ive spent one whole sunday doing up this blog, changing the template n stuff.. so u better say its nice !!!!!
there, i knew it. im a genius !! hahaha
ok enuff of self-praise. because this template happens to have this space where i can doodle, i shall rant on abt thyself. well, its my blog. so i command as i please, n u listen !!!
hmm. choosing and building ur own blog isnt too hard, so i urge everybody to go set up one..! if u happen to be one of those people who believe that blogs are a waste of time, u r so wrong. precisely my point, i NEED my blog because ive got too much time to waste. moreover, how else can people i want to constantly keep in touch with be updated on my life !?
oh by the way, i did my sis' blog too!! the one living in a faraway land where sheeps outnumber humans.. yeah her blog is linked if u wanna check it out..
AND because impt ppl r mostly linked to my site, BUT the lemlem, my other sis, does not haf a blog that we know of, so the kind ole me haf decided to put up yet another nice pic of her. its a different pic, dont worry. im feeling kinder today haha
Sunday, February 29, 2004
heh wah i keep hearing the live version of that song on air haha.. its good !!! haha yea i love his voice!!!! hahaha..
hmm got my digicam yay haha.. its very slim .. panasonic. hmm yay wont have to buy lousy instant cams anymore haha.. hmm ok shall go to bed soon.. heh feel quite glad to be going to sch tomoro.. haha havent looked forward to sch in a long long time.. last year dnt have to sae la.. but now that theres jeremy n yuwen haha class is at least becoming njoyable haha.. ok off i go
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11:19 PM
you n i both - jason mraz
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice, I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh But it often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others only read of
Others only dream of the love,
oh the love that I loved
la, la, la, la
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Oh, then you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
Oh and with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cuz you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see me now
well then I'm almost finally out of
I’m finally ow-ow-out of
Finally de-de-de-de-de-de-de
Well I’m almost finally, finally
Well I am free, free, free.
and it's okay if you had go away
oh just remember the telephone, well, they’re workin it both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else
and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
cuz you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see now
well then I'm already finally out of
I’m finally ow-ow-out of
Finally de-de-de-de-de-de-de
Well I’m almost finally, finally out of words.
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10:55 PM
wah i slept alot yest haha... slept at 12 plus again all the way until 10 am todae morn haha... oh wellx.. im such a pig haha... oh which reminds me.. haha 4got to blog it down but yest both jiahui n i were late in joining the rest... haha so when i reached kap.. saw him at the cold storage.. haha and realised that we were coincidentalli wearing the same shirt.. the genting shirt la.. haha he was quite paiseh ah.. damn farnie.. huishan cldnt stop larfing.. carzee woman she took a pic of us haha.. oh qiujie was there too... haha miss the seniors manx.. choir was much more fun with them arnd.. haha oh n during prac on fri ms lim made hua cheng whistle in some song abt music dynamics to add on to the song effect.
hmm since i didnt do much yest ive gota go do work soon... going westmall to get my digicam in a whiles time.. plus mom is sitting here asking weird qns n peeking at wat im typing... so well tatax#
12:31 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2004
wooo.... slept all the way n missed my dinner... just woke up at 10 haha... n decided to come online again. haha 1st thing i did after switching the com on was to check out my hse grocery.. wah sucks loh nothing to eat... haha crapp... and im so lazy to go out =P haha.. oh n when i told my mom that im hungry i kinda pissed her off... cus i didnt eat when she cooked but wanted to eat when she wanted to slp.. haha so ive gota settle it myself.. wah... excellent way to start and end ur day.. piss ur mother off... haha sianx heh#
10:36 PM
heh its onli 6 plus n im home.. haha and its a saturday... in the morn woke up earlier to catch a car ride and had breakfast at serene kap.. heh yumm... had big breakfast =) haha saw huimin n shiyun there too... later went to sch for gm.. it was pretty short haha.. guess cus everybody wanted to go off so there werent many qns asked.. n i didnt know what i was blabbering abt when i told them abt cip.. haha lame lehx.. oh it was quite funny in the car .. haha my mom was pretty irritated with me cus the night before there was some communication error la and we got the time mixed up.. haha and when we were abt to reach serene shawn was like 'auntie dui bu qi' .. eh haha cld tell that my mom was amused too tsk haha..
hmm aft gm went to town.. haha so many councillors were at yakun kaya toast... it was as if the councillors met in sch then an hr later met in town again. haha chia hong was realli funny .. i nv knew he was so humourous... must haf rubbed it off jeremy haha.. hm and peiling went to collect her top.. heh butterfly top with holes... we got the exact same one but in diff colours .. haha but we didnt know abt it until aft both of us bought them seperately. wah so chio so chio haha... hmm didnt do anything much other than eat eggs in yakun haha... it was kinda sian la cus i felt like sleeping while shopping haha...
later went home to get my phone cus it slipped outa my pocket in the car ... haha it rarely happens but ive lost my fones 2 times recentli haha... ok la not lost.. francine took it away the 1st time cus i refused to tell her stuff haha... and it just came outa my pocket in the car todae la.. heh.. hmm speaking of phones .. im gonna go get a digicam soon .. eh maybe todae or tmr haha... yayyy =)
went kap to join huishan n choir gang to mug haha... didnt get anything done cus linear space is just too hard la.. wah sianx... read 4 pgs of econs la... gonna cont later.. haha and gota write essay on that chapter.. hmm n do ws 3... but anyway realised that isaac shawn were in kap too.. haha .. later, which was like just now, came home with shawn. oh this car brushed past shawn ... wah scary manx.. inconsiderate driver. heh got car big ah. #
6:47 PM
Friday, February 27, 2004
hmm just bathed.. haha came back from choir not too long ago... dinner actualli haha... choir ended surprisingly earli todae.. i went for like 20 mins n we were dismissed haha... actualli oso cus i was writing some script with maly from 5 to 6 plus.. haha i think im fated to work with ms phua.. heh this new award thingy that will be launched soon... clara maly n i are gonna intro it .. oh wellx n its under ms phua.. haha but the sub of it is under ms chua n we r working with ms chua .. but i guess its a one-off thing... so wellx good.
hmm.. didnt eat with the guys in the end cus some of the bass seniors came back... haha and they wanted to watch bball n naturalli they wld prob eat together or sth... dnt chap their bass spirit haha... so jiayan huishan beckx n i left after the match ended... haha woah ac's v good..... shenglin is very good. haha.. oh jeff n wenyou were among the 3 who came back.. haha glad to see them =) reminds me of the genting trip heh.. oh and my goodness.... haha we were watching the match.. then these 2 guys turned.. haha and immediately huishan lost it manx... haha it was sideburn!!!!!!!! haha... so malu i think he kinda saw the excitement going arnd.. haha... but alrite la hes realli quite cute... heh told her he looks like jiahui.
going for sup soon... haha dig out hasans password 1st b4 i go... haha..#
9:54 PM
hmm.... fri a short day again... hee finalli... FINaLLY gotten my cert from ms phua... oh wellx..
still in sch now.. gotta stae until 5 for some meeting.. then choir until 8 plus la... hopefulli we can get to go makan dinner out... feeling energetic todae haha... miss the choir gang ahaha.. ooh hasans beside me.. waiting for the TIME to come... wah he's blinded... by a word called llluuurrrvvvv..... haha hmm he almost broke the curtain.. we r at bytes btw.. n hes spinning in his chair like a retard... hahahha
hmm... didnt do anything much todae actualli... was kinda irritated this morning but the irritations just been washed away haha... eh realised that even aft i read the notes yest i didnt know how to do linear 3 at all.. wah so screwd manx... its super dumb n pissifying but i guess i just have to read the notes n tutorial of 3 again la... onli skimmed thro the eqns yest cos after i reached home i was so tired i fell aslp eh.. haha... doings of strawberry scents...
oh during phy lect shelles came to sit beside me cus she was qte sian as well... so i was in between kat n shellex... n they were like laughing AT ME loh... wat the hell do it discreetly la im like sitting in btwn u 2 loh.... peeeegs..
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3:53 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2004
got home not too long ago.. hmm didnt go for maths S.. AGAIn.. met huimin on the bus n toked all the way b4 changing bus... haha initialli was going home till recieved a call from shelle.. n decided to go her hse do maths... anyway the whole point of me going back earli, at 4, is to read up on linear space.. haha mr lums at linear space 3 already but b4 todae ive never even read any part of that abstract book of spasticism.. if that word actualli exists.. haha so well did 1 and 2... have got 3 left b4 attempting the tutorial at least.. heh felt guilty when mr lum nagged...
todaes all right.. just kinda sian.. typical thurs la.. full periods all the way till 4.. but well when ur life is sian everything in it is sian ritex notx.. ok well kinda tired.. so wont bother writing too much.. just some thoughts ... hmm kinda disappointed by some things arnd me la.. wont sae wat they r and well.. not in the mood to bother abt them at this pt in time.. haha just catch up with my work my friends and myself.. well gotta go start with the 1st.. haha oh highlight of the dae... facial mask with shellex... haha we're smelling like sweet strawberries hahaha... *sniff*#
9:51 PM
Monday, February 23, 2004
decided to come home for dinner todae.. was good =) happy to eat at home actualli.. haha had 2 steamed fish all to myself.. yummm... haha supposed to go shopping with peiling but shes got stuff on n im kinda lazy aft 2.4 2dae haha... my stamina trained in sec sch kinda wore off aft 1 year plus of slacking haha... managed to clock wat.. 15.12 sec when i was 13 odd in sec sch haha... but nvm la hot sun n all.. n i cant realli b bothered haha.. oh wanted to play bball todae.. but classmates were all so onx abt soccer haha.. cus can use the field already.. so well kicked the ball for 5 secs n decided to go off with kat cus she has to meet her mom n sis soon.. later stayed with lyd to wait for sijia b4 coming back.. ah todae has been quite slack.. think i really had a great time over the weekend.. todae i was on high manx... was either talking to yuwen or jeremy or kat all the time haha.. abt demin skirts .. me being bimbotic n all.. haha havent spoken to jeremy much since last yr.. so well glad that there was some kinda update to our f'ship =) haha and oboe came to chat too .. haha instrument feeling the acoustics of love ah haha..
ah and yest was good too.. went shopping with kat.. haha havent been so relieved in such a long time... realli shopped to our hearts content haha... and it was fruitful too haha... went to artiris n saw this super fabric painted butterfly... its on a white halter .. and the drawing trails to the back.. very simple n plain but v nice.. haha i was like wahh.. if i dont geddit id regret it manx... haha of cus i bought it n wore it to fusion... since i wont have the chance to go out in qte some time.. haha oh n i bought a hair clip too.. ive been looking out for such stuff for qte some time but cant find any nice ones.. its grey with small flowery designs on it.. also v simple but v pretty =) haha .. oh saw this denim gradient butterfly hairclip too.. heh.. oh when kat xm n i were at tangs supermarket these 2 freaky ppl started fighting or wateva they were doing.. this guy was screaming and choking the other with his elbow.. haha i think the 3 of us were too hungry n late to bother.. we got lots of fingerfood, ignoring wateva was happening and went to the back of the mrt station to hail a cab.. got to fusion 5 mins late.. but luckily it didnt start on time.. haha watching concert with kat = LATE. haha she was late for talentime too loh.. yea? haha... but we didnt miss anything la.. alot of ppl were there.. jeremy chonghan yuenshe guangrong who went with jeremy heh ... hse reps.. councillors.. huiling blah.. and of cus whoeva who were performing.. haha saw shelles family too.. alot of great performances.. haha and there was this lame magician who amazed the audiences onli at the end of his wat... half an hr performance... haha many familiar faces were there.. jillian, this sec one classmate is in the committee too.. haha shes as corny as ever.. freaked out in her ahma self n started panicking when the curtain almost closed on the mic. Kelly low was the mc.. and calin performed my immortal with the piano.. oh ya... yan yun's performance was astounding my goodness... never knew her lower notes were so good cus shes always singing the higher notes.. heh damn sexy .. haha and thung han was so cute he ran up n gave her a rose haha.. suits the mood eh... she was wearing black so the rose looked just perfect with her onstage haha.. hmm didnt go out aft that was tired haha.. so went back n slept...
ok going to kats to retrieve my beloved stack of notes haha.. left it with her cus she was going off by her... heh so sweet yea so i dun hafta carry it arnd.. in the end i didnt even go town heh oopx.#
8:50 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2004
just woke up haha... rise n shine!!!! =) haha gonna study for my phy test soon.. before i go shopping n fusion.. ah gonna get shelle sth too.. cus wasnt able to get her flowers yest.. so i think ill get her sth better todae haha .. well wellx.. came online just for a while.. so there gonna tok to yan then haf breakfast.. yummm#
10:59 AM
just came back from holland v haha... yep todae has been a great day .. went ac fun o rama in the morning... saw many familiar faces.. haha ziyang and pom.. haha n loas of sc ppl!! haha ahhh!! joan shuo eudora hazel ruo.. wah i miss them manx.. haha.. thou sc wasnt fantastic but its still where i spent 4 years of my life manx! haha... oh n saw qte alot of nj ppl too.. haha in their olympia shirts.. heh it felt good to see them arnd manx... and this cartoon in my class .. boon wui, wore full grey there haha...
oh later went with xiaomin to get flowers from this shop situated on the stretch of the road beside the coffeeshop... haha i never knew that place existed haha... thou we used 2 frequent that area qte alot for supper... then later went home n peiling came to my hse cus we were too late to meet thiam in town... slacked for a while then went out again haha... for talenttime
woah it was great... great great.. haha much better than the rehearsals... got in late thou.. but nvm didnt miss out much haha.. luckily edwin passed me the tix.. heh thnx manx my almost new section leader.. haha thats our joke that im joining bass haha..
wah im so happy for shellex .. she sweeped all three that she participated in =) heh her solo was fantastic .. heh but gurl u went off a note ya haha.. =P haha and yu jie started their grp song v well.. so well it cld engage the audience n they pulled thro all the way till the end.,.. damn zai!! haha... heh n the band.. its like WAHh... ron's guitar and dereks drumming .. haha rons so pro theres nothing to be said .. there was this solo part that he had to play... he did it very nicely but it was a bit too soft haha.. was trying so hard to pick out wateva he was playing.. oh n dereks drumming... so fast his hands cannot b seen manx haha... so proud of them!!! haha... oh n i never knew that jiahui cld sing rock songs so well haha.. his band was very good too.. haha and his expressions were super cute.. cartoon manx.. haha the guitarists drummer singer were all damn pro.. heh n i forgot to mention.. mel's pitching was perfect this time haha... yay!!! way to go manx haha...
hmm later went swensons for dinner... sinfulli good =) haha had some prawn thingy.. wah super filling =) but as usual i cldnt finish my food.. waste marnee.. damn im becoming shiang-ish.. haha noooo!!!!! aft dinner went to join this bunch of sji guys plus leon haha.. attempted to go wala but got thrown out haha... they checked our ids so had to leave.. haha... this has never happened b4 manx haha... must b isaac!! hahahha... later went starbucks to sit for a while b4 lompanging dom's car home haha... xiaomin got high on dunno wat she ate and started cracking up... haha my twin is insane haha... #
12:25 AM
Friday, February 20, 2004
having choc now!! haha yeah yumm... honeycomb crunchie.. haha wah sinful but yet heavenly =) .. just had dinner.. didnt go out with the choir aft prac.. didnt feel like la haha plus ive got hairy crabs at home cus dad just came back from china.. n he got us crabs =) heh we told him like a month ago, that was when he came back from some other country, to get hairy crabs if he goes to china.. yummilicious..
oh choir was alrite todae. learnt 2 korean songs .. practically rushed thro them haha.. but they werent too hard so its alrite.. and they all revolve around the same few words.. ti ka ra ta ku tu ram... haha ya basically thats it for two songs.. and the contents r quite lame... ones abt washing clothes the others abt some string musical instrument la.. like diiaaaoooo... haha but prac was rather short.. ended at arnd 7.30 ..
todaes slack as all fridays are ...thats why i like fridays haha#
9:37 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2004
haha just had dinner... wah miss eating dinner at home haha thou i just did that yesterdae la.. haha felt good to talk to my mom haha... funny but its a 180 degree change somehow haha... but well guess id be home more often now =)
haha ponned maths S todae.. haha ponned AGAIn.. aiyo haha... but nvm la cus after speaking to mr sim i kinda got to know that scholarships can help in monetary aspects but cannot sustain my eh... 6 years more of education (bleah) until getting a degree to practice child psychology .. haha.. oh wellx... so cant be bothered.. hahaha..
wellx went to watch talentime rehearsal... too bad jiahui wasnt there... realli wanted to watch his performance but he was sick i think so didnt go to sch or sth.. haha moses replaced him todae!! like wah moses can sing manx haha... it sounded ok with the band la.. wah the bands pro manx... but effervascence was good too... dereks like... fffwwwwaaahhhhhh .. michelle.. dont have to sae la .. haha oh but su didnt do that well... her vocals were much stronger when she sang a portion of the song to us thou... hilda gab n shellex grp were alrite too.. eh lets not comment on the rest hahaha.....
todae wasnt too bad.. haha sang in the morning ... wah paiseh manx.. throw face ... later had 2 hrs of gp... wah gp class was alrite initialli.... now its getting worseeee.. haha wah 3 hours to analyse a compre.. oh man!!!! he's continueing tmr loh!!!! oh but it was quite funny ah... mr yee says the weirdest of things... haha i think i freaked adeline out cus todae she was like beside me and mr yee was saying sth abt shawn.. (like again) haha and i cldnt help but laugh haha.. she gave me the 'are u sure thats funny' look... oops.. haha
heh im gonna go help settle some stuff for my bz good fren haha... and go bathe.. haha maybe blog tomoro#
9:28 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
came home for dinner todae haha... has been a long time since i ate dinner with my family haha... heh had good food.. yumm =P
today sch was basically abt choir .. argh started prac at 8 am till aft the concert.. then went for fm tutorial.. wah mr lum just went on and on abt linear space.. sian .. later went to see mr kevin sim with peiling then choir again at 3 till 7.. ( not 8 todae.. yay ) .. haha it was quite funny talking to mr sim ah n he gave quite a clear idea of how to get to where we want to.. n he's quite humourous in a sarcastic manner.. so well it was alrite.. haha and when i walked out i accidentally kicked his shoe ... haha oopx.. and he was like " taking revenge is it" or sth along those lines la.. damn paiseh...
surprisingly choir was quite alrite todae.. despite being rather exhausted haha.. learnt a bit of tsubasa when we had combined with ms lim .. wah v nice haha... but v hard la.. all the 3 beats crap.. also learnt 2 other songs that sounded quite good.. one thats latin n the other dayong sampan.. haha lame song but its written by goh toh chai.. so it wasnt that bad.. haha reminds me of the workshop with him in genting.. wah hes damn farnie esp when poking fun at our conductor haha.. oh wellx combined is always better than sectionals.. the most songs sound horrid in alto parts alone.
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7:44 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Didnt go for phy S todae.. wah so sick n tired of so many things.. good that im gonna see ms kao soon.. i think itd be good to talk to her... same freq ah maybe.. according to class haha... both of us act cute.. bleah =P haha.... guess i realli hafta refocus ... somethings eating into me n i dont realli know what... hmm.. hopefulli ill get it realised n settled soon...
hmm had an urge to create another blog.. a private one ... but i guess it wldnt be of much use anyway so forget it.. and blogging too much isnt healthy yea.. haha it kinda drags ur mood down at times.
was with peiling before i came home ... at venezia eating ice cream.. xiaomin my beloved kelly n shao were there too haha... doing math.. tsk xiaomin is an nj mugger yea =) haha... she'll prob kill me for saying that...
wah how i miss last years life.. everything was exciting la.. this year everything is draining.. even certain friendshipx.. i cannot believe it. goodness gracious. haha but i think its also in me that i tend to pull away from ppl easily.. not as bad as before thou... its already a great improvement from sec sch haha...
oh sth v unusual happened haha... huiqi n i actualli burst out laughing on some phys joke... haha but its realli quite funny... im glad that there r ppl like that in my class.. thou im not close to them they play quite a big part in my life.. presentli at least when my life = school + school + school + more school.
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7:44 PM
CLAY AIKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Way
Theres something bout the way you look tonight, Theres something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you. Theres
something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around. And I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,
[Chorus:]
Its in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me the way that I want you tonight, its in the way that you
hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say, u feel it in the way, you feel it in the
way.
Theres something bout how you stay on my mind, theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep Oh
no. Maybe its the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile. And the reasons they
may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.
[Chorus]
I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby. So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked
up inside, just thinking bout the way.
[Chorus]
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7:25 PM
Monday, February 16, 2004
im supposed to be studying... but oh well came to do some editing haha... hmm.. realli dont know what i want ... haha realli confused myself at times.. but nvm la...
think ill tok to mr kevin sim.. realli wanna drop S la.. but not sure if i NEED a scholarship notx.. nvm tok to him n see how..
ok im gonna continue with my physics.. real tired thou.. maybe i shld post myself a few qns too hahaha... oh shit starting to bitch... tsk.. haha #
9:54 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2004
haha was a little late when i met fuq.. heh oopx.. we went all the way to bugis n found out that the movies not showing there.. oopx again.. heh maebe i checked wrongly ah.. wat a blurblock.. tsk.. haha then went to bishan n finalli caught last samurai... the show was good... the plot was at least... but just that its a bit slow moving haha... was rather tired so during the movie i was trying hard not to slp haha
haha went home later to haf dinner then headed for kats hse... initialli we were supposed to be doing work, but later we called shawn n haogen over too to pass them her vday prex to them.. haha supper gang as lame as ever.. but realli funny la.. speaking of which, we havent been out for sup for a v long time... shawn kat haogen... tskk!! i miss hor fun + teh bing!!!#
11:00 PM
haha i think i slept too much... like a little less than 12 hrs... now i feel like a swollen chunk of meatball la.. sian my eyes gonna pop out soon.
haha yay gonna go watch last samurai later... finally!!! its gonna close soon .. the movie i mean.. so well gonna catch it b4 it does la.. haha and can interogate my dear ole fren abt his date yesterday haha..
haf to bring out work too loh so sian.. got so many things to do.. tut n assignmts... argh... nvm this coming week is gonna b good... i think im finalli getting into the rythm of my pathetic hectic lefeless life.. haha.. if u even call that a life.. haha no one to blame but myself la.. crazy join so many ccas for wat.#
11:46 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2004
just came back from esplanade.. went town with lyd n sijia aft tech run.. haha went walking for a while.. was so tired until we had our earli dinner that was at arnd 5 odd... this sushi bar at meridian.. heh woah.. the foods like how good n not too ex fortunateli ... later decided to go to esplanade rooftop haha.. wat a view... all the couples making out on vday like nobodys business.. haha .. tsk.. haha and we had good music playing along with very pink lighting... haha woah totalli valentines. Ah this years valentines jst like any other that ive spent... go out haf fun =) ... wld have been much better if not for the road run manx haha... so tiring..
but well, glad that vdays over.. more reasons for me to focus n mploy my brain resources to full use ah.. its gonna b tough .. esp aft todaes choir.. realised things r realli building up. haha oh manx i aspire to become lydia.. hormoneless... haha then it can reali mark the end to some stuffs and not the start to them. #
11:26 PM
haha gotta go for road run soon... after that still got choir.. heh n i dunno my song v well... better prac later.. haha slept at 12.30 i think... or 1.30 i forgot haha.. was talking to my sis.. haha normally i wld be too tired to tok but haha havent seen or spoken to her for such a long time other than on msn.. so well was being nice haha... no la its fun talking to her once in a while cus shes quite funny heh.. n thou i havent seen her for wat that feels like ages she still knows me best... haha..
oh my cookie baking session with pei was good =) so fun... made 2 batches of cookies.. thats like 36 of them but of cus some broke, so became our samples n some were burnt.. so well we were left with 30 or so.. haha never.. i repeat NEVER watch peiling bake cookies.. u wldnt dare to eat them afterwards haha... eh shall not elaborate. hahaha.... ok la going to meet my class now... hopefulli road run wld be fun.. n wldnt drain out too much of my energy haha... #
7:01 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2004
Ive recieved the best gift ever in my life todae!!! haha... so touched.. havent been so happy since my birthday last year heh... when shell gave me that surprise party thingy haha.. bo bian la ive got great friends arnd me... haha cus im xiaowei mah hahaha...
casan told me todae that she spent a bomb on me haha .. actualli i realli didnt care abt how much she spent cus i was already super glad that she actualli bothered to give me sth .. so well went out to meet her during lunch todae.. haha she looks so different but as pai kia as ever la.. wanted to get in the side gate but the guard refused to let us in la.. so we walked the main gate way.. haha and as usual she was complaining abt everything.. it feels good to see her cus the feelings all so familiar haha =) not onli that i was kinda surprised when i got the prex from her haha.. didnt xpect it to be so big.. im like wah... i expected a small toy or sth like that but it was a damn big pink box in a big singtel paper bag.. haha and of cus i was super happi la. Met lyd at the gate then the bell rang n i went to class.. heh its pink my gosh... even the cards pink =) the prex came with the bk of cus... the whole purpose of meeting her was the book actualli, initialli haha. i saw wat was in the box b4 lesson started but didnt read the card.. so when i got home 1st thing i did was to open the card in the box .. heh shes damn sweet =) all the presents and the card actualli had a theme to it haha... so unique huh =) .. the card wrote on it a checklist tat has the contents in the box... so basically there was 'bee cheerful' 'jar of sweet loving' 'guardian angel' and 'casan the devil pig'.. bee cheerful refered to this small bk of being happy cus we were always very unhappi in sec sch hahaa... dunno why oso la but i was very diff last time n now. and jar of sweet loving is a jar of sweets that represented love haha.. guardian angel .. thsi crystal angel thingy thats so sweet n chio haha.. to protect me heh.. and casan the devil pig that represents her cus in sa ppl used to call her pig.. haha and shes a devil, naturalli, heh so when im sad i can cuddle that black pig or sth haha... that was wat she wrote in the card la =)
heh this is prob the best vday gift ive ever gotten =) ... so well even thou im not celebrating vdae this is like the happiest vdae in 18 years!! haha damn damn touched =) shanna babe! love u manx!! haha#
8:22 PM
My day started off with gp that was damn slack.. so basically sat at cs 22 with shawn chinchi n kahwee haha... poor chinchi.. onli he was doing work.. maybe kahwee too la.. but thats minimal work haha... and mr lums not here so we didnt have many impt lessons.. at lunch i went to meet shanna for my 2000-2004 bdae prex haha.. shall tok abt that later =) had sectionals too but that was rather sian cus huishan was so pissed haha... 1st time ive actualli seen her that angry... bo bian la sl mah..
had s paper too.. but wasnt paying attention at all so nvm.. was toking to jeremy actualli haha... so tired aft the 2 hr sectionals so i cant b bothered anymore la..
oh and i ate lunch with the choir ppl... was toking to the ppl in the comm... initialli i was onli with stef n shuen.. thought that id like to join them so that can tok to them abt stuff in choir la.. tension getting abit too high so somebodys just gonna do the communicative part... haha but well i njoyed toking to them cus they listened n they voiced their opinions too... onli later jiahui n hua cheng joined us... angela for a while too... haha n i was the onli one not in comm.. but it feels good being arnd them once in a while la.. get to know how diff ppl feel abt stuff.. then can handle things better too =)
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7:58 PM
haha this is quite cool. Kat the add is wrong. its http://p1.ent.yahoo.com/us/astrology/divination/palmreading/
You are intelligent and practical, very likely to have a good memory and the ability to make and follow plans. Leadership skills are among your useful traits.
You have so many interests that you may have trouble deciding which ones to pursue.
You are a warm hearted person, with much love to give. You probably like children, and exhibit many playful characteristics.
There may be times in your life when you give in to feelings of sadness or depression.
You are likely to make decisions based on intuition or feelings rather than intellect.
Your personality is dynamic and attractive to most people. The more branches you find in your heart line, the more friends and lovers you will have. Your sincerity and compassion make people like you even more.
There are inconsistencies in your energy level, possibly triggered by external factors or emotional changes. No matter what circumstances come your way, you have a generally positive attitude which may help you overcome life's obstacles.
Your optimistic outlook helps increase your problem-solving capabilities.
You may suffer from low energy, allergies, or some kind of chronic health problem.
You were probably given a good start in life by your parents. This could be based on your general upbringing, or on physical characteristics you inherited.
You are likely to make many changes in the direction of your life. This may be based on interruptions due to health problems, or it may be that you just have trouble focusing your energy. The most productive time in your life will probably occur in middle age.
The most productive time in your life will probably occur in middle age.
No matter what other factors influence your personality, there is an under lying sense of practicality that you can draw on if you wish. #
8:52 AM
haha earli morn n ive got nothing better to do again... =) going kats in 5 mins so well.. mite as well take this time to do stuff n keep myself awake.
haha the 1st thing i did when i woke up was to reset the alarm to ring 5 mins later... wah so tired.. luckily todaes qte slack.. all the rubbish lessons like chi n gp.. can slack haha.... haha and i had to jump in the toilet to wake up so that my contacts can fit in my eyes. Tsk..
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6:54 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
haha yay gonna see casan tmr.. quite excited.. havent seen her in such a long time i miss her so much =) haha... shes basically gonna pass me our sec sch diaries that we shared haha. how lame.. but we r close exactly because we kind of grew up together.. at least for the 3 most horrible years of our lives haha.. yay n ive got a prex ... 50% of the excitement of seeing her hahaha....
oh.. haha i made sure i ate 3 meals todae thou it wasnt much food.. but good enuff... too much will just make me fat anyway haha. After my scrambled tomato egg breakfast with a hot cuppa coffee, i had western food.. that sucky chicken chop for lunch at 1 plus.. haha looked for ms phua again during lunchtime so didnt get to eat lunch then... anyway wasnt hungry aft pe. And i just had delicious yumm yumm curry... with bread haha.. roxx man =)
oh n abt pe... haha it sucks! Ok la it doesnt but im lazee.. n all the thigh muscle trainings.. as if i didnt get enuff in sec sch bball season... haha but they all became flab anyway aft such a long time... haha think i didnt do enough stretching .. my legs feel like they r constantly cramped now haha..
hmm... abt looking for ms phua.. haha wah.. sian leh... in the morning we went to look for her but she was speaking to another teacher ... later we looked for her during lunchbreak but she didnt want to see us. Nvm la.. haha and my classmate got into trouble with her too.. and she wasnt quite happy with my class cus she found out that there were people wearing sec sch unis.. haha i used the rg uni that i borrowed from shaoru for choir orientation.. but she didnt have the belt !! haha.. ended up like a pregnant cartoon that belongs to toys'r'us or sth along those lines la haha...
wah mr lum is good. Super. For the 1st time our class actualli didnt get last for fm in cohort.. haha it was a norm for us last year but this test many of the ppl in our class did qte well.. he teaches realli well.. im understanding even linear space haha.. starting to la... n-dimensions wateva that refers to. And he was very nice abt the uniforms during tutorial.. qte glad that he likes our class haha cus i heard that he can be really nasty if he doesnt like u. Oh yay he wld b on course on thur n fri so ive got a free period tmr and i end earli.. like super earli on fri. more time for my cookie baking session with peiling haha... prob look for recipes 1st.
Oh and choir... prac sucked like crap cus i was so tired n super bored.. scoldings n more scoldings.. haha ms lim obviously doesnt like the altos haha... but bo bian la we realli cant meet her xpectations... and our attitudes quite bad too... cant belif huishan n jiayan grumbled so loudly when she scolded altos... haha but shes clearly biased towards the guys. Haha any normal person can detect the diff btwn a "stand up" and "oh seniors can help if u r not sure" when both sections were making the same mistake. Regretting my decision to go Germany in July.. wah siao... im gonna so die of stress.
Speaking of which i really hope that mr kevin sim has an alternative solution, then i can drop my s papers. If not then bo bian... hafta hang on all the way. Haha its so tough working towards being a child psychologist. Nvm.. ill hang on manx haha =)#
9:42 PM
wah earli morn... but im quite awake.. yay... haha earli todaae cus kats gotta go earli... n hafta meet ms phua so try not to be late for sch.. if i go by myself n turn up late... double the crap haha...
hmm had eggs with tomato for breakfast.. haha yay kickstart a healthy diet haha... ok shall end here before i spoil my mood haha... too much blogging is not good manx.. like writing to casan in sec sch... prolongs unhappiness and cuts short happiness haha
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6:40 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
haha crazee i cant imagine myself being one. yuck!
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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8:34 PM
heh realised that i havent been eating properly these days.. hmm not good.. hence thou im not hungry i ate dinner... aiyo cant cont like that... i survived on coffee tea n two sausages todae... all the wae until phy s when i ate the leftovers of my choc haha... jeremy ate all the rest haha... maybe cus of that im feeling so down lately haha.. n not cus of watevas bothering me.. or rather wateva i think is bothering me.. wah i realli hope so loh!!! im beginning to feel the vibes... errrrrkkkk gross. haha wats wrong with me ah... eh kat i cant help feeling that way loh.. cnt blame me rite.. thou im trying my best already haha.. but its realli qte farnie... heh ur coming over later so dunno y im writing to u even. Leave me a note k!!!!!
haha my new yr resolutions r realli like long forgotten manx... i must stick to it no matter wat... they r not new yr resolutions for nothing, thou i do feel that im just like that.. haha damn. Tsk... #
8:21 PM
Monday, February 09, 2004
just got home fr SGH.. rushed there by cab just to find out mumtaj is on sick leave.. slacker.. haha no la... waste time waste marnee... so well gonna try meet her on fri again.. hopefulli everything will get settled n we can procede from whereva we r now.
Todae passed like any other day, nothing much special actualli haha.... but havent had the chance to catch up with shelle until todae.. so well guess its still worth it haha...
Not sure abt how im going to cont fr todae but hopefulli i can stick to my priorities n focus n onli wat i want to do la.. any other things will come to add up as a bonus .. but other than that.. well dnt worri abt me cus im not thinking too much abt it anymore!! haha yay!!!!
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8:44 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
went out to study todae.. was supposed to meet fuqiang n kat at kap at 9.. but i woke up onli at 10 odd when fuq called me... heh oopx.. luckily he reached at 10.. not 9 haha... and wonderfulli both kat n i woke up at arnd the same time.. so we were late together and went to kap by car together haha.
Haha told fuq n kat todae.. felt so much better aft that .. dunno why maybe its a huge relief now that kat n fuq knows whats going on haha... i bet i shocked her.. rite kat.. ok before i actualli think abt it n upset myself again.. i shall stop here haha..
later kat left at 2.. haha 4 plus ron came!! haha.. shortly after huiyi joined him, us actualli ... no surprise huh.. haha... hmm rather xcited abt baking cus its sth that i dnt usualli do.. yay gonna find recipes to make it good. 7 to 8 minx.. yes kat i remember haha
okie dokes.. gonna do more work later aft a short rest... so many things to do so lil time.. haha but nvm im in a gd mood todae. =)#
7:13 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2004
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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11:03 PM
wah recovered my lack of slp finally.. haha woke up at 9pm n wide awake now..
hmm woke up n ate dinner.. yumm... prawns!!! haha.. my fave... !!!
hmm been in a bad mood for quite a long time haha.. think its realli time to get back on my feet.. haha spoke to shelles todae n it felt good.. im always facing the same prob.. and i go to her everytime haha.. but realli glad to have her arnd.. yesh shellx.. haha shelle shelle shelle!!! haha..
yay cheer up babee!!!!!!!#
10:53 PM
haha yay im home at 5 todae... can sleep later.. so tired. Had to go down for some rubbish talk on love matters today. What a waste of time. Felt that it was pretty insulting to have to use gross images of dead babies and foetuses to prove the point that abortion shldnt b an option.. duh... 5hrs gone to waste like that haha...
later we had gm for an hr or so ... everything seems to b going on quite well.. haha later made a last min decision with xiaomin to go town.. Got some hair clipx.. ate lunch haha... basically a relaxation in the whole of the week.
haha very tired.. going to sleep.. slept at 2 cus of the econs essay that was due todae.. and woke up at 6 odd for love matters.. gonna catch up on some beauty slp.. haha #
5:24 PM
Friday, February 06, 2004
just came online for a lil while.... just got home not too long ago.. haha had choir then dinner at adamx rd... well choir was alrite la.. as usual.. the learning of songs n combine sessions with ms lim.. n ms lim as usual, was like herself. haha. Jerico turned out to sound realli nice.. esp the bass and tenor parts... whoa damn cool haha.. and we had to perform ye lai xiang for mrs cheng and parents during their principal-parents talk haha.. how lame.. huishan said i swayed so much i bumped into her.. haha bo bian la .. too used to it after last yrs syf n finals... heh overly dedicated.. siao cha bor. aiya basically weve got alot of songs to learn la.. like 4 per week.. siao.. how to remember. but choir as usual was fun cus of the same ole ppl...
todae wasnt a fantastic dae but well.. im living on fine haha... got my sats score. damn sian haha lets not tok abt it.. well definitely gonna retake. Ahh and the rest of the day was bad all the way until choir when i refocused haha... sian ah.... my life feels as if its in one big mess haha.. eeyer i dnt like this feeling.
haha and other than peiling i havent realli seen many councillors.. or rather havent had anything much to do or work with them these few days.... haha kinda weird esp after orientatn n stuff.. eh..
aaaaahhhhhhhh...... got essay to submit tomoro.. havent start.. better go do it now haha... still have love matters. sian... wanna rest oso cannot =P#
11:47 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
heh lame manx... didnt go to sch todae.. wah choirx worse than anything else now.. the practices are long n draining .. after i reached home it didnt take me too long to fall aslp haha... didnt even finish reading chpt 10 of econs for the test that was uspposed to b todae.. woke up realli tired, so i decided to stae at home for a day.. haha how slack ..
spent most of yesterday on jiayan's audition.. jiahui got the form for her the day b4 n handed it in yesterdae... haha thats when we found out the aud wld b yest itself.. aud was at 6.. luckily we had more time in between sectionals n plus huishan was there, she got her song done quite well. haha hopefulli she'd get in.. a lot of choir members went for the aud.. zhangwen jiahui jaime the comm the xco ... blah.. oh n many year ones as well.. woah the malaysian scholar in alto sang white flag.. we got her to sing abit for us.. shes super good... but i think shes singing a duet.. sort of a duet.. heh realli looking forward to going to talentime.. i think the competition this yr wld be quite strong.
well .. think ive gota do some more catching up .. sianx..#
2:18 PM
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Earth. You're a typical case of 'the more, the
better'. Collecting is your strong point, but
listening too. You will not easily show
emotions, but will try to help, as long as you
get something back for it in the future, but
either it be friendship or a gift, that doesn't
matter to you.
What is your element?
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8:52 PM
haha i think im addicted to matchbox 20.. woohoo... their songs rock manx .. haha just did another quizilla quiz... ive got nothing better to do .. or rather i refuse not to take a break haha... school is becoming tedious unlike last yr.. woah i wonder wats the difference. Kat? haha. my goodness if she ever reads this her head will swell... haha but it realli is kinda different la.. 10 hrs in sch without this woman who said i was a bitch todae n freaked jiansheng out hahaha... YES KAT.. =P .. hmm... chewy if ur reading this i miss u n be happy abroad! haha..
I started the day happy i dunno why haha.. maybe cus the stuff that we did todaex quite slack.. as compared to other days la at least.. and i was feeling good all the way until 5.. haha no mrs teah however u spell her name cus shes sick n no physics s todae either.. haha best of all mr yee didnt turn up onli until the last 5 minx... so basically i sat with ho ling n slacked until class ended. haha and shawn our fave guy was feeling unwell n didnt go to sch.. yeah tortoise ? hahaahaha.... i know his reaction.. "bitch la u" haha... or "go home la" haha
Year 2 seems so different .. no more spark in my nj life haha.. last yr was a refreshing year.. n i took everything with a certain kind of enthusiasm thats apparentli lacking in my yr 2 life haha.. guess i got kinda worn out by last year.. took in so many things at the same time irregardless of their effects on me. Or rather i didnt think so much last yr.. jc was a new experience n everything was new AND refreshing.. haha and when i finally settled down with what i haf, its kinda overbearing.. and im not that much of a genius to support my reponsibilities.. haha nvm think positive .. its gonna b over in a few mths haha.... but in the end i wont regret what i chose in yr 1 .. the xperiences gained r irreplacable haha.. yay manx.. 'if i wanna be rox i can b rox' haha... #
8:52 PM
Monday, February 02, 2004
its a public holiday todae.. but not much of a holiday thou. Woke up in the morning to go for sectionals .. and then town to buy my nice top =) .. later went to study in kap... or rather just do maths for my upcoming test in 2 days time la. One that im totalli not confident of. Nvm just see how it goes la. I did the most basic of DE 2 haha.. but couldnt b bothered to procede on to the tutorial questions.. gonna do the rev ex later.. hopefulli it can create a miracle haha. Well, we went to the market for dinner.. ate my fav ban mian.. with the choir ppl la.. huishan jiahui n shaun.. hmm sat around n talked for quite some time.. haha its hilarious. They are hilarious.
Huishan n i are suffering from the same problem of being in denial. Nues all catching the same disease huh.. haha well done =)#
11:17 PM
i think i've already lost you
i think your already gone
i think im finally scared now
you think im weak, but i think your wrong
i think you're already leaving
feels like your hand is on the door
i thought this place was an empire
now im relaxed
i can't be sure
i think you're so mean
i think we should try
i think i could need
this in my life
i think im scared
i think too much
i know its wrong, its a problem im dealing
if you're gone- maybe it's time to come home
there's an awful lot of breathing room
but i can hardly move
if you're gone- baby you need to come home
there's a little bit of something me
in everything in you
i bet your hard to get over
i bet the room just won't shine
i bet my hands i can stay here
i bet you mean, more than you mind
i think you're so mean
i think we should try
i think i could need this in my life
i think im just scared, that i know too much
i can't relate and that's a problem im feeling
if you're gone- maybe it's time to come home
there's an awful lot of breathing room
but i can hardly move
if you're gone- baby you need to come home
there's a little bit of something me
in everything in you
i think your so mean, i think we should try
i think i could need this in my life
i think im just scared, do i talk too much?
i know its wrong, its a problem im dealing
i think i could need this in my life
i think im just scared
that i know too much
i can't relate and thats a problem im feeling#
1:35 AM
just came back. Late again. haha... im feeling so guilty! so much stuff to catch up n do.. i wonder when ill ever get done with all of them. But nvm.. i guess this day was well-spent la. Sorta. Went to alroys house party.. sat around, gossiped, ate lots of chicken wings.. Later went to town with peiling to shop.. oh bought these 2 earrings n i love them =) .. the colour n all makes it look quite victorian haha.... oh and i saw this 43 bux selfridge top... if i do go out (i think i will) with peiling tomoro id go get it. AND study in town. =/
hmm.. ok after the shopping i went to join my class thou i was kinda tired.. went marina for steamboat.. i must say that the prawns rock.. yay yumm... love prawns haha. But i burned my finger haha.. glutton la.
ok.. so tired.. going to bed to wake up earli in the morning to do work, b4 sectionals n more studying haha.
I .MUST. WAKE UP ON TIME I .MUST. WAKE UP AT 8 I .MUST. WAKE UP ON TIME I .MUST. WAKE UP AT 8 I .MUST. I MUST I MUST I MUST .MUST. .MUST. .MUST. .*MUST*.#
1:27 AM
Sunday, February 01, 2004
Watched the last epison of the seven sisters .. an end to one of the onli few good serials.
Later went wala wala with xiaomin haogen kelly gab n other hse repx. The music wasnt so good todae.. too country for me.. had supper at nydc later. Yummm....#
1:15 AM
