all the way ... Then get my father drive me to jurong east . Cos i am gonna be late...then chiong there liao ... Take 97 go harbour front ... I reach at 9.20 ... Queen say he still at his house there ... WTh ~ Then i waited for him ... 10 o clock he call me ... He still at his house ... WtH ~ then 10.20 then reach... We were late already ... Then after that i ask him whether he want to eat a not ... HE say want .. Then later... In the end we 11 plus then reach siloso beach ... then they almost started the game... We were to mix around with different colour groups.

I saw jia wei there ... Hahha... I was so excited... cos one more friend known. then i sat beside him ... BEcause he is in the white group ... Then beside me was joann ( just knew her yesterday ... She seems pretty smart... ) Queen and i was seperated by her ... I was wearing shades and i couldn't see ... So i take out my spes and wore then ... Then i look around... see those in red... Then my first impression was... OMG ~ AM i going with that group during i DAre ... Then next thing the In charge said ... No NO ~ The real I dare was going to be a Completly different group . then i was like ... Thank god ... hahah... they were playing ice breaker. EAch one introduce own name and course and level ... Then after that have to say the person name and people before you ... Lucky i am around the first few ... Hahaha... Then after that i spotted one chio bu ... HAhaha ... She called ming zhu ... I look at her like got see her somewhere else leh ... Dunno where sia ... Then play the name game ... Very funny ... Say people name say until totally change the name ... I never go take note ... The my turn le ... I seh liao ... Then Anyhow anyhow say ... got people help me ... HAHA... Then ... Everybody seems to remeber my name ... because is very easy .. wei lun wei lun ...

Then after that play double whacko ... Then ... hahaha ... I wanted to sabo queen ... But he always never got sabo de ... Damm it ... then i think i tio sabo in also ... hahaha... Then something happen ... Ming zhu also come in ... LOL ~ Then i gentlemen lar ... Let her tap the person ... Then i inside very long ... then they treathen me ... If i still inside then i have to climb coconut tree... OMG ~ then scared liao ... Then whack people le lor ... then mangage to wahck one ... Then ming zhu tio sabo again ... AFter a while she come out and stand beside me ... Then haben start .. Go eat lunch le ... HAHhaha ... Then lunch saw kai yu and the 2nd chio bu ( the one queen like a lot de ) HAhahaha ... I never mingle as much as my group de ... Cos i see them i dun feel like mingling ~ :P Then Brothers ~ then talk a lot lor ... then start de amazing race. .. Then wth ... i wearing slippers... Call me runn sentosa ~ then the white group strategy is to take away everybody map ... Wah lao .. Cheat. .. Lucky we got another map. HAHaha ~

Then our first station tajong beach. Wah ... The spa bridge. .. Must climb leh ... Then we climb up no people ... Wth ~ Then my group member call the earnest ... THen say they at tajong beach ... Actually they should be there one lar ... Then they change plan ... They say they at tajong beach. WAh ... We climb up le leh ... then walk there they say must climb up to count the number of steps ... WAh Si bei sian ... Then i run to that thing and count ... 100 plus steps ... Like climbing to 10 storey like that ... Climb up climb down ... Wth ~ Then my group member bribe them with sweets ... hahah ... Then we also got one cheer ... then give us 5 marks extra ... Hahaha ... Then go the stupid gunner lane ... Then cannot find that person lar ... We ask then ranger , they give us wrong direction ... Then walk one big round... Then i got knock by the tree branches ... then i dunno leh ... I only know got blood nia ... Then after that goes on ... Then go to that merlion there ... Must take group photo with 3 different ethics group and with 5 other people ... hahaha ... then keep taking photo lor ~ Then go straight down ferry terminal ... then saw our group leader there ... Hahaha ... Then we slack there while we drink water and eat the coconut ~ Then the interting part come in ... I figuring out my there is one hard thing on the part where i injured my leg ... i thought is my blood clog ... Then why i push in pain ... But i pull out not pain ... then oone two tree i pull out ... Wah then i discover is tree branch ... Then a lot of blood come out .. wah ... They just flow out ... I see already i shock ... Then kin ask for tissue ... Then clean wound put plaster ... then okie le ... Ha ...

Then after that run the whole siloso beach lor. From sunset bay run back to sentosa. Well. We first group to finish mah. Then go kope queen hair also. Cos his hair a lot of colour. First group to finish plus we finsish all the station. Then we got 2 thing never get for the scevenger hunt. I think is we win le lar... Hahaahah. But dunno leh ... 23rd then know result plus my own group. Best is i with my brothers man. With their laming, i think it will be damm fun lar ... Hahahaha Cos we will lame around. But i want to be with the same group as ming zhu. She quite sociable and friendly leh ... My type :x But she a bit old ... Dunno lar ... I dun want talk about relationship first lar... Know more people better... Friends are everywhere.

Hhahaha... Then we bath le go harbour front there eat. I never eat. GO home then eat. Cos poke le. Then they eat lor. I drink water. The sell drinks de damm no manners lor. Give customer that kind of face. If i was the manger, sack le. Then i spread around the next day is kai yu birthday. Then we wanted to do something funny to him lar ... Then went to pastamania find the rest. Then we think of a plan to tau poke him. Actually wanted to do in tiolet de. But he dun want come in. Bo bian lor . Have to tau pok him in public. Then we go out ... Act like nothing had happened. Then 1 , 2 ,3 Go ~ Tau poke ... I on top ... HAHAHA ... Thats is first round only ... After we went cheers buy drinks. Then. One , two, three ... Chiong again ... HAhaha... This time i incharge pin him down ... HAHAHA ... Pin him down ... The tau pok ... Then very happy lar ... Fun ... We just know that day le can be like so close together le. aI seh ... I can;t wait till the real i dare man ... HAHAha ... :P

posted at [11:10 AM]

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Friday, August 26, 2005

Last Is Class

Today Is the lASt Is class... Did not have LMS this morning because the teacher is on mc. The last day of lesson, the teacher on mc. Haizz CRAp lar ~ then go to school sign up for Student coordinator. My class sign up in group 1. Cos is our orintation group the SCO. So we go back lor. And thats is only the sub reason. Cos group one got a lot of people sign up. And all my classmates tiko, including girls. The guys say because that group got chio bu. The girls say because the SCO's is good looking. LOL ... Then what to do. Sign up group one lor. Anyway they write my name for me le. Like helping me sign already. So no choice. :x LOL Then i wanted sweetie to come also ... Cos she no cca. And she quite introvert leh. Maybe can let her extrovert a bit. But anyway saw sweetie just now during iac lesson. She smae class with me of cos same class. Today she go up present. Wah... Her Voice damm sweet lar ~ Cute also.. She presented. Then she got use the part which i told her. Cos she come and ask me what should she write. Then i say say say a bit here and there. Then she got use my part also.. Hounured :x
Then during our turn . Then i walk past. She and another girl say jia you . Wah seh ... Suddenly got that kind of power to present liao. LOL ... Next time you all no confidence go find min yi call her say jia you can already.. LOL

Then we present. Cos our group the presentation is really on the spot de... Wah... Really cannot make it. Cos is not i do de ... :X So bo bian. We go out got what say what. Then who doing which slides also dunno. I just say. Go diana. Go seng soon. just like that ... Then i explain to them how to buy 4d and soccer. Lol ... Then teacher ask me Singapore pools is what organization. She say she thought is a charity organization. Then i say a lot of things make people so convinced. Say singapore pool is the legal gambling organization in singapore. They donate money is to exempt from taxes. Everybody shock. Then i got see sweetie laugh at our jokes. Her laugh is not those big big laugh. Is those smile smile de... Like su niu like that... I like :x Then there goes her last lesson. Stay back walk around in school , print this print that. Do this do that. Then go home in 154 myself. The bus trip super long .. So i sleep in bus lor. then bus brake. Then i knock my head sia. Ouch ... Stupid bus driver. Drive so fast in aye then sudden break.

ANyway. i Score 90/100 for my Poa test and 7.5/20 for my macec. I never study for macec lar. I anyhow do de lar. I was doing bca project. Then that day got people scold me lar. I got angried. BEcause i never study for macec for the sake of Bca . Still people not happy. haizz what to do ~ Live on lor. Anyway its past already. Just to say i had feelings too. Next semester i think 2 projects only. Quite Slack man . I think i am going to study very very hard. And try to score as many distinction as possible man ... I am going to Fuck it HArd... Fuck it ... :X opps ... I promoised suyu i will put this sentence down. Too vuglar le lar... What to do ... ? A promoised is a promoised.... HAHAHa Anyway... May the dragon bless me man ... I going bintan for I DARE camp. Today is bonding at 10am at sentosa. HAhahahah Jun xiang cannot come... That chee hong kia want to come my bonding to see business girls in binkini. Too bad he cannot come. My group is red group. Ha... Red binkini... Nothing to see also lar... I go there is Bonding... Rebonding... Convalent bonding... LOL ... thinking of mR Lai pronouncation.

Anyway i am bRoke ... DAmm Sep a lot of people birthday lar... october also a lot lar... November is mine. People know what you should do ah :X

AnaLoG:Where ever we go, we must not forget who we are. We are Member of 4F fuhua. The Spirit of 4F ... Guys see you during wednesday teachers day ... Never go back de is tortoise.:x

posted at [11:48 AM]

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

haizz

Haizz ... I hate it when people give me hopes then dash it ... Still say anything going on wednesday. I still asked her when she free de ... she say wednesday de lor ... Then now tuesday le ... I had predicted that she will not online when on tuesday de... Cos last time also like that de ... Say sat she steady go eat ... Then in the end pang seh ... SMs her never reply ... ALso dun want online ...

I scared i too buggy ... So i never ask much lor... since she is the one who say steady de ... then in the end she running away ... Like give me hope then dash it ... I have been thinking and planning what to do lar ... then like that :S Feeling so fuck... Then do project ... Also very fuck... I also dunno wth we need to do lar... Try to absorb as much as possible... My group members are hard working ... But we not heading anywhere. I like do the least sia ... Haizz .... NVM ... i got try to do as much as possible

Today bca quiz ... haizz... Everybody was thinking that i would socre high high ... But not very fair lar... I type a lot of the format than in the end they never mark the format. :s Written com test after that ... I thought i was going to die lar ... But somehow or rather i survive. I dunno why ... The format i anyhow come out with it de. I also manage to do the thing. Not hoping to score very well but give me a 21/30 and i am very happy le ...

Sometimese is like that de lar ... You will only find happiness if you are contented. I thought i would be contented with sweetie. To others, she may seems short not that chio . But to me is already enough le . She is cute and sweet , innocent and elegance maybe. Fufill my tiao jian already. Even if she does not i will like her . Cos this is kind of feel since the first time is see her. I make my first comments " This fuhua girl very cute leh . How come i never take note of her ah " Love at first sight they call it ? And i think its preetty hard to enter herr world as well. I dun know lar... I got a feeling its gone case again lar ...

AnaLoG: Please dun give me hopes and then dAash it ~

posted at [8:39 AM]

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Friday, August 19, 2005

WAH ~ CutiE

Long time never post le ah ~ Too busy lar ... A lot of things had happend ... Like my project and stuff ... But the only things which is happy about is ~ i got a new target le ... That girl ... Super cute and sweet ... Buai tahan ... She dunno my blog nvm ... HEe ... she super cute and sweet lar ~ See her sleep also so cute ~ HOw i wish everyday friday ... And She agreed to watch movie with me next wednesday ~ WAh ... Must plan nice nice what to do le lar ~ First date ~ must Give deep impression... Ideas anyone ?

Omg still thinking of her sia ... Hahaha ... Today went to JJC ... Conned by audrey lar ~ then in the end i go alone ... then i call weixia. .. Then after that she call back ... HAhaha ... then meet her in jjc ... ALSo nothing to do de ... So go to 500 plus there eat lor ... She haben eat later she faint ... HOw ? so eat carrot cake ... hahah ... CAll her eat more eat more ... Like brother like that ... Then wait for the wenliang ~~ ooi ... ~ hahaha... then he come le ... FASt sia he reach ... Super fast ... then later they come my house cos i want bath and change ... So go my house ... then after that decided to watch bewitched ... hahaha... then go GV ~ hahahaha ... looking out for that cute girl ... Cannot find her sia ... Then go kopitiam eat ice kachange ... The red bean sux lar ... Then go back then saw cutie when wenliang buying food ... Then talk to her a bit ,... She asked what show we want to watch ... Then today at IS see her le ~ But jsut can't take my eyese off her ~ :X
Then go in le ... WAtch bewitched ... The show ah ... A bit boring leh ... not as fun as i thought it would be ... But well ... I learn a new phrase ~ I was bewitched by cutie ... I can't tak my eyes off her ... HAHAHAH .. Then after that they see me eat only ... So i ate ... And then try to take my last glimpse of cutie before i go ... Go le ... then pei wei xia go home ... Then the wenliang keep nagging why must pei wei xia go home ... She lives at bukit panjang . I said this is becasue of the code of a man ... So late le ... Let wei xia go home alone ah ... Then she so timid de .. WAh lao ~ hahaha ... Then at the lift i say one ghost story and she got s ofreak off that she close her ears ... LOL ... Then send her home liao , then me and that stupid ooi ooi , take 187 super long sia ... To reach jurong...

Then i waited for the cutie to online ... but till now she haben online ... So late le ... She work in GV night shift ... haizz.... Pray hard nothing happen to her ... How i wish i can just fetch her home after work ... So late go home alone leh ~ Such innocent creature ... Dangerous leh ...

AnaLoG: MAY the DRagon BLess her ~

posted at [11:54 AM]

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Friday, August 05, 2005

Home ~

This is a special entry dedicated to EVERYONE in this country of mine . Please read in between the line .

I have a home , a home i know i must be.
I have a home , which i find warmth and love
I have a home , where i see all the person dearest to me when i wake up
I have a home , a place i know i will go when i am unsure where to go
I have a home , the place i live in.
I have a home , seeing all the people that i know
I have a home , where i have brothers everywhere.

Ahh ~ Crap ... Just read between the line ~

posted at [6:39 PM]

My CLasS ~

WAh ... SO LOng Never update le ... Cos Sick ... Okie start from tuesday ~

Tuesday i nv attend lect ... Cos could not wake up ... Damm ShAG ~ Dunno Why sia ~ Then tuesday saw angela ... HAHAHAHa ... Hua Chi ~ Then i go support my class netball.. Wah so many people ... Seriously i dun know how well my class will perform. Cos my class other people seems very very zai ~ All tall tall dE ~ Then first game is my class de liao ~ Can't believe it man ... We sort of trash them ... Whao ... Amazed ... Then after that su yu call me go lend her money ... LOL ... I shocked sia ... She really hungry until fa huan le ~ Then after that come back ~ See the 2nd round ... Omg ... the team super strong ... then we tio trash ... 8-3 ... Damm it ... So 3rd round scared we will lose ... So i tell my classmate i going down to play ... So they put me in 2nd half ... Actually cannot de lar ... But no body no ... Wah lao ... And the empire super ka yu lar ~ ... oppenent out say is in ... then we never out then they say in ... Qi yang was standing on the line lar ... And the ball is inner than the line ~ Then they say out ... WTf ... EVerybody can see lar ... Then we was shouting already ... Then in the end they dun care ... if not my class netball girls say respect the empire decisions i could have argured with the empire already ~ Then 2nd half ~ i go in ... i played wing attack ... Actually first half we losing sia ... 4-1 ... Then 2nd half go in ... We catch up very fast ... Cos i played wing attack :X hehehe ... No lar ... just that they pass to me ... then i pass to kaiyu very fast ... Cos before that we got pratice fast passing ... So we got the mou qi ~ My teammate pass to me and then i pass to him ~ ... So defense we got a lot of people defense ... Attack need me , kai yu and joyce can le ... So in the end we win ... 6-8 Ha .. We were so happy sia ... Then they went to drink bubble tea ... HAHaha ... So i went to do my tuesday joggin ... BAck ach ... only manage to have 2.8km minus off 400km of walking ... Haizz ...

Wednesday ... No written com lecture ~ so we went to KAP's mac to have our breakfast . Me , Ah seng , kai yu and of cos kai yu's gf michelle ... HA ... ~ YUp ~ Then after that go back to school ... Wah ... Written come tutorial postphone ... Wtf ... Then go Sim slack ... slack already go back atrium do BM project ... In the end we doing POA ... Ha ... then get back Poa ... Wah lao ... I get 79 ... Miscaculate ... Thought going to get at least 80 ... Miss one A le ~ ... Nvm ... Still got test 2 ... jia You ~

Thursday ... Morning i wake up stomach got a kind of funny feeling le ... Then i could not eat leh ~ EAt one sandwhich ... And drink a cup of milo ... then outside is raining damm heavy ... My lesson start at 11 and its 10.30 ... Pia cab down ... Reach le ... They haben come ... HAHaha ... then after that ~ See angela again ... ~~~ hehehehehe... But throughtout the trip i feeling waker and weaker ... When lesson start le ... I start to feel very miserable ... more and more miserable ... Dun know why sia ~ Then went to toilet to vomit a few times already ~ Then got one time i vomit till almost fainted ~ Then i sleep at the toilet sia .. My classmate say i look damm pale ... When lesson end le , i buai tahan already ... Call them to help me call cab ... Then every one or two step i walk i feel so giddy ~ Almost fainted lar ~ Then i seat down every two or 3 steps i walk ... Then wait for cab ... Finally the cab come ...The i chiong go home .. Then i almost cound't make it to home ... Thanks whatever god ... ~ give me the strength to reach home ... Then i Ko on my bed ... Till night ... When i see a doctor ... The doctor say i kana stomach flu ... High fever ... That time i still feeling giddy ... But after a long nite sleep ~ i am okie le ... just that feeling a bit weak ... To me ~ its like a nightmare sia ~ thank you guys ... For taking care of me ... Thats what i called a class ...

AnaLoG: Class Spirit ~ ? touchEd ~

posted at [2:36 AM]

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Monday, August 01, 2005

happening ~

Shannon come my house overnight do project sia ` Before that i doing mine ~ Hahaha... then dee siao him ~ Really dee siao ~ His friends in msn ... I keep dee siaoing ~ Got people talk to him i talk on his behalf ... Saying about he is gaying with me all that ... Lol ..> Then got one girl ask him maths sia ... then i get her to call my number... LOl ... then i talk to her ... She still think that i am shannon ... then talk until so song ... Then the voice so Flirt de :S * ShiVER * LOL ... Shannon ah shannon ~

Then this morning see the sky black one small part ... the rest is pure blue de lor ~ Then i sense something bad going to happen ... Touch wood ... Then shannon buay ki go home sleep le ~ Ha ... So i go to school lor ~ Then i take my father car go mrt station that time i saw mr ng by the road side sia ... then i wave to me ... Then thank god he see me ~ If not my father thinks that i will be waving to the ... EHmm .. Good Brothers :X Seven month soon ~

Then i take mrt hor reach jurong east got one angmoh couple wanted to rush in lar ... But the door closing ... Then the lady kana stuck sia ... Then you know what ... to my surprise ... An indian labour i think ... use his hand to block the door lar ~ wanted to go in front also ... But i at the other side with a lot of people blocking ... So could not go help ... Could only see what happen . Wah .. i shock sia ... Than indian ... Credits For him ~ I mean indians is also human lar ~ Why you people be racist~ . Its just that they are different in colour . Like the ang moh they white in colour we yellow... What the's the diff between them. Somethings i think that indians and malay can be better than chinese ... our president is an indian ~ That time i do survey . Is those indian and malay family do with me . Not those chinese family. i never look down on any race ~ Because i came from malaysia ~ I know about their culture ~ Then i have a lot of indian friends also ... One of them is that joker Dinesh ... Who make me laugh during the o level season . Release so much of the stress ~ And i like the eat prata also ~ And their curry ~ Why can't people treat every one of the people like normal people. I respect all people. But those who make me lose respect for them de , i will treat them like dog. Because they are not worth it ... Like those people who use those unfoturnate people to earn money ~ i even think those road sweeper is better than you ah ~

Then when i alight hor ... I go up the bus ... Ai seh ... See angela ~ Wah... 2nd consequtive time i same bus with her le sia ... Ai seh ... Then shy never talk to her ~ Then go project room. Today actually we did nothing lar ... BEcause everybody was not prepared for it ~ So i also a bit sian ~ Hungry leh ~ Then went for poa ... ZZZZZZZZZZZZ ... ZZZZZZZZZZZZ ... 2hrs ~ hahahah Then i saw min yi ~ shE sleeping sia ... Lol ... After that keep spinning the chair ... LOL ... Cute Sia ... Buai tahan ~ hehehe

Then go mangement presentation. I think i kinda screw it ~ Haizz...then after that do project ... Lol ... WAHAHAHa... qiyang they all call me to turn ~ and then look at a girl ... HEr ass came out ... LOL ... So bad of them sia ... then qi yang say wanna put crockroach inside... Wah ... I was thinking wah ... LOL Disgusting ... But when that girl turn her head ... Qi yang say she look not bad ... Just that her she anyhow let ppl see her ass le lar ~ Well i dunno ~ Qi yang that ti ko ~ Always looking at girls de ... Then so conisidence saw min yi sia ... She seat the table behind sia ... LOL ... they also come do project ~ Then of cos i greeted hi lar ~ I am Mannered :x then she behind me ... but i msn her .. LOl ... ~ Then go le ...

Go play netball with my classmate ... Fun lar ... then i dee siao other team de ... I was jumping around ~ VEry active .. LOl ... Others class de scared of me because i too tall le ~ but their shooter also tall ... I got a hard time marking him sia ... Then in the end we lost a little ... But it was fun lar ~

Go home then found out that su yu kana accident ~ But she is not heard ... But nesh and eileen was ~ ... But thank god they only have some small wounds ~ That bus driver dun so Reckless hor ~ ... Ren min Guan tian ~ Drive carfully hor ... if not get lawyer shoot till you cry hor ~

AnaLoG : This is the way i used to be. Running on the court ~

posted at [7:45 AM]

Hanging By a Moment

WhAt a nice song this is ~ I gonna learn how to play it on guitar !!! i Will

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitationyou take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
nothing left to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mindthere is nothing else
there is nothing else...

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..

posted at [7:10 AM]

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