Last week, on September 11, Chris was diagnosed with autism. We had suspected it, given his lack of language, unusual play with toys, and funny behaviors like running in circles, but it has still been a shock to receive the diagnosis. We will be getting him additional therapy in addition to the special ed he receives at preschool. In addition, the psychologist is concerned that Chris's developmental delays will probably translate into intellectual disability. I had been holding out hope that he would catch up in a few years, and live a near normal life, but that is looking to be less and less of a possibility. Doug and I need to accept that Chris may be a baby/ young toddler/ young child for the rest of his life, and he will not have a normal childhood or adulthood. It's a lot to take in.