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It's been yet another busy week, busier than usual, and yet another busy weekend. >.< And it's at times like these, that i really want to have a break of some sort.

*sigh* There's one week left of term one, since OBS is taking up the entire week 10. right now i'm not looking forward to OBS, but i hope that after a get back from the camp, i would have changed my mind... *prays for a good group*

And the hols that come after OBS probably won't be considered as holidays any more, since there's this long list of homework + SIA waiting to be done. But i still want to go to the Anime Fest @ ACM, probably on 13March. (O_O March? so soon?!)

Getting so tired of all these piling homework lately, sometimes i just feel like giving up, or breaking down. :( But then again, what can be achieved? >_< In the end it's still the same decision: let's go ahead with it! I'm beginning to think i should take Zack as my role model or something. I totally admire his attitude. Who knows how he managed to remain that cheerful and optimistic after so many years of torture, physically and mentally. And no wonder cloud looks up to him so much.

Not only that, i'm feeling paranoid. I have this certain paranoia sitting in me, that keeps telling me that i can die any moment, as long as time passes. Now i'm so paranoid. I'm afraid that i won't be able to do this, say this, blah blah etc, because something just tells me that i won't live long. =_= It's getting really scary. But i just have to cope with it.

Sometimes when you think you really can't handle things, go and stand in the open field on any day, rain or shine, and look upwards. Perhaps, maybe, there's a chance that you'll understand.

The sky is truly beautiful.

Nope

two tests in one day is really too much to handle. -__- bio test is really... erm.... bad. I suppose bad is sort of an understatement. -__-;; i should never allow myself to leave so many blanks ever again. Math was alright, and a little easier than what i expected, but i still didn't manage to finish it. bleargh.

anyway tuesday's phtotoshoot seemed quite funny, and i couldn't go!! >_< oh well, shall wait til next time.

link to photoshoot piccies by Shiro

hahaha.... bishies!! XDXD



took a silly quiz today. Honestly, i really wonder who are those people who have so much time to create something like that. And who are those people who are like me, who have the time to take a silly quiz when they know it's a silly quiz. XD ah... quote Pinky Haro: whatever.


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The Art of Balance

I have been seeing that there seems to be an equal number of bad things and good happenings over a certain period of time. And things are certainly getting weird. Transition from Primary Six to Secondary One: good subjects deproved and bad subjects improved. Next, transition from Secondary Two to Secondary Three: same! good subjects are now my lousier subjects and my lousier subjects in Sec two had improved. Hmmm.....

And then... with every bad stroke of luck, there will be another time of good fortune as well. Ha ha ha ha ha. Lemme see... for one thing, i found KH Cloud, but my dear roses from December 26!! They grew mould. -__- What the... *sigh*.. ah.... i had to throw them away. Isn't it always like that? Good then bad, or bad then good. ^^

and this is known as.... The Art of Balance.

What a beautiful name.

^^;

Well, Valentine's Day passed... without any event... got a few random chocolates but nothing more. hehehehe.... some of the flowers looked so cute. Heart-shaped flowers!! *steals one*

Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year this year's been alright... somewhat "average" type of CNY. Sad thing is, this year i don't have my grandmother celebrating the new year with me... :( That's the sad part of Chinese New Year, but at least there's also a happy part to go with it.

Whee... finally found the real KH Cloud! n_n i think i'm bugging her... -__- should stop that crazy fangirl attitude..lol.. or else later scare her away then i know.... But Clorith isn't much better either. I think she'll be the scarier one out of both of us. XD

Found Mandachan not long ago too... thanked her for the cards and all.. she's such a good artist! and i wub her little cards... ( i think they were supposed to be bookmarks, but the ones we have are cards....) ^^

I am now slightly more movtivated to start a manga/anime/game club in NYGH. NY needs a club like that! I know there are many students who are interested in manga/anime, so they'd probably will be interested to join a club like that too! I also think that Singapore needs more manga artists/cosplayers etc. and we can try to develop both passion and talent through such a club.

Went to splurge a little today... though mostly for something for my juniors. The other thing bought is for myself (after waiting for about a month or so, yes i finally have gone to buy that poster) >_< ahh... shall save up the rest of my money.... but then... *eyes new games* wah... i feel so much like buying them....

Must...restrain...self!

>_<

Save $$ for AC!

We, the Lazy Creatures

yay. today's Chinese New Year's Eve, and we got the annual "hui chun" thingy again..... lol... and i got lazy this year.. didn't write what we're supposed to.

ehehehehe...*sheepish grin*

and really, i've made an observation today. Human beings are not only strange creatures, they are also lazy creatures. People like the most convenient places and are just too lazy to walk a little more distance to the next most convenient place. What i'm trying to say is, why do people crowd a toilet that is obviously much too full and don't move to the toilet at the next block?! *sigh* Some of them do think of going upstairs, that's alright, but there's also one at the next block and hardly anyone is there!

Me? i took one of the longest ways and gone to the second floor at the next block. Whoa. Nobody at all.

Oh well.. that was an interesting observation.


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Went to Sunshine Plaza yesterday. *squee* it was *squee* really really squeeable!!!! ^_^ Soooo many things!!! Trading Arts Figures!!! woo!! though i am somewhat upset that people always like to put cloud at the back. Oi! Cloud's so nice and you put him at the back?!!!

*cough splutter cough*

Nevermind. I just love the cards!! *glomps cloudie* i totally wub him!!! >__< wheehee~!!!! *acts like a drunk rabid fangirl*

okay. Crazy sounding post. Have to stop.

BTW, Happy CNY!!

wrong time of the year

Feeling so lazy right now, i know i'm going to regret it later.

I expect this year to be somewhat interesting. Got OBS and other stuff coming up.

And for one thing i am not looking forward to OBS. It's not my idea of fun. But what can i say? i haven't even gone to it yet. XP

More cosplay events later in the year. Heard that there one SCC's on 19 Feb. hmmm....

what else?

Homework. That oh-so-great thingus that never leaves my life until in many more years in the future when i will look back and say "Gosh, i miss having homework." LOL!

Oh, and stalking has become my latest obsession. shan't say anymore here, just in case......

shhhh.

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What a depressing post.