sometimes i wonder what my instructor had said to me before... he said that if people really wanted to meet, no matter how busy they are, there will always find time to meet. then i would then ponder about what a friend had said to me once, and realize that maybe that could be the sad truth.
thats kinda making it hard to organise things for them now.
i just wanna say, though we all once had walked together and now we have all drifted apart with the tides of time, i will never forget the fact that we were all dear dear friends and that i hope that we may all come together once again.

this week has been a much inspiring week as it marks a jump in many of us. on the gravity of our rank, our situation and of course, what have to think and act.
well this is all thanks to our ACPC... but my lasting impression of it is... i have never eaten in such a slow and refined manner before-_- but nevertheless, food was top class.

leaving this week, i brought two quotes back with me.
this is our way of life, we must cherish and preserve it... just today i was cleaning up my laptop's desktop... then i found the old folder containing all the pw stuff i had... man it brings back all the memories. something which i feel was supposedly a chore then, but now seems more like a fleeting dream to me.

marry the woman you love. AND love the woman you marry.
think about its difference

countdown... 2 more weeks
this also equates to 2 more weeks of marching with our most beloved SSM... oh well guess the hard work will pay off. I just hope that my arms wont drop off before the actual day itself.

besides the parade, life has been rather relaxed now despite the tight schedule we have. we just have to attend the many lectures and parade rehearsals and thats that, no more running around with the weapon in hand=)

well the week has also been a rather good time for me to do some reading up with more spare time now and also me being bored of the games on the psp. been reading tuesday with morrie and thought it is a really interesting book, i find it rather disturbing-_- lol but the book did made me see things in a different way. man, this is really making me into some emo boy sitting down in one corner reading my book and being in my own world sia. i wonder have i become more antisocial... but i guess how one define himself is in the thing he does and how he leave his mark. but just how do we leave our mark here, in this time. by the people we know? the things we do? or the feelings we leave behind?

man, life is so cant-fusing

man, its been so long since i last touched this page. well, partially due to my own laziness to even think about typing my own entry-_- haha so here i am now with nothing to do so think its time for me to catch up with my blog.

life is finally taking a right turn now, been having left ones for some time now, as it is going on to joint term and i only have 3 weeks left with ocs... that would equate to no more outfield and all the chiong sua stuff. yes, march every single day. haha well at least its better than mugging every single day LOL like all the poor souls in uni now. but guess they will have their liberation soon. hopefully for them.

then the holiday period is just round the corner, which would mean tonnes of stuff like movies to watch, great deals to shop and tonnes of offs to have. and all these require a very critical resource which is also quite hard to come by now called money -_- hiaz, i always wonder were all my money go to.
guess going abit more independent is quite difficult... especially managing finances.

but still, lots of interesting stuff keep on happening. like stumbling onto FML.com, damn funny website... completing our CSB, which was suppose to mean COMBAT skills badge... but we somehow made it into a CLUBBING skills badge haha, how? sing lor... its like a club on the move for 32km - the bartender - the atmosphere + FBO

and yeah, started playing bejeweled blitz... probably the worst decision i made thus far... lol
and oh yeah, life's cant-fusing. seems to be my favourite phrase now. especially in understanding people now.... hiaz.. damn

finally... i finally got myself to the com to tryt o update my facebook and blog.... just felt damn sian to do this kind of stuff.. well acutally been feeling rather sian doing anything for these few days lol...

well cause i miss taiwan, it was really a fun trip though actually i dont have much stuff to say bout it. lol... or rather its actually to much to really type out and not really letting the whole world know bout it. just go look at the photos and see for yourself ya.

one thing is for certain... sg atually dont have much stuff to do ya... sian...

the feel was different when i left. now it changed-_- man i hate this kind of stuff... lucky still got shuli ya! hahaha. well book in now.

time really flies

ahh its been awhile since i last blogged... well life has been the same, fine, ok, hmm not too bad.

hmm well actually life has been more than just fine for me these last few weeks. but most of them has just been army stuff which is rather pointless to talk about as unless you are a singaporean guy who has been through ns or is going through it then you will most likely understand... other than that it has only been bout the weekends... yes, the weekends

well weekends are well... hmmm... well? hahaha.... nothing much to say bout it mah cause it will be either to slack at home or to go out with friends =D which was what happened last last week and last week respectively haha

kinda forgot what happened last last week but for last week me shu and sam went to bowl then watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs... haha well it was kinda a good movie but it was kinda lame to me... but nevertheless it was a sweet love story in cartoon hahaha.. touched on liking a person based on their inner self instead of just looks. cant really say 2 thumbs up for the show cause it was lame so shall just give it one and a half thumbs up =D oh and well before the movie... sam was late-_- but then i got a chance to talk to shuli yea... good to have a nice long talk with bro hahaha... no funny idea ah shuli -_-

haha well things are just sometimes like this... life is always unpredictable and you can just never tell what is going to happen next... ESPECIALLY GIRLS AND SLUT ( well not the real sluts but like the slut ho etc etc) i swear, i'll never understand them.... one moment they could tell you these and the next moment it might have someother meaning.... well things are different now... i'll just be neutral.... trying very hard. dont let emotions run... like getting pissed, moved, touched, angry, happy, sad, crazy, emo etc etc....

for eg i went out with the guys today hahaha for lan which was damn fun, gotta do it again some other time hahaha and then after which we went to seoul garden for lunch and then jalan jalan around orchard for awhile b4 going to watch movie... which was cancelled cause of the ho..... see one moment say damn confirm but then next moment... hiaz... oh well... but still the day was really fun and swell, i really enjoy my time with the foxtrot guys yea.. fun bunch to be with.
haha and since the movie was cancelled, ne and hong taa went jalan jalan again and saw some rather interesting stuff like the new paper girl finals and some store grand opening hahaha.. oh and we went to ion to see this valrhona chocolate.... and oh my... its damn nice... but well, being nice does comes with a price ya... haha

well.. tml is bowling with the guy again... haha happy and sad ya.
happy to go out
sad to have less time to spend...
with who or doing what leh?.... hmm

well well well... this week was the ultimate week... the dream that most of us never dreamt about before. because it was a damn damn damn damn damn slack week.... well not exactly slack.... it was just because it was lessons the whole week and nothing really physical going on....

however, the week was also rather fun... for starters there was this cohesion and hari raya celebration night for our wing on thurs... and i tell you it was NICE hahaha cause the performance by bryan and youjin stuart combo was great man... hahaha bring the house down...
or rather dining hall A hahaha....

then on sat it was... Majong day!!!! except! it was just a facade hahahaha! cause it was shuli's birthday surprise! hahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN! hoped you liked it yea! hahaha well i was kinda worried of the ppl that were going to come cause at one point of time it seemed like there was only going to be only 3 ppl....hiaz... always only me sam and shuli...

but now hahahaha, wenqi will become the 4th player!!! hahaha =D now you cant run away!

ahh after that, at night there was another surprise birthday party... this one was for youjin HAHAHA! well it was kinda a series of funny events
1) i was early even though i was late -_- meet at 7 i arrived at 715... no one there yet
2) i was texting wilbert on my way up the escalator when i saw youjin and he saw me >.< ya ="D" already =")">.<>.< but well it was a great time chatting with them ya... mens talk. nice

well... its been awhile since this kind of things happened... but i dont know, it feelts weird... and it feels funny and wrong...well... guess its back to army for now...

hope things dont go the way www.fmylife.com

well its an ultra short book out that we are going to have again but i guess it will be one of those more fruitful ones that i will be having in quite the while hahah....

well there was the comms parade for the C/H wing yesterday which we had to help out as their juniors cause well.... its tradition. But yeah, the catch phrase is, " your time will come " and well its true cause in 3 months time it will be our turn next and our juniors will be in the same position we had been in...... gosh its been fast... just talking to one of those service term cadets reminded me that a few months back... i was in their shoes....

after the whole parade and dinner, well instead of being good boys that we should be and booking out and go home, i chose to go meet up with friends for late night movie instead LOL. well its meeting up with yakai and hector hahaha. well its been awhile since the 3 of us just went out together ya and it was great to catch up with one another =D

it was nothing much, just caught a movie, the blood ties... wow great but kinda horrifying sia the show... but definitely worth the watch though. then we went to chijme... well my first time there >.<>.< hahaha but still liked it man.. shall try more next time.

ahh... i'm in the damn sian mode now.... man life's just too god damn sian now... i don't know. something is damn wrong with me. everything is just so mundane, so boring... so the same....
waking up and do the same crap in camp....
going home and think of the same shit....
thinking about friends and family is the same every bookout....
thinking bout the book in everytime i'm out...

its not bad... i mean, i feel that my life... especially recent events... made me feel that, well, i dont have any specific interest or passion in my life..... or that i have just been neglecting it... my life... has been kinda screwed... down side up, left side right??? LOL

being sian and alone with the damn alot of free time, i think, has its benefits bah hahaha