My Most Feared Day

It's my most feared day today. Haiz.. I will be getting my results like in about 12 hours time. I am really nervous. I guess even if i am in bed now, i wouldn't be able to fall asleep. I really don't expect time to pass so quickly. In a matter of a few weeks' time, i will be parting with my 1st three months classmates. It has been a joy to be in o5S101. I am still wondering if i am going to continue taking that combi... hmm.. i still have a couple of weeks to think. Hopefully everything will go smoothly for me as well as all my beloved friends. 4E1, i hope all of us will do well. Meeting some of my classmates for lunch in the afternoon. I hope we can calm one another down or at least share our fear. Hmm... I think everyone will definitely be nervous. I've a feeling that i won't do well. I have a list of people to inform after taking my results. I actually contemplated telling them this "I didn't do well. No other comments." if i didn't do well. But i can only hope for the best now. I will leave the rest to fate. My fate is already determined.. just that i don't know about it. Hope to hear good news from my juniors. I am certainly not one of the top students. This is a fact.

-dReaMs-

The Day Is Approaching

Ahh! O Level results are coming out. I wonder will it be on friday or monday. People are telling me two different things. Some of them said it will be out on fri while the rest said it will be out on mon. Whatever day it is, I am seriously getting scared. I really hope that i will get good grades.. Well, who wouldn't want to. I've been slacking all this while. If i really continue studying in a jc, i need to work really hard. After 1st three months, i must take things more seriously. Rather busy these few days. Busy because of school work and the orientation stuff. I certainly have no inspiration for games and cheers.. Haha. However, I have no choice. I still have to come up with those stuff because it was what i chose to do. I hope that the 2nd orientation will be fun. Hmm.. I have not been feeling very good these days. Keep having stomachache. My friend and I are like taking turns to have stomachache. Haha.. I wonder what did i eat wrongly. I've got a feeling is the pie i ate in the morning. Haha.. I must try it again and see if there's really something wrong with the pie. Haiz.. I miss my 4e1 friends. Even though quite a number of us are in mjc.. but it's just different. We'll be seeing one another real soon.

-dReaMs-
a MoMeNt tO rEmEmBeR
MiSsInG yA

A Day Of My Life

I suddenly have the mood to blog again.. haha. I accidentally deleted my whole blog. Anyway, i don't blog that often so it doesn't really matter. I have been accepted as a games i.c. for the 2nd orientation. I am just so glad that i am still staying in my favourite house ZOSMA. Z-O-S-M-A, we're zosma! Haha... I think i am a bit crazy now. O level results are going to be out soon. I think i am getting paranoid... haha. I keep thinking of the worst. But i've a strong feeling that i won't do very well this time. I can only pray for the best now. I still have a lot of work to do. However, i just don't have the mood to do. I am still in festive mood. Haha.. my excuse for not doing work. Valentine's day was yesterday and i received a lot of chocolates. I feel bad as i didn't give my friends anything when they gave me. Nvm.. I will give them next year. I suddenly remembered yesterday that i had to do CIP on sat and i am supposed to go lynette's house. Hmm.. I have no choice but to go at a later time. I can't wait for the next orientation when i am going to have fun especially during WnW... haha... My turn to make people wet. Hopefully my results allow me to stay in mjc. Or else, all the time spent on the interviews will be wasted.

~ believe in my dreams ~