Omerta

i feel absolutely awful
so sorry paul.


mourn

posted by S @ Sunday, June 27, 2004 0 comments

ahh
hanging out with druggie
always takes your mind off things
aloha
and mahalo



ka ora

posted by S @ Sunday, June 27, 2004 0 comments

kiarite

posted by S @ Saturday, June 26, 2004 0 comments

if the prayer of a righteous man
is effective
is an honest prayer by a sinful man
ineffective?
does his sinfulness nullfiy
his pure and righteous prayer?

proving grounds all over
again
time to show
myself
soon
if not tomorrow
then next week
but the day will come
redemption
or
utter
destruction
we'll see
in the meantime
its the status quo
no words
as little emotion as possible
exahaust myself
to the limit
of my mind
beyond the breaking point
yet in the boundaries
of life
how..
incoherent
ka mate
nothing to say
nothing to feel
just fuel the
anger/passion
as always




got nobody to love

posted by S @ Friday, June 25, 2004 0 comments

i cant do it anymore
simple task
that i cannot complete
im not fit anymore
a lifestyle unbecoming of a player
im not strong anymore
ive really lost it havent i
its not just a bad day
its been like this for months
oh grief
someone strong for heavens sake
something to change me
make me
what i once was
oh grief
o tempora
o mores


ashes to ashes dust to dust

posted by S @ Monday, June 21, 2004 0 comments

well
last night in hawaii
whew

well
missed out on so much stuff
da camp
heard it was fun
silly rumours and lies
all bothersome
and
coach yong quit
yep
now im stranded
find a new club?
sigh
i dunno
i need to get some real trng

hopes and dreams that
i can acheive?

the time has come
and i have chosen the path
of the sith master before me
not to speak unless spoken to
not to smile unless smiled at
to focus all strengths
and energies
at the task at hand
and complete it
with devastating effiency
no room for
small talk
no room for
personal interest
no room for
reputation or a name
just the objective
just the goal
just them
us
and the prize.

all blacks
ARE NUMBER ONE
TAKDAT POMS!
absolutely brilliant
sadly i missed both matches
but oh
the replays on the net
SWEET
joe rockocko at his running best
man
amazing runs
dazzling
and carlos spencer
with crazy kicks
and his two tries
and all the new ppl too
nick evans
and grief
the 50m run by rockocoko
brilliant
perfect
a real work of art
sidestep
change pace
change direction
and he's clear
sweeet chariot
come crashing down!


haka

posted by S @ Monday, June 21, 2004 0 comments

its 9.30 am in hawaii
and a certain special group
of the hawaiian community
have put up a beautiful parade downstairs
guess who
the gay community
yep.

posted by S @ Sunday, June 20, 2004 0 comments

ian gan jian kai
1.2 mark
2.11 asher
Scrum half
He was a good boxing bag.
Died- 28th of june
Beaten on account of
irritating people online.
aka lamer.



the end

posted by S @ Friday, June 18, 2004 0 comments

away in hawaii this blogger will be
till the stroke of midnight of the 23rd of june
have a nice time

posted by S @ Monday, June 14, 2004 0 comments

humph
so maybe i was wrong
i apologise
if i was wrong that is
anyway
seeing how
alliances work
better to have you
as a friend
rather than an enemy

yesh
anyway
today's dep
hilarious as usual
with fengyao
being..
himself
quote
"eh..i havent paid for dep you know"

auyong-"like the vat thing?"
fengyao-"vat? vet? like vattyterrainean?"

"like i read three pages and i gave up lah"

kelvin-"the objective is for you to read and form your own opinion"
fengyao-"might as well form your own opinion first, then dont need to read right?"

haha
a great debator
but uber slack
we must always trust him
when it comes to sexual issues
specially castration

bring on the pain
bring on the anguish
bring on the fight
im waiting
im ready
ill give as much as i take
and then some
dont underestimate me
cos im not underestimating you
neither do i fear you
so
bring
it
on



"i read two lines, and i forget the first line"

posted by S @ Saturday, June 12, 2004 0 comments

like wadever.
im supposed to be humble
supposed to love brothers/sisters in Christ
but its oh so tempting to just blow
bring it on. we'll see if i have the right to be
cocky.
heh.
oh i cant wait
insulted two out of three too
one more
and we have a PERFECT
reason
to
blow
you
and all those who follow
you away.
sigh.
but i must restrain myself...
must not be arrogant anymore
but still..
watch it..
now i have more incentive
to work

acs db8 camp
OH MY GOODNESS
haha
yeah
that should have been the camp theme or something
yeah well
worship on day one
lugged the fender and all that other jazz all the way
oh well
not all that good
then there was ice breakers
and the debates
which i hoped would fascinate me
hoped
ended up reading
or trying to read my dep material
listened to a few interesting speeches
e.g-mel, steph, shaun
yeah
fengyao just OWNED eh?
haha
yeah
the cat high ppl are all gay or something
pulling their pants down
or just acting gay
*shudder*
anyway
went to watch
harry potter at night
with everyone else
ended the movie at 12.10
and kal felt that
emma watson was..
"GORGEOUS"
and aug said feli was pretty
yep
and anjan
you SO suck at shooting
slacker.
but yeah
was a fun day

day2
aiseh
michaels dream come true
amazing race
yep
so i was sent to my first station
at the sac
to make the players
drink michaels greenish concotion
yes well
apparently it tasted quite nice
jack.
so i went off to sentosa
to join the rest of team c
and april(scgs)
felicia(mgs)
took a ride in the cab
their FIRST time to sentosa
and theyre sec3
oh well
scared the cabbie with their
excitement in the cab
but anyway
slacked around with john and paul
saw
the acjc debaters
and one hcjc debater
met chris there too
pre u seminar
had lunch
went back to harbour front
then trooped off with steven
to the EXPO
hurrah
the ride wasnt that long
didnt take too long to find the hideouts too
what was long was the WAIT
for the teams to get there
four of us were at the coffee bean
for about 4 hours
slept more than once
oh well
paul and i went back after that
was feeling kinda sick
but yeah
waited for their call
and i fell asleep
not sure what paul was doing
by the time i got up
it was too late to go back
oh well

day3
ho hum
un conference
SOMEBODY spoilt the whole experience
*ahem*
but anyway
went out for lunch
and came back to practise
so i missed the 2nd segment
which according to yk
was boring
ho hum
had a final worship
and some of em stayed back to play cards
anjan and joseph challenged josh and i
to rugby..
CONTACT
hoo hoo
blacks vs s3's
hee hee
45-10, even whe ben soh came in
but anjan got winded
tackled josh wrong
not bad a game

yes well
im back home
awful tired
with dep tomorrow
ho hum
how boring


fender and hp

posted by S @ Friday, June 11, 2004 0 comments

my first ever church camp

day 1
inconsequential ride
with jake and me throwing our heads everywhere
and testing jellybeans with charmaine
buttered popcorn
sizzling cinnamon
and licorice
heh
the best con job.
well
got there
had lunch at some restaurant
had kai clinging on to me
cute little chap
went back
found glen and raveen with a forward group
adults went back out to shop
while jake and i bummed out at our room
setup the music
heh
raveen and glen called us down to paly
tennis
with aunty esther
disaster
raveen knew how to play
and aunty esther was pro
but ahem
two ruggers
and a squash player
needless to say
we never had a volley
and glen and i contributed to sending balls out
of the fence
speaking of nets
the court was minus a net
used our imagination
haha
we took a 30min ride out for dinner
which was an hour
and another 30min
had a small party after that
kris, glen, raveen, jake, me
caryn(i think) bernie and charmaine

day 2
"ding dong"
"mm..what is it mum"
"just woke up? well, just popped by to say forget about using water"
"what??!?"
"the pipe burst"
yes
so no water for two hours
raveen and glen came round again
just stoned for a while
idled
till the water came back on
oh happy day we all thought
then we turned on the tap
jake claimed that the water
was as dark as raveen
not that far off really
so we spent the morning struggling with
the lack of water
and when that was solved
the lack of REASONABLY CLEAN water
josh said it best when he said
"welcome to malaysia"
had a fair lunch
where i had to eat green chilli for forfeit
brought adriel back
i think we slept the afternoon through
or played cards with D&D&D
oh well
worship
first lesson
hmm
didnt have a part that night..
no wait..
we did..did we?
argh
doesnt matter

day three
hmm
slept the afternoon away...and played touch rugby..
ah yes
then we took a shower
went for dinner
came back up for our stuff
before worship
and came down after worship
sleep.
powerful drug
cant remember what we did at night

day 4
woke up late
again.
mwaha
yes well
probably the
'funnest' day
slacked off the whole afternoon again
went to play a bit of mini tennis
with the net somehow up

posted by S @ Sunday, June 06, 2004 0 comments