Celine Dion & Luther Vandross - When I fall in love

When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart
I give it completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you

BRIAN McKNIGHT LYRICS



"One Last Cry"


My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf

I saw you holding hands

Standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone

Wishing all my feelings was gone

I gave my best to you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry



[Chorus:]

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I gotta put you out of my mind this time

Stop living a lie

I guess I'm down to my last cry



Cry.....



I was here

You were there

Guess we never could agree

While the sun shines on you

I need some love to rain on me

Still I sit all alone

Wishing all my feelings was gone

Gotta get over you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry



[Chorus:]

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I goota put you out of my mind

For the very last time

Been living a lie

I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down

I guess I'm down...

I guess I'm down...

To my last cry...

I juz recall the meaningful phrase said by the Crazy-Eye in a movie whose title i have forgotten: " time heals everything...maybe except my crazy eye..."

indeed, time heals everything...i have tried many ways...extravagent spending will only compound to your sense of guilt; sleeping and stoning will only make your mind linger over the bad thoughts; mugging, you will get lost and stuck...so...just let it be...let time does the healing...let time mend the broken heart

when i fall in love, it will be forever...so goes the lyric of "when i fall in love"...

i am thankful...i am grateful...i feel indebted, i feel blessed.....

it is simply the best night i ever had...and i doubt i would have a better night in the future...this is truly once in a lifetime...great brothers, great sisters, great dance, great performance, great ending...the ending...

well..it is not an ending...it marks a new chapter in my life...the last chapter has been one that i will always remember fondly...and it might be the greatest chapter in my life...i love her simply, and i am truly grateful for her to tell me the truth, though heart-wrecking...but everything is done in a cool and nice way...and i am truly thankful for that

i have gained many things, i have lost none...and this encounter with her would be one that i would always remember fondly...thank you for everything, simply everything..."_"

haha...it's v nice of wanxin to get her back to me from someone else....thx thx thx

and as i juz realised, the brotherhood is still strong...maybe becoz we are separated in different jcz, and that we start to realise that we would fen dao yang diao end of next year...so, we start to treasure this brotherhood...

well...i am at the crossroad again now...lost of drivers in life...but i look forward to this new chapter in life...and who knows i will make it to oxbridge??

but the idea of having an Asean chalet is cool !! haha, and i start to love white rose...it stands out perfectly against my all-black attire...and it seems to bring a sense of blue...loving blue...and it is so cool and beautiful...

"you know right, for this thing right, can we just be friends?" =-)

i am truly inspired now, though i nv attend sch today, coz i was ill....not only physically but also mentally...

but after a day of rest and slacking, i feel REjuvenated...and after listening to the song "we are the world" and talking to senior Yi Jin...i know for sure now what i want...i want to be like Yi Jin, to be like Xiao Yang...it has always been my goal, juz that i have sometimes been unmindful and forgotten about it...UK or US...i am gonna take SAT end of the year...and i want to do well in Bio Olympiad...

And most important of all, i muz have PASSION in my life...yesh, live with passion, lead with compassion...

MAI TU....i can't procrastinate anymore, i must ascend...and stay cool and winning...
yes, i've found my way....winning is my way...

wow...it has been really a cool day...band farewell...i felt rather sad and wistful...coz some of them are really nice seniors...Gordon, Lihui, Wenyi, Sharon, Kenny...Meisiang, KaiKiat, Adrian, YinTat all those...i think i will miss them...esp the HUGE Gordon...and he reminded me of the nice memories i had with chs band trb seniors...ZhuanQuan, YanHui, Julian, KanXIn, Joseph Gordon...and he reminded me that firsdt time when i went to CHS band, he is the one who led me to the outdoor bandroom...i still rem vividly

the amazing race was fun...tiring...but fun, with gordon elaine and lihui around....dinner was nice, the food was gd, then the boat is VERY cool....then the song dedication good, emceeing by michelle and yanru damn cool and farnie, then powerpoint by elaine super nice

Band ROX!

then class outing to iceskating rox oso...ALL guyz trrned up...and most gers...super cool....7A rox rox rox...tho stayover is sianz, coz the pple keep playing mahjong only...

but all in all, life rox...but tmr got pw...sianz

but i rox

heard tt XiaoYang, my 02 trb senior who got bio O gold medal, got into John Hopkins Medical School....and he scored 157 for SAT...and lihui said mikael kalimuddin scored full score....zai...

but still, i rox...yeah!!

The Wish of Wishlessness

Ask me what I want,
and it is "Not to want.
"I don't want three little wishes;
what I need are fewer wishes.

Having this, I want another.
Getting that, I want some other.
How unfulfilling this endless wanting!
How disgusting this trap of yearning!

Why drink sea water to quench thirst,
when salted water only feeds your thirst?
With pure water wash away,
all the saltiness in the way.

But "What about pleasures?" you may ask.
Those from wanting never really last
.Feel nice scratching a beckoning itch?
Nicer still is not having an itch!B

ut for no desire at all, can one desire at all?
Is there any way out of this at all?
There's desire that feeds its own fire,
and that which leads to desire's expire.

So what do you truly want, my friend?
Just how sure are you that it will ever end?
Out you go then, craving's fire!
For Nirvana's cool, let's all aspire.

-shian

yes..i am...sad and depressed...
how can i mug in this mood?
FUCK

Carnival rox! but i find that my leadership is rather aggressive, coz i was shouting and screaming at others...but sometimes, i find that i have no choice but to scream in order to get them to do work, coz sometimes they juz do not have the sense of urgency...

but i am realli thankful for those who consistently picked balls and helped out...

and am realli grateful for those who helped in goalkeeping: kang, 4H guy, kokchong fren, ruyan fren...w/o them i would die...and both my hands die alr

hmm...the carnival is over now...shd i start to mug? but hands injured how to mug??