I'd rather hear you say don't go.
your smell lingers'
After so long.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
WOHOOOOOO! I remember my password and login ID. (: I am back t update this sickening blog and I think no ones even bother t read.
Anyway, I am addicted t that smell right now.
-.- Bye bye.
Anyway, I am addicted t that smell right now.
-.- Bye bye.
LOVE.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Russian Roulette by Rihanna.
Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
Chorus :
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost
{Chorus}
As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life
{Chorus}
Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
Chorus :
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost
{Chorus}
As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life
{Chorus}
NEA.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I LOVE NEA.
MY BLOG IS SO DEAD.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Good bye.
Monday, October 19, 2009
I don't wanna lose my bear bear.
Please tell me, you are fine.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
It's time for me t update my blog while waiting for the foods t be cook in Cafe world.
I tot I could be okay. Which I really am ever since I start t hate you but noooooooooooooooooo. It hurts my heart so badly this morning while sending you off, seriously. I have been trying very hard holding myself back until you call me at night after my work. Once again, I am feeling so tired and annoying of myself and not you.
I wonder how is this gonna end. I hate t see you go off in such a miserable state.
P/s: Attachment starting next Tuesday. What the mother-father fuck.
I tot I could be okay. Which I really am ever since I start t hate you but noooooooooooooooooo. It hurts my heart so badly this morning while sending you off, seriously. I have been trying very hard holding myself back until you call me at night after my work. Once again, I am feeling so tired and annoying of myself and not you.
I wonder how is this gonna end. I hate t see you go off in such a miserable state.
P/s: Attachment starting next Tuesday. What the mother-father fuck.
GPA Jump down from twin tower.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Went for pre-enlistment check up today early in the morning. Two tubes of blood hurts my hand like fuck.
Pending, pending, pending. Are they gonna take like another one year t decide my PES again? Lots and lots of medical review need t be done. Fuck lazy.
Just check my result thru the web and wohohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo GPA dropped like someone jump down from Twin Tower. _l_ I think I gonna get fired during attachment, I just got that very feeling. I think I should enlist 2 years back instead. Tsk.
I got a PES-D.
I got a PES-D.
I got a PES-D.
ONCE AGAIN.
I got a PES-D.
I got a PES-D.
ONCE AGAIN.
Pending, pending, pending. Are they gonna take like another one year t decide my PES again? Lots and lots of medical review need t be done. Fuck lazy.
Just check my result thru the web and wohohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo GPA dropped like someone jump down from Twin Tower. _l_ I think I gonna get fired during attachment, I just got that very feeling. I think I should enlist 2 years back instead. Tsk.
Since April2009