Romanticism. a period typified by wilfully passionate individuals.
in this sense, i can be considered romantic :)
Meeting up with friends was very heart-warming. It is a reminder in my hectic and mundane life that there are still people around who care for me and whom i care for. I guess that's what makes friends so significant to us. Chatting with chaoz bug and ray was one of the happiest times in this otherwise bland year. I guess no one can stop the wheel of time. and very soon we would lose touch with each other, either due to a lack of initiative to keep in touch or being too caught up with new life and all the new friends that come with it. It is sad, but inevitable. Nevertheless, i hope that i would still make the effort to keep in touch with those who matter to me, those who have left a significant imprint in my memory. And to my friends out there who know this blog, it is never too late or awkward to leave a message here. i may be dao and aloof and eccentric sometimes, but i am still a human being who empathises and feels the same way as you do.
the past 2 months put me through experiences that i have never come across in my life. i have learnt so many things that i feel it might impact my thinking and philosophy and view of life. That's why i am considering to take some time off after settling Uni stuff to do some soul-searching or philosophy ventures, to cleanse myself, to look inside, to organise and reestablish myself, so that i can face the next phase of myself assured and undetered. Right now i feel overwhelmed by all my thoughts and get lost once in a while in all the thinkings.
But beneath all these warring thoughts lies a prominent void in my soul.
A void that only love can fill. Maybe that explains the lack of purpose and motivation that i have been feeling all these whiles. Guess it's time to go back home and get some family love. I felt so happy when i gave my brother 10 bucks as pocket money last month. i know that he's happy, and i feel even more happy for that.
of course i am only hoping that family love alone can fill the void. i know it can't.
in this sense, i can be considered romantic :)
Meeting up with friends was very heart-warming. It is a reminder in my hectic and mundane life that there are still people around who care for me and whom i care for. I guess that's what makes friends so significant to us. Chatting with chaoz bug and ray was one of the happiest times in this otherwise bland year. I guess no one can stop the wheel of time. and very soon we would lose touch with each other, either due to a lack of initiative to keep in touch or being too caught up with new life and all the new friends that come with it. It is sad, but inevitable. Nevertheless, i hope that i would still make the effort to keep in touch with those who matter to me, those who have left a significant imprint in my memory. And to my friends out there who know this blog, it is never too late or awkward to leave a message here. i may be dao and aloof and eccentric sometimes, but i am still a human being who empathises and feels the same way as you do.
the past 2 months put me through experiences that i have never come across in my life. i have learnt so many things that i feel it might impact my thinking and philosophy and view of life. That's why i am considering to take some time off after settling Uni stuff to do some soul-searching or philosophy ventures, to cleanse myself, to look inside, to organise and reestablish myself, so that i can face the next phase of myself assured and undetered. Right now i feel overwhelmed by all my thoughts and get lost once in a while in all the thinkings.
But beneath all these warring thoughts lies a prominent void in my soul.
A void that only love can fill. Maybe that explains the lack of purpose and motivation that i have been feeling all these whiles. Guess it's time to go back home and get some family love. I felt so happy when i gave my brother 10 bucks as pocket money last month. i know that he's happy, and i feel even more happy for that.
of course i am only hoping that family love alone can fill the void. i know it can't.
