..Unforgettable

A photo that i will always keep in my heart...
A pretty girl, sweet smile, and a handsome guy....haha

Hello.Good day.
How to keep cows and yet not be attached to the notion of possession?
The notion, "possession", is related to the "I" or "me" concept. Not surprisingly, the "I" concept keeps appearing even in our daily lives, for instance, this is my car, I want a good career, I want to amass lots of monies, etc. There is nothing wrong with having "wants" in our lives. However, the question is, can we give up our possessions readily without being emotionally disturbed. I guess, most of us (referring to laymen) find it hard achieve. So, the more we amass, the more we suffer. But it is exactly because it is hard that we need to train to be able to let go.
In life, it is indeed happiness to "own" as little as possible. Put it this way, the lesser tangibles you own, the more space you allow for happiness - as there will be lesser things to bother you.
All things are impermanent. Nothing belongs to anyone.
Have a nice day ahead.

Amitabha.Regards,JMeng

Deng Xiaopeng

He is a great man. And i want to be like him. So, be more magnanimous and compassionate and generous, muz have du liang


What is the meaning of a stone?
Every thing has infinite open secrets.
The entire universe hides nothing from you.
You hide the truth from yourself.

-Stonepeace

How true is your love?

When disciples were sick,
the Buddha expressed concern.
In His perfect compassion,
He treasures all beings great and small.

When disciples passed away,
the Buddha did not weep.
In His perfect wisdom,
He is never attached to anyone or anything.

Because He loves without strings attached,
He could love fully.
Because He loves without strings attached,
He never felt hurt by anyone.

True love embodies compassion and wisdom.
True love treasures without attachment.
True love is pure unconditional concern for all.
True love is eternal and invincible.
True love is what the Buddha stands for.

How true is your love?

WTBF!!!

argh......my physics sux...or i sux at physics...i am not born for physics..though i luv physics...sighz..

in fact. in the very fact. i sux at all subjects. Chinese history CMI, sure fail...chem almost fail, physics can makan toot liao...bio can drink milk liao...GP sux, esp when i have a sucky teacher...general paper, not glycerate-3-phosphate you tut!!!

i fear that i am becoming CAM plant liao...i am awake at nite!!! and couldnt sleep...and that sux!

how...how...yinhow...how how how?

your biological clock, which is guardianed by melatonin, has been upset...and yes, you can feel it too...your body and mind is failing you...and neurotransmitters are taking ages to reform...that explains my stoning brain...

perhaps i shd get some sleeping pills

is the world against me? or i am against the world?

fantasy

i am truly a man of dreamz and fantasies...how i wish i can live in a world of fantasies of my own...

it would be pitiful if one has no dream or fantasy.....

i always fantasise...and fantasise great things....not sumthing sexual...but juz some ambition and pleasant things...fantasise abt love...fantasise abt future...fantasise abt gers (not sexually, again i stress)...fantasise abt unexpected situationz....improbable situations...like suddenly Doom's day has come, and what would i do...fantasise , visualise, dream...

fantasies are what inspire me in life...so...some pple ask me not to think of her...but why not? thinking is the most vigorous metabolic activity for me...and it is an activity that is boundless, free, make-u-feel-good, increase ur serotonin level, and oso the levels of others natural neurotransmitters..

pple say dreams are reflections of our perceptions and thinkings during daily life...i beg to differ...my dreams consist of anything....any person can pop up in my dream....one tt i havent thought of for a few years....one tt i have nv paid attention to...these pple will appear

dreams and fantasies rox...they are like the oasis in my life...providing me with fresh supplies of energy and motivation, lubricating my inner engine....sheltering me from the constant and inevitable miseries faced in daily lives...

i rox...but i hate reality...i believe in fantasy and fairy tales...i believe that the good will always triumph oevr the evil...i believe in the fundamental goodness in men...yet i believe in teh very raw animal survival instincts of men...men , after all, belong to the animalia family...men appears as the winner of the race btw all species...yes, we have every right to kill the animals...but we are higher form of animals, we have intelligence, we have empathy, we have compassion, and we aer magnanimous...we shd be the big brothers of all species...and help them using our technology to to continue the lifeline, and avoid extinction

so...do not kill animals at free will...i juz realised tt embryos vividly have lives oso...documentaries from discovery channel shows tt all embryos do move, though limitedly...even embryos of frogs and other animals..even tadpoles...they are all lives...it really hurts me when an embryo is killed...so to hell with abortion...even the babies are unwanted, even if the gers were raped...there is absolutely no reason to abort life...we have no right to end it....it is all fate...if fate decides tt the baby shd come, let it be...maybe can give the baby to other sterile parents...

and after watching intensively discovery channels, national geog, and animal planet, i really feel that i luv science, and the beauty of science and nature simply awe me =)

it is such a... retreat, i would say...or an escape, from those textbook and lecture sciences...which really bore me...how i wish i am a freelance learner...learn watever i want at watever time...but...see...reality bites...i need to go sch, i need to get a job, i need money to survive...i want i want i want to escape from conventional textbook sciences...

and yay, anwar is being released...but can it be a set-up that govt trying to lull teh pple into thinking that the legislative system of m'sia is more democratic, which in fact is still of the same old rigid way? i wonder...when can change come? maybe it is my obligation...i heard the calling...i feel the mission...my time will come...wait for me, m'sia

Do Not Worry

Luke 12
22He continued this subject with his disciples. "Don't fuss about what's on the table at mealtimes or if the clothes in your closet are in fashion. 23There is far more to your inner life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body.
24Look at the ravens, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, carefree in the care of God. And you count far more.
25"Has anyone by fussing before the mirror ever gotten taller by so much as an inch?
26If fussing can't even do that, why fuss at all?
27Walk into the fields and look at the wildflowers. They don't fuss with their appearance--but have you ever seen color and design quite like it? The ten best-dressed men and women in the country look shabby alongside them.
28If God gives such attention to the wildflowers, most of them never even seen, don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you?
29"What I'm trying to do here is get you to relax, not be so preoccupied with getting so you can respond to God's giving.
30People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works.
31Steep yourself in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.
32Don't be afraid of missing out. You're my dearest friends! The Father wants to give you the very kingdom itself.
33"Be generous. Give to the poor. Get yourselves a bank that can't go bankrupt, a bank in heaven far from bankrobbers, safe from embezzlers, a bank you can bank on.
34It's obvious, isn't it? The place where your treasure is, is the place you will most want to be, and end up being.

Human relationship

i make this statement. human relationships are so transient. closeness and friendship can evaporate if you are not careful. it is important to shield them, metaphorically speaking, from the harsh heat of separation. the barriers of time and distance work against us, oft. and before you know it, two people who were so close are so far away, and drifting...

hmm....

online diary is an oxymoron...blog...but i would like to keep my blog personal...even if U read...dun go ard and announce to the whole world...yes..YOU...dun look away..is YOU!!

haha...enaff crap...but i juz read some excellent blogs...errrrrr....funny to label them excellent...hmmm...maybe eye-opening...how boundless this cyber world is...and wow..i am part of it...