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It has been a week since I ORD. And I'm starting to think of what I left behind and what is in store for me in the days ahead.

I remembered back in the JC days, everyone was still young and reckless. Of course i swore i could have ran away with some girl because i thought everything will go my way if i try hard enough. That of course, was not quite true and I kinda had some set back at the start of 2008. It wasn't a good start but life goes on.

Worked for Asia Insights and was earning big bucks. like 10 per hour of doing nothing. So it goes...

On 9th April 2008, I had breakfast with my whole fam, my grandma and my cousin at Sheng Siong. It was a meal of kway chap and i still can remember where we sat. Although the kway chap stall is no more, the memory still lingers.

We arrived at Pasir Ris on 88 after seeing how pampered darren is on the bus. It makes you wonder, how people can survive army life. I was told to tuck in by some dunno-how-but-i-think-my-rank-is-higher-then-him-now person. So we went to SFT and took a fast craft to Tekong. It was Penguin Chawan i think. TFT has this sign that says, it's not what you leave behind, it's what you gain in the days ahead, and got this army boy holding face of some woman or girl i dunno. went up some stairs, handed over my pink IC and sat down with some strangers. We started chatting like where we are from, blah blah blah. Went into the hall, sit like some stone statue, hear some stupid talk, take oath, got our ass out of hall and wait for parents to pick us up. guy called Kendrick was beside me. So have gf anot? I asked. He said yes. Lucky bastard. Parents one of the last few to come out. Had a meal of fried chicken and rice. fall in n walk to some training shed where we were introduced to your instructors. PS 3SG Samuel, Sect inst. 3SG Winfred Oh. 3SG kamal, haril and de hui. winfred was a national softball player who used to play softball with felicia chin. de hui is crew from radikal forze, some breakdance group of singapore. nice people.

on 8 may 2008, I sent a message to her... I told her to enjoy herself in the concert, told her I could not be there because I had field camp.

on the 10th, I sat down in the middle of the forest with a few buddy and told them about her. They all agreed it was a big wasted waste.

And i thought i suffered enough in BMT. Lieutenant Ariffin went home and celebrated his birthday.

on 31 june, I called her and told her to enjoy her trip to Osaka. It was kinda suddening because going to Osaka at such cheap rate was a dream come true. If only i retained.

So blink eye abit, i threw my cap at tekong parade square, smile abit and went home. That day, while walking opposite of sheng siong, daddy said.. See its fast, ur first day we still ate there, now even the stall also no more already..

It was a 1 week plus break which i spent with cousins and frens.

Posting: SISPEC

took a cab there with jun hong, the BMT 4104. i 4105. So it was intimidating to see so many 2nd n 1st sergeants. See warrant officers and senior Specs kinda feels weird. SISPEC was fun and it was on the 2nd week that I started writing diary. Drew pictures in it too. Outfield in sispec was fun and enjoyable.

All are so garang...

One fine night. Buddy Derek, also from NY, came to me and say...Eh buddy, i saw ur name on the whiteboard i think tt one top people, u might be going to OCS. That night i cant sleep early, i kept thinking..."I promise to bring you to comms ball should i make it ok?=)" it was a dream with its fire reignited.

Section live firing...Warrant Loud Hailer..WTF YOU DOING! GIVE YOU SO MANY ROUNDS YOUR SECTION FIRE SO LITTLE, WHERE IS YOUR 'OVERWHELMING FIREPOWER'? YOU SHOOT SO LITTLE YOU THINK ENEMY WILL SCARED AR?!.. and so, best fren forgot-wad-his-name the SAW gunner spammed-ed 200 rounds in 3 bounds. Quite a feat I should say. I just hope 1 ricochet and hit loud hailer.

J. S. gathered us and asked us, what are the rules of navigation. We erm.. and arhed... You dunno this how am i going to post you to OCS?... blah blah blah.. go read newspaper its good for ur interview with CO SISPEC....

Before i knew it... i was sitting in front of L.P., Y. H. S., and green frens.

"I bloom wherever I am planted" -SL-

2 weeks of hell ensued.. tekong hols with lots of mud. I actually found an overturned car in the middle of the forest when i was there back in so-n-so coy. Shag-ness was beyond measures.

Ganther SMS.. WELCOME TO OCS..

tekong hols was till thursday. Fri was OCS already. Hq was first stop. 70/07 was having fun with SSM. 1 day it will be my turn.

Lots of shit, not much to say. kinda F- up place. Its the people that is kinda boo..

21 march. Threw my peak cap. "Pang Kang LOh!" How I wished you were there.Finally got some results le and got chance fulfill my promise...

25th march. Date told me not coming cause of work
27th march. Decided to let it go unfulfilled rather then break it.
28th march. I went alone. Kinda hurts when I'm finally there you ain't the one sharing it with me.

Shoot and win...

AASAM, AARM rifle, met "nice" guy called Han Yao Guang. He screwed me upside down inside out left right centre. flew to somewhere far away when people cant tolerate him.

Rifle was full of sacarsm by frenly malays. they are a nice bunch although the boss kinda dun like me i guess. Shuffle abit, I went over to pistol.

They do (censored).

It was hard times but He was like a father to me. His daughter is cute too. S. N. G. S. was his name. hmm..snsd...Chionged-ded with him.

And I sat outside looking at the sky...Y everyone gets to be so relaxed, I am doing so much work...it was a moment of enlightenment when I truly understand what I want.

they..are the best...
they.. produce the results, year in year out...
they.. all want to win...

I want to be part of the team. I want to be there for them when they win or lose. I want to tell myself I have done my part...

AARM. Best team. 2nd for match 5. It was intense but I was glad.

SNGS took good care of me. And that badge i held on so dearly.

made frens based in changi

seen a malay tt sang so well he could gif taufik run for money

then it was time to rest n relax.

then one final push before i ended my journey where i started.

I concluded in that picture...It was his mother...

and yes, I have gained an experience no one else has. well everyone experiences differnt things anyway.
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Told her 2 years ago. Wait till i finish army, lets start all over again... I bet she can't remember that. Told her lets see how army would change me...

I still have the scribbles on what I want to say from that day, It kinda hurts how come and did what I did.

Of course, diary was the best place to say what I want to say. Even If I die, I guess the thoughts still live on. made many wrong choices at times. but in any case,

All I want, is for you to hear what my heart has to say again.

And that's because life's greatest regret often goes like I-never-got-to-tell-her-how-much-I-love-her or something along that line.

If you are reading this, talk to me, I got just 2 lines of word to tell you. Of course, there's alot more to it. But I don't think it can supercede what the 2 lines mean...

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Thailand Sky adventure. Accelerated Free fall course. 8 jumps. $3K. that's my long term goal now.

Learn driving, get a job, and her are the priorities now.

I've picked up anime watching thanks to Leong. I'm totally in love with SNSD because they dance and sing well. I fulfilled my wish of having a flute and a computer. its an AMD 965 Black at 3.4 Ghz, 4Gb 10666 DDR 3 ram, ATi 5870 (gigabye), gigabyte UD7p FXTA motherboard. a 800W PSU which I dunno how to utilize. 23inch SAMSUNG P2350. Logitech Z5500 THX certified speakers. Performance at its best.

Got a new table too. thanks daddy...

I guess I left my mark with the shooters. I have did what I wanted. Now it's time to want somemore.

Next stop.. NTU!

Hey...We are gonna be schoolmates, shall we meet up for lunch someday? We can have some yummy pig food right xiao zhu?
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The Greatest Irony of Love

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.

For some, they think that letting go is one way
Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.

Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.

We always fall in love with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.

You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.

There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.

Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.
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Look my favourite song become laiddat. New life!

爱爱过的人

错过的魂

曾经拥有

就是永恒

丽君:

如果沒有遇見你　

我將會是在那裡
日子過得怎麼樣

人生是否要珍惜

成龙:

通往平静的天梯

是你最美的声音

当天空都放晴

就让世界更光明

丽君:

任時光匆匆流去　我只在乎你
心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何　能夠得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

＃所以我求求你　別讓我離開你
除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意

成龙:

谁的世界没有风

谁的世界没有雨

只要我们想起你

彩虹就出现天( )

就算物换星移

没有人会忘记你

你甜蜜的倩影

永远没人能代替

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Here's my new baybie... Yamaha YFL-371






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鄧麗君 (Teresa Teng)
我只在乎你

曲︰三木 詞︰慎芝

如果沒有遇見你　我將會是在那裡
日子過得怎麼樣　人生是否要珍惜
也許認識某一人　過著平凡的日子
不知道會不會　也有愛情甜如蜜

＊任時光匆匆流去　我只在乎你
心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何　能夠得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

＃所以我求求你　別讓我離開你
除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意

如果有那麼一天　你說即將要離去
我會迷失我自己　走入無邊人海裡
不要什麼諾言　只要天天在一起
我不能只依靠　片片回憶活下去

Kind of says how I feel about you now

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To Charmaine: "You know I hate him so much that if he was dying at this moment, I will walk away even if you ask me for help. Sorry but it's just that you are lucky to have a boyfriend so many people hate."

LOL!!!!!
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LOL I'm a laziiiiieeeeeeee...

I think 1 litre of tears the book is better then the show...

and i miss those good times.

lol tts all folks...
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Today went back to JC to check it out the guys in band.

I think gold confirm get de. Abit mroe practice, abit stress to play even better + the stage acoustic magic, I think maybe will get gold with honours.

Overture no. 2 was rather nice I feel like playing it.

And they made me miss band so much. I should have down PES and joined SAF band.

Doesn't feel good to be sitting there looking at them play.

Feels like you are missing out the fun.

Maybe that's how every band people feels when they are at a concert.

Time to get an instrument!

Alumni-interested people please get to work don't give false hope for me!

And I wanna play many many pieces!Too bad all of them are overplayed.

Alvamar Overture
Animation Medley
Concerto d'Amore
Danse Folatre
Fantillusion
El Camino Real
First Love-Addicted to You
Giant Robo Selections
Granada
Grandfather's Clock Variations
Hidamari no Uta
Hymm To The Sun
Huntington Celebrations
Japanese Graffiti 7 and 11
Les Miserables
Machu Picchu
Movement For Rosa
Noah's Ark
Pilatus Mountain of Dragons
Saga Candida
Sinfonia Nobilissima
Sky High
Spartacus
Symphonic Overture
The Little Mermaid
Third Symphony 3rd movement (Natalie)
Trailridge Saga
With Heart and Voice

Before that, lets start with Best in Class and Standard of Excellence.

Get my tone, get my intonation, get me rhythm, get my scales and techniques right first.

BANZAI!!!!

I like a solid tone with no air sound. It's not a classical music sound but perhaps its because that's the way my seniors in sec school taught me. So drilled until I hate to even have a hint of air sound in my tone.

I should get a girlfren, WHO PLAYS FLUTE TOO!! YAY!!!=)
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I guess it isn't easy eh?

Looks like a storm is brewing over us, I'm seeing lightning.

And when I tried to talk about it I get slammed.

People are damn fake I don't know who to trust.

People are so superficial they don't know what I'm trying to arrive at.

And I am so clueless what to do next.

Sword and bar yo? You guys see what am I going through or not? Or just the few-times-your-value pay?

I'm not afraid of 7/14/21 extras

I'm not afraid to make mistakes

So what if i burnt all my weekends?

I've got lots to lose and I can lose it but can you? or them?

What matter most is that when you die, don't be a fucker and pull everyone along with you.

The specs and men are innocent (literally because they know nuts what we do)

So stop being an ass an say "nevermind lor, die then die!"

You die nevermind, wad will happen to the rest?

Don't sit around and wait for things to happen.

And isn't that simple enough?

No?

Then I am ashamed to be in the same corps as you.

I should get a girlfriend...YAY!
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I got my sword case lo!=)


Rather nice ar?

Lately alot of things happen and the feeling not very good. Things on my job wasn't going well and it's not only be that is suffering but someone else as well. I hate to be the one making everyone's life hard.

Many thoughts going through my mind also. And the list i made 2 weeks ago?

1.Decided not to meddle with band stuffs, ie, no treat for flute section ANYMORE!
2.Decided the hearts will be given to whoever it was meant to be given.
3.Decided I will not buy an oboe because after much calculation it's gonna be too expensive.
4.Decided I will not be angry with CY anymore for pangsehing me for comms ball.
5.Decided to treat HY as a joke and not say who's more irritating.
6.Decided to clean up my bunk and make my little corner neat and homely.
7.Decided to stay in for alot of days.
8.Decided I should start saving up soon especially with the pay rise.
9.Decided that I will stop asking you all out because you all always not free and that's not good
10.Decided I will pack my room,by year end.
11.Decided to do my job more thoroughly and be mroe organized
12.Decided to forget thoughts on me,officer and girls. bar and sword doesnt mean i can get gf.
13.Decided I should start learning flute soon.
14.Decided to start learning driving
15.Decided to eat Botak Jones soon.
16.Decided to get a book soon.

No. 1 was rejected. 2,3,4,5,6,7,12,15 was done, 8,9,11 im still doing, 10,13,14,16 i have yet to start doing.

Life's abit better now.

And this thing just occured to me. Should I want to get attached, I should be the one providing emotional support to the girl instead of me showing the mo side to the girl and in the end like her. Makes me quite unreliable. There will always be the "girl pal" around should there be a need but the person I like should never see me down, not until we are on our way.

Cheryl is abit sad. People go cheer her up please.

So, guess have to chillax abit.

Even the driver telling me how to get girls sia. WTF?!?! Nehmind. I got good company.

no colour. i dun feel like putting any.
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More photos!

ACPC night and comms parade.










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It's time to make some decision!

Decided not to meddle with band stuffs, ie, no treat for flute section ANYMORE!
Decided the hearts will be given to whoever it was meant to be given.
Decided I will not buy an oboe because after much calculation it's gonna be too expensive.
Decided I will not be angry with CY anymore for pangsehing me for comms ball.
Decided to treat HY as a joke and not say who's more irritating.
Decided to clean up my bunk and make my little corner neat and homely.
Decided to stay in for alot of days.
Decided I should start saving up soon especially with the pay rise.
Decided that I will stop asking you all out because you all always not free and that's not good
Decided I will pack my room,by year end.
Decided to do my job more thoroughly and be mroe organized
Decided to forget thoughts on me,officer and girls. bar and sword doesnt mean i can get gf.
Decided I should start learning flute soon.
Decided to start learning driving
Decided to eat Botak Jones soon.
Decided to get a book soon.

SIA LA!My life like quite messy now time to clear up the mess!
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Comms ball Photo. Sadly I got no date so no couple photo shoot which, i saw some of them, was really sweet. Oh well. Aniway, alot guys photo. it's like great times with buddies again.






Kelvin Kow and me. Lawyer

Another one. His date was ultra-high keep taking pictures of me
The NY people except one.
Shanton and me
Sentat yan zhi benedict and the one getting pinched is issac. Muz say Tania is pretty sia.
Jit Neng, my BMT mate
Furen Samuel Lim Benedict
Issac, boyfren of tania.
one more
Daryl Rong Hua
Alson, my PS. He n gf loving couple sia i see liao i also sian. TAMADE
see? told u....
Alvan

Section 4,victor,samuel chan beside me, joel teng shun, ganther , furen, alvan,soma.
Table 47. Durwin sister cant smile one sia.
Ok this is durwin the joker
Joel
chor vic furen and ee loong
me n kong, the cutest guy (i think) in the platoon
furen
victor and jia hao
chau min, ganther, ee loong n jia hao

random shot


Alicia, TGT
Teng Shun with Min Wei
dessert, vanilla panna cotta with cherry compote
main course(chicken) oven baked stuffed chicken with potato gratin and arugula salad
main course (fish) Seared cod with potato gratin, shitake mushrooms and calamari
Clam chowder with prapika oil. Really got one clam inside sia.
Appitizer: Poached prawn with citrus fruit salsa


my table..candle
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