Nice n Easy Life

1st time blogging since retirement....

well, as the title says. nice n easy has been the way of my daily life since....

waking up at 6.30, reaching skul at 7.XX..... what a way to enjoy life....

after skul is lunch, drumming, pc, sleep n maybe no homework(bcuz can do at skul.....><)

recess in skul is also so relaxing.......chatting away or jz sleep away my time......

i realy think i need to avoid prefect's activity for now because i am really worn-out.....

just by mentioning prefect makes me moan...... its not their problem but mine..... just need a breather

mid-year exams are coming so maybe i need to tone down on my gaming and tune up my revision a little.....

in a blink of an eye we are already approaching may so uec is not that far away, it seems.......

well, really need to control myself a bit more, don't want to end up on the losing side......

真伤心

我真的出卖自己的心情太多次了，明明就是不爽，不服气，生气等，但都无法把这些
感受表达出来。难道我没有这个权力吗? 别人累了，不爽，生气都可以毫无保留地
发泄出来，反而我需要忍。每次只能对几位很熟朋友及我可怜的部落格发泄。今天, 三天
为实习学长办的课程也完了，好不好呢? 本人觉得还过得去吧。为何我不爽？缓慢
的态度，毫无交代就走了。东西没做完没关系的，因为一定有人笨笨地帮你去做。
有些东西没看到好过看到，我宁愿不知道那些事情，知道后整天就没mood去了。晚
上去打机也没了那种开心的感觉。走着回家时，突然喜欢上了自己一个人在夜里走在无人
的路上，夜风轻轻吹在脸上的感觉真是一流。看上夜空时，整个人都轻松了下来。
当时我在想有些路是不是本来就应该自己独自走下去的呢? 就像晚上的路上，如果人一
多了，就失去了宁静，只有当你自己一个人走时才能真正体验到那种感觉。

人都变了

真的讨厌，你们想好好念书，想玩，想无忧无虑地过日子，难道我不想吗?
昨天十点多就放学了，大家都讨论要到哪里去玩，但我却在想待会儿要如何过时间。

因为我被别人放飞机了。最后决定到metro prima去买漫画，去到那里竟然没开。他
奶奶的！！！为什么那么倒霉...... 漫画买不成便进jusco看鼓。Haiz......整set鼓
RM3000++(Not Including Cymbals)，Cymbals一setRM500++。价钱吓死人>< 真是很
想很想很想很想可以在家里打鼓。看了后便走去popular看书，情人节快到了，在里
面看到的中华生全都是成双成对的，只有我是自己傻傻地在那里走, 真是悲哀。最近觉得自己
变了，不太喜欢参人，有时间都用在漫画和音乐上。每天都一定会用一些时间练鼓，
今年也没去shopping买衣因为橱里面的衣都太少穿了。

我不要求完美的生活，只要求平淡无奇的生活

It is Great to Be With You Guys Again

today our school held the annual chinese new year bazaar

last night went to a friend's house to make dumplings(Very NICE one if i may say so myself)

after all the sales strategy, shouting and a whole lot of laughing, we met up at the prefect's room

it is so nostalgic

it reminds me of the great times we had

it even made me forget about my worries and problems

after that we went to uma rani and spent quite some time ther "blowing water"

around 5, i went with seong and da to titiwangsa to get yy while yang, hui and yao went to eat 1st( OMG, Again?!)

then we went to sushi station to join them

personally i don;t quite like that place because it seems all they have are fishballs and even their hotdogs taste funny

after being troubled by problems for some time, it is good to have someone to listen to you as you vent your anger on them(poor thing)

unluckily i do not have the power to recreate this environment as i do not have time and there are still too many things that needs to be done

well its time to lay back and take a break as there is no school tomorrow

reminder to self: do more practice on drums!!!!!!!!!

Don't wanna be a LOSER

as i am sitting in my room typing this post

another tab is on facebook

i keep saying about letting go and putting down but i just cant

on facebook, i told myself not to open your page but in the end its there anyway

heard a lot of people talking bad things about you and i am starting to wonder if you are that kind of person

hoping that you are not like how they say you are

but it hurts when i see guys flirting with you, the worse part is when you respond in a positive manner

that is why good guys ends up last

i could not even look into your eyes without blushing

tongue twisted whenever i want to talk to you

it is so old school, why can't i be like those guys?

whenever i am down and out i just think what it would be like for you to be supporting me

surely it would give me strength to face the world for another day

it seems i have lost motivation... everyday going to school without a goal

just sitting in class for the bell to ring... so that i could go back home and lock myself in my room

even i am at home, sometimes i get scolded.... what for?

for being always in my room

for sleeping before doing my work

for reading comics

expressions are mask people put on

nowadays even if i am not in the mood

i have to put on a smiley face

a smile is the best weapon in the arsenal when you need to get things done or to get someone's help

even if it is a fake one

even luck is not on my side

when i am not free there are courts that are empty

but when i am free and geared up, all courts are packed

worst still, it always rain when i am free

i hate being a loser

i do not need material things now, all i need is emotional support.

even those that are closer are all far away now

this post is not meant to vent my frustration, but to remind myself not to be a loser anymore

How Many Ten Do I Have Left?

2day in class.......

suddenly thought of an advertisement...

i remember its about a flat screen tv or something....

it says.....from the moment we are born, we lost freedom....

when you are a child, you get trap in a cradle....

when you are a kid or teenager you get trap in a classroom learning stuff....

when you are grown up when you think you have obtain freedom, you learn that you are stuck behind a cubicle.....

when you grow old, you are back in the house again...

in the end you are laid in a coffin and sealed up forever....trap again....

actually does life have any meaning?

or is it just a scheduled journey that everyone must take?

there are so many things i want to do but i can't.....

another thing that i learn is that we must enjoy the little things although we do not get total freedom...

there are just somethings that is not meant for you, why go through all the pain and get nothing?

that is what we call fate.....

something that can't be changed....

i may like you but i know the truth that you are just not into me..

all i can do is curse my luck......

i am a sane person, i wont let my feelings control me....

all i got to do is to channel my feelings through drumbeats

A New Year.... Any New Hope?

New Year=New Hope

At least to me.... yes!

there are a few objectives that i have set for myself for 2010

number 1, i want to do well in my UEC

number 2, get a medal during sports day

number 3, learn to play the drums like a pro as soon as possible

number 4, get a girlfriend (not that important but still a wish...........lolx)

with a the targets set, it is time to achieve them

happy new year to everyone