Anyhows, left home after we both prepared ourselves~ took the train together cos we left home abit later cos I had to prepare for gym tonight w miner too~ 

Trained to outram and changed nel to Vivo to take bus to work. Had a tiff over stupid lame things again haiz. 😔 why always same old thing one just cos I chose to remain silent and change topic and not talk about it anymore and I Kena 😭 again sian 

Went to work and while on the bus 30, my havainnas of 3 years plus finally died on me 🙈🙈🙈 thank goodness I had my sports shoes w me so I hid at the last row sit down and changed Into sports shoes and I look like a total weirdo please 

Couldn't wait to go into my office and my table to bury myself and change out of those sports shoes 😣 

Did my usual thing & suddenly so busy. Lunch time at 1230 today. Then nothing much. Had my first 1-1 meeting w Irene and not even 20mins, Bernice came to crash. As usual~ lol 

So we discussed A&P together w the help of guru Angeline~ 

Back to my desk and now I got so much on my plate sian 😭😔 

But still left on time. Bump Into Calvin at the lift so we went down together, turns out he's prolly watching movie w Bernice ah. Bumped Into Bernice & sarah at the first floor. Hoho awkward~~ 😏😏😏 

I just said bye to all three of them and left first. Went to lavendar found my way to PA building. Got my pass and met miner. Updated her of the latest drama and she has the same pov as van. Thank goodness for these girls who can truly unds the situation as a pang guan zhe 👍💪 

Talked until abt 8 then we went to start gymming. Ran on the treadmill I haven't done that in ages! 😁 

Feel so shiok but shag ah 

Then after we were done, headed over to her place to nua~ chillax until abt 1015 I bth alrdy so I head home myself, so sleepy and tired 😴😴😴 

then she was in the kitchen for damn long I thought she was so nice to make me bread so I could sleep half an hour more, but Nope, I got up and end up she was watching show and eating her own share of food zzz 😑😒 

So I hurry and started making my bread, boiled the egg and baked the breast. Packed yoghurt & watermelon. Watched my show & started changing. 

Headed to work, took my own sweet time today cos I'm so sleepy 😴😴😴 

Reached work abit later and I brought my open toe pink heels to work to wear today & end up leaving it there cos I'm too lazy to wear shoes/flats/heels home I prefer flip flops ☺️ 

Work in the morning & I received a task frm Carol to do up the laptop list and send back to her and Frances. 

Luckily for Irene she gave me our old tram's compiled list that Jaylyn has done so I just need to compile w the new members and send back to carol~ phew 

Brought my lunch down to accompany them to dabao then back to pantry to eat~ Irene joined us today & we end up eating for ~2hours talking and chatting so shiok 👍 

Back to work. Time flew by quickly so shiok. Then suddenly carol sent us invite for a sudden meeting at 5-530pm. Which I didn't receive cos I thk she left me out :( 

So anyhows we were guessing what it might be Irene kept saying like it's someth bad or scary but turns out it's actually the news that Frances has submitted her letter or resignation. 😱😱😱 this came as a shock for us "her kids" cos none of us knew. But it was her decision to make to spend time w her kids and family after all she's really got a lot on her plate 

And it's quite scary to see things that I wished happen really happening. I like her as a friend colleague person out of business context but when it comes to work she's really fierce and strict which I can't get used to it yet :( 

We were just discussing how nice and less stress it was to have her on MC. But now knowing she'll be gone forever from us it makes me have second thoughts :( haiz 

Oh wells. It's for the better of her family also. 

Back to our desk and left on time today. Went down to fls to find bee whilst he went to tui his left leg and right wrist, today was a longer session of an hour $35. 

He went up to my place to change shoes and went to work whilst I stayed home, t25 #2 and then nua and waited for him to come back. 

Bedtime. Nights world~ 🙆 

Decided to cook broccoli, shiitake mushrooms, egg, & macaroni. 

Easiest alrdy. 

Baked my black pepper chicky breast meat~ 

Then abt 20mins, I drained the water and threw everyth Into the supposed 保温锅, w abit of "soup" so the macaroni won't be too hard and dry later 

Then packed my watermelon & grapes and went to change. Decided to wear a sleeves top so I could easily change into shorts and don't need wear cardi also heheh feel so smart 😜 

Anyhows left same time as Bee and he was gonna be late as usual~ I took my buses to work and still feeling so upset and affected by the things that had happened over the week, how one thing led to another & eventually turning disastrous haiz 😪 

Now I thk I'm gonna have trust issues cos i don't even know who I can trust anymore 😭😣🙈😔 

Why must my friendships be filled with nothing but drama episodes one after another 😔 sometimes I really feel like just giving it all up, so I have less to worry and fret over too 😞😒 

Tiff took her off in lieu. Did my usual tasks, then had to help Irene sort out cases we met in June and July. Felt like so many but when I dig out only abt 7/month? But we freaking took almost 2 months to resolve. Jialat 😣 

lunch time Bernice help me take cut chilli and I ate it w my packed food~ not hot alrdy. Not even warm. Sian. But oh wells. 

Had my fruits. Talked to sarah and Bernice till abt 1plus and head back to work. 

Had my 1 to 1 meeting w carol at 3-4pm. Managed to squirm my way through ✌️

Then finally at 6pm! Left work and headed to Van's place 

She invited me over to her house for dinner and catchup cos I haven't seen her since almost 2 months!! Almost wanna stay over but tmr got work and I'm too lazy to pack clothes over and it's quite far too :/ 

Reached her place and gutsy looks so tiny now poor thing :( so her dad came back and we 3 had dinner tog. Her mom and bro went Italy for holiday~ 

Talked to her after her dad left the table and told her about the driving incident and also the latest vee drama w ss. Haiz. 

So glad she could totally feel me. And idek what to do now cos things are more screwed up than it alrdy is. Sigh. 

So we talked a lot frm dining table to back in her room and then I had to leave abt 1045 pm. So sleepy and tired. 

But I had a great time catching up. 

Quote of the day "focus on the good" 

IJ FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOR LIFE. 

Can't thank god enough for all my Ij friends sticking with me all these years. These are the people I know wouldn't turn their backs on me because we've known for more than decades and growing old with them never seems dull or boring but always filled w laughter and joy. I love you girls!! 🙆🙆😘