WHAT A B****

sorry for such an impulsive blog post....

seriously some of the "BROKERS" should do our job and try if it's as simple as your think... or maybe i should say... if it's that simple, why cant some of "YOU" enter the trade in the system..

probably.. SOME of the "BROKERS"....

suddenly come to think of it, i know why they are not married, or couldn't have a boyfriend..

those who are married, consider yourself LUCKY! hahahas...

1. NO MANNERS

- PASS TICKETS NO NEED TO THROW ONE RIGHT?? 

2. DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK NICELY

- SEE FACE LOOKS ALRIGHT

- ONCE TALK LIKE A MAD WOMAN WALKING ALONG THE DESERT.

- YOU DON'T TALK NO ONE TREATS U A MUTE.

3. WHINE LIKE A BABY

- IF YOU ARE 8 YEARS OLD - IT'S CUTE

- IF YOU ARE 40 AND ABOVE... - IT'S DISGUSTING!

(TOTALLY TURN ME OFF!!, SERIOUSLY!)

JESSIE'S CHAT... PUKES

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Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (11:44:43 AM): thanks Doreen.  just to check you got bal 4 days leave up till now?
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (11:45:22 AM): mp.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:11:26 PM): i left 3 days thou.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:11:33 PM): if plus this fri will be 4days
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:13:38 PM): ok thanks
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:18:14 PM): correct you started to have 21 days for a start this year.  i forgot and put in as 22 days
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:18:25 PM): ok cool!
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:22:05 PM): erm i have 22 days of AL this year.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:22:15 PM): i took 3 days last year.. so offset to ths year..
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:22:23 PM): then i left 19 days.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:22:36 PM): then i took 17 days. so left 2 days plus 1 off in leu = 3 days
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:22:39 PM): yes this year start to have 19 days yes.  i also blurred already haha
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:25:32 PM): lols!! wah need to keep track till like that one ar... nichole nothing better to do? LOL!
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:27:50 PM): no lah.  we have been passing to her so that she knows when we need to render help or we try not to go on leave with you all.  haha. 
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:30:06 PM): ohh can ar. but no need to know how many days we left de ma... abit funny right...
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:32:44 PM): the excel spreadsheet is good to keep update otherwise we also do not know how many days you all left.  i think to be fair to all of us lah maybe we can keep a copy in the g drive.  you think good idea?
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:34:06 PM): hahas i dunno sia.. cos the leave system already states how many leave we have left. so i tot from there its definately correct.   no offence
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:36:18 PM): correct but only we ourselves knows how many days left.  so to make it easier, your partner can see the bal you have.  no offence just to be fair to everyone. haha
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:37:16 PM): ya true, i m not sure if trevor knows i have 22 days of leave instead he has lesser days.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:37:22 PM): i m not sure abt kristie's leave oso.
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:37:25 PM): you are right.  haha
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:37:38 PM): so if the g drive everyone's leave days defer...
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:37:47 PM): i m sure they will be unhappy abt it.
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:38:53 PM): max also 25 days aftter 5 years service.  kristie is 21 days this year already fyi.
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:39:36 PM): sometimes we need to help adeline's desk, it's also good i know how many days bal she has or when she came in to cover the desk for holidays. 
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:39:52 PM): it will be good if we have an excel sheet to share among all of us.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:39:57 PM): so that we will know how taking leave.
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:40:09 PM): so those taking leave just state in that excel sheet will do.
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:40:18 PM): so we put it in the "g" drive and all our backoffice group can take a look
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:40:21 PM): here everyone got G drive anyway~
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:40:25 PM): yes agreed
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:40:28 PM): hahas u email the others lor ^^
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:40:56 PM): ok after i got the correct bal from Kristie tomorrow then I will put it in the g drive. 
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:41:09 PM): ok cool!
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:41:17 PM): sorry ar, need clarification.
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:41:43 PM): no problem.  you are most welcome
Jessie Kan - BGC Partners (12:41:52 PM): i going lunch now speak to you later cheers
Doreen Teo - BGC Partners (12:42:14 PM): alright~

it's been a hectic period

bad days.....

yes indeed, alot of loop holes, alot of stupid stuff happening..

not about my BF thou.

haiz..

it's difficult to please people.

it's difficult to make everyone happy

it's difficult when each individuals have different views.

it's difficult to be in such a situation.

it's difficult to understand

it's difficult to cope

it's difficult to move on

it's difficult to think how to solve it.

or rather... it's not difficult, it's about me not trying to be nice.

i'm on a PMS week. :(

long week

don't know why i am feeling abit tired these days, i think i dun have enuff slp!

yesterday had singing practise till quite late.. i was super tired.. 

hahas... and i think becos recently i am more bz with my own business too.. 

starting a small business... blogshop only... =D

ya n running errands... and ya... v tired... ><

i need to sleep~~

9th month anniversary!!

happy 9th month anniversary my dear!!

BIG LONG TIME

hahas.. it's been a long time since i have updated my blog..

apologies to those who always read, which i dunno who will read la...

but anyways.. today is NATIONAL DAY!!!

i wish everyone a happy holiday today!! thou i m working right now... hahas!!

but at least i can claim a day off ~ =D

alright my life have been really good~ i m happy with what i have and what i am today!

i have a good boss now

i have a good bf now

i have a good life now

i have everything well in place for the time being...

haven been feeling so good for YEARS or DECADES! ahhas.. but seriously!!

TO MRS KAN!!! KAN!!! KAN!!!

i know this might be quite shocking for some of you, but yes.. BLESS YOU MRS KAN!!

PLEASE REMEMBER ALL THIS:

1. YOU ARE NO LONGER MY BOSS

2. YOU ARE NO LONGER WHO I RESPECT

3. YOU ARE SUCH AN APPLE POLISHER

4. I DON'T HAVE TO ENTERTAIN OR PLEASE YOU!

5. IF YOU DO NOT RESPECT ME, I DON'T FEEL THAT I SHOULD RESPECT YOU

6. THINK OF WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO THE BACK OFFICE EMPLOYEES!

7. WHY ARE YOU MAKING YOUR EMPLOYEES SUFFER, AND YOU SHAKING YOUR LEG OFF

8. WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA!

9. SO WHAT IF YOU ARE SELF-DECLARE BANKRUPT, YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH FAMILY PROBLEMS!! EVERYONE HAS!

10. I DONT FEEL THAT I OWE YOU ANY EXPLAINATION ON MY LEAVE DAYS, THEY ARE MINE!

11. I DONT FEEL THAT I HAVE TO REPORT TO YOU WHENEVER I AM TAKING MY LEAVE, AND ASKING YOUR PERMISSION!

12. I DONT FEEL THAT YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO CONTROL OTHER PEOPLE THAT ARE NOT IN YOUR DEPARTMENT, YOU SHOULD JUST SIT DOWN AND THINK HOW BADLY YOU HAVE TREATED ALL YOUR EMPLOYEES!

13. YOU DONT HAVE ANY OF OUR HUMAN RIGHTS!

GET IT?? DON'T GET IT, QUIT YOUR JOB, YOU ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR THIS JOB AT ALL!

phuket trip 24 Feb - 27 Feb

24 FEB -

* touch down at phuket at about 11am

* reached hotel/resort at 12pm

* ate lunch at "SONG PEE NONG", alright food, reasonable price

* walk around patong town with addy

* booked 1 day island hopping, booked 1 day for sea canoeing, booked 1 session of full body massage @ Oriental

* went "CHANCEYLON" shopping around patong town

* Drank Macdonalds "Mango Tea"

* Had Early rest at about 10pm plus

* 1.43am - someone/ something open our room door, and shut after hearing a loud sound from my "TABLE" that i place behind the door, for safety reasons

* Couldn't sleep after that, toss and turn till morning 7am

25 FEB -

* Whole day island hopping till 7pm

* Change hotel room!!

* reach hotel at 7pm, wash up

* went out for dinner @ some pizza place, walk around Balang Road

* went back to hotel to rest as next day is another early morning

26 FEB -

* Whole day sea canoeing and cave hunting till 7pm

* reach hotel at 7pm, wash up

* went out for dinner at some 1985 resturant, CHEAP and GOOD

* walk around Balang Road, take photo, went online to check my flight changes.

* went back to hotel to rest at about 11pm

27 FEB -

* woke up at 8am or 9am

* nua till about 12pm in the room

* went lunch

* had sausage lips!! painful~

* went "CHANGCEYLON"

* went patong beach to take photo

* was watching GAY festival along patong beach 

* back to hotel to get bags to airport

28 FEB - 1am

HOME SWEET HOME!

being REAL

work -
work has been well, although there are some things that i dislike, but overall i'm alright with my boss..
in this new department for about 4 months.
things have been good but tiring at work.
something being REAL- - - - -
* SOME Brokers are SELFISH
* SOME Brokers only care if their trades are sent out, don't bother about other more important trades that also need to be entered, all they care is THEIR OWN TRADES to be in the system
* SOME Traders are WORST to be understandable..
* SOME Traders only wants their trade to be shown in their system, have they ever think that there's only 1 or 2 people enter like a few hundred trades, and worst when your colleague packs food for BROKERS, there will only be one person left, entering ALL fixing TRADES!! Which Traders don't really UNDERSTAND, all they do is... "Where the F*** are my trades"... (*Do not have to use all sorts of BAD WORDS to make me work better*) Honestly, it will slower down my process of working better..
*Such organization Behavior is truly down to earth kind of attitude, which i won't want to drain myself here for long, and i don't see myself working here for long-term perspective. i don't want to get such LOW-CLASS influence from such behavior in this Company..

relationship-
*Things are getting better, although we don't spend so much time like other couple, but we always have more things to do than other couples i guess...
* Shopping not very our kind of thing, unless needed
* Fishing is a NEW Hobby
* Jogging along ECP is shiok!
* Movie at times, knowing Melvin not into movie, but he accommodates me
* Food Hunting, i know it's SINFUL and i know i'm getting FAT! (haha)

family-
* have not seen my father for like more than 10 Months!
* i miss him although he is irritating (I lost my fatherly Love)
* Mother same old thing... =)
* Brother getting married in MAY =P
* Doreen - as usual STUBBORN...

church-
* As usual cell on fridays
* Singing on Saturday and Sunday
* Services on Sunday

school -
* Repeating the SAME modules are not fun at all..
* got to listen to the same old thing once again...
* same lecturer again......

friends -
* as usual is either i am busy with my own things, or other party is bz too..
* this year - at the moment, church friends are the ones i met up the most..

Upcoming holiday -
24 - 26 Feb going puhket with adeline!! =)

WOW

it's been a long time since i last BLOGGED...

time to update alittle about me..

yes if some of you are wondering am i attached... YES i'm..
and i'm really happy to be with him, his MELVIN

more about him.. he is my secondary school classmate.. and we were together for awhile in secondary school, but than there wasn't anything happening between us when we were in secondary school, it was just like PUPPY LOVE kind of relationship.. whereby no holding of hands, no kissing, no sending home. everything just seems to be like a friend... and ya.. it's quite surprising that once again i am together with him! =D

i have been busy... with School, Church, Melvin and Studying time.

Lubs~