Step of faith

On May 15th, I said good bye to corporate life.

I would like to believe it's a step of faith as opposed to an idiotic silly irresponsible move.

I know, didn't you pray? consulted wisdom from others? you would say to me. Well yes, but for me it's never been so clear cut as opposed to others and it is only in retrospect that I see God's hand in it and there is always the sovereignty of God that I rest upon, on which even if I screw or mess things up, God is in control and He will still direct me somehow to the place He wants me to be.

So Lord as I take this step of faith, myriad of ideas swarmed my mind like flies. Every now and then I swat them off but they return. After a while, I know that life is like this. A journey, there is always uncertainty, yes we wish if only God can just speak the word demolishing any doubt, bringing clarity but hey where is the 'fun' and 'adventure' if things are always so certain.

And so Lord, I'm taking a step and a step and keep walking, knowing every step I take, I have a Father who cares for me, knows what's best for me, will never forsake me and above all loves me so dearly. In you O Lord I'm lost and found. In you are my imperfections made perfect. In you there is hope, a hope that never fails, a hope that makes life worth living in the midst of all our mistakes and uncertainty.

I have faith in You.

Wrapped up

Hi all,

Wow! It's been a while.

Many things have happened but this post is about what strucked me during prayer meeting this evening. I realised I been too wrapped up with what I will be doing like for work, how to spend my day etc. My mind seemed to be so fixated by this things that though I do my quiet time and talking to God, I need to wrap my mind more on God that is my first or utmost thoughts should be on God.

Father forgive me. Help me to think of you first, think of you during the day, and my last thoughts at night before going to sleep. Without you, there is nothing and all that I will be pursuing is vanity. Help me Lord to ever think of you first. Amen. Good nite all.