Sunday, August 31, 2003

went to RI
today
yeah to play soccer
against some old people
along with john, jac, josh
triple J
yeah well, wasnt too bad i suppose

before that, actually had
a pretty thorough
and detailed session
at church
one of the rare few times
a majority of us were serious
for once
after that, 3j dropped by
haha
josh and i did the haka a few times
and we did some
creative 'filming'
here are the roles
John-Director, Cameraman, Critic
Joshua-Maritess, Gay, foot stepper 2
Jacob-Batgirl, gay batman, toe stomper
Me-Wonderwoman(dont ask), gay robin(DONT ASK),
superman
well
i'll leave it to you to imagine how the film
turned out
if any of you ever come by
i'll be glad to show our little
cannes entry

skeeeets

Friday, August 29, 2003

yeah!
thank you God!
worship went smashing today
cant say the first session was
a total success
kinda messed up a few parts
but we were all the better for it ;)
yeah
settled our issues
and got Miss Rena Wong
to help us with the next worship
then it was all RAWKK
yeah!
li anne just sliding here and there
lydia laying down the background
adriel bassing up the music
joanna crashing the drums
and me just thrashing my guitar!
i think the PM session really responded
and thats what matters!

Well, back at home now, feeling overwhelmed with work
but since when have i ever cared?

SC(A)

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

ahhh
tomorrow
i speak to Miss Chock Siew Hwa
Deputy Principal
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
no
im not in trouble
no
im not going to get any special commendation
im just going to ask her about a trivial matter
like whether i can pon school on friday
shouldnt be a problem right??
yeah right
well
i do hope its going to be another scouts camp incident
let off with no worries...
i wish

well
i dont even know why i blogged the above
who wants to read about the mundane events
in my mundane life?
moving on...

worship prac today
not bad
managed to do a few songs
now, all i need to do..
is BE THERE for worship
sigh
harder than it sounds
but im not making any sense
so lets go on...

next mundane pointless event
did some rugby kicking out at the field
yes
i know im a wannabe
so you dont need to tell me
nice rainbow out there today

sigh
im just feeling...
strange
somehow...
empty really
wait...
what am i talking about?
i've got things to do
places to see
friends to make
cases to run
a God to walk with
friends to talk to
a guitar to play
tests to study for
but still....
i just feel aimless
ah well

napoleon is always right

Sunday, August 24, 2003

well
so many things have happened today
but you know
i have learnt alot
i know now
how important Jesus must be put in life
and the power of prayer as well
good enough lessons
but were they worth the price?
we'll know in a while..

mourning or laughing?

Saturday, August 23, 2003

ih kamu!
yeah
im back
running
jumping
kicking
tackling
the full package
heh heh
time to start training
on my TACKLING
eh jacob?
yes yes yes..
the poor sob agreed to let me tackle him
in exchange for something
i dont know what
but hey
tackling practise MUST have been worth
whatever i gave
IF i gave anything...
haha
im mean
and thats just sad!

ka upa! ka upa! ka upane kaupane whiti te ra!
hi!

Friday, August 22, 2003

well
im a pessimist
team selection was delayed
we won the interclass
(great job guys!)
i didnt have to pass up the file today
m.tan didnt slaughter me cos we were prepping
history was pretty ok, not gonna fail at least
i DIDNT screw up during HMT for once
yep today wasnt so bad
guess what?
we're slacking off for scouts tomorrow
going for some stupid slacky course
tuition's gonna be cut down as a result
and im finally goin to get that string repaired
AND to top it off
ive pretty much recovered now
thanks for all your prayers
which means i can get back to training
for the prefects camp
which doesnt seem so bad now
haha
pessimism doesnt get you anywhere

well
today we had a farewell party
for the sec4's and Miss Loh
was pretty cool
had a whole lot of food
too much really
had a whole bunch of fun
and we opened a whole can of worms
when we started to
s*#@! zhi, kal and LUCAS!
yes
for the little children reading this blog
i SHALL NOT go into *yuck* details..
too bad you sick perverts
no porn on THIS blog!
well, it was fun, real fun

Friends

Thursday, August 21, 2003

well
the tag boards down
tomorrow is team selection
tomorrow is interclass final
mum refuses to sign my lit file
im going to get murdered by m.tan
im going to fail my history test
im going to get screwed up during HMT class
yep
tomorrow sure is looking up
guess what?
on saturday
theres scouts
theres tuition
and im not gonna get my new guitar
even better
sigh
backlog
so much of it
my fault really
well
just pay the consequence
and im really dreading that prefects camp now
i was the only one who readily signed on
and now im having second thoughts
seeing how the camp is going to be pointless torture
im going to have to back out if i cant train myself in time for it
im tired
of everything really
and im just waiting for sunday for my spirit and soul to be uplifted
sigh

Night fever

Thursday, August 14, 2003

38.6
39.3
40.1
41.4
41.5
(degrees, celsius)
thats how high my temperature went
straight up to the high forties
i've been pretty much dead the last two days
couldnt do much else but sit
stare at the ceiling with glazed eyes
choking on the blood in my throat
and getting stuffed with ice
talk about a need for euthanasia
that was one BAD fever
40 degree for the whole day
every minute passed in agony
as if though every nerve in my body was aflame
even all the sponging down didnt really work
i lost track of time
space
everything
this morning
resurrection
woke up
to find myself in a mess
hair unkempt et al
tried to get outta bed
failed miserably since i had survived on small oat biscuits
for the past two days
oat biscuits
oh well
my mental capacities have been reduced
to that of a primates
my physical strength is...
well, lets just say jacob should floor me with no difficulty whatsoever
the worst is over
hoping ill recover by sat

amen

Sunday, August 10, 2003

after days of constant
chanting
the haka has been memorised
so dont be surprised
if you see me walking around
muttering strange things
under my breath

well today was kinda cool
had a combined huge Fl session
chilled out at hiews place for a bit
b4 goin to the meeting
following which we had lunch
at bedok corner
and i went home soon after
sigh
dreary isnt it
slept all the way till 6
got up to do a bit of passing
and sprinting drills
sigh
boring day
darn tuition tomorrow
sigh
so much work
work work work

oh yes
its ironic
how the position i can play best
is a prop
yet how i prefer opp sides
in debate
a sign of things to come?
i hope not

Whakawhiti te ra

Thursday, August 07, 2003

somebody save me
i've got a severe
identity crisis
am i a blooming rugger
OR NOT??
gosh
today
i went out to the field
and kicked my heart out
and i did some pseudo
runs
must have been quite weird
for the passers by
seeing a boy
in his white/blue sch u
running around a field
chasing a ball
that he kicked

oh well
onto the dreary updates
of my dreary life
last debate-fine
sigh
my content disappeared
my strategy was ONLY fine
and worst and most surprisingly
my stlye went kaput
the stlye i depended on so heavily
vanished
gosh
i dont care bout speaking
in calm tones anymore
im just not the type
im a violent type
so there

out centre

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

ah well
tomorrows the day
training again
sheesh
im feeling nervous
stupid econ motion tomorrow
gah
oh well
what can i say?

"Ringa pakia
Uma tiraha
Turi whatia
Hope whai ake
Waewae takahia kia kino"

Ka mate! Ka mate! Ka ora! Ka ora!
Ka mate! Ka mate! Ka ora! Ka ora!
Tenei te tangata puhuru huru
Nana nei i tiki mai
Whakawhiti te ra
A upa ... ne! ka upa ... ne!
A upane kaupane whiti te ra!

if you dont already know
its rugby fever for me
all over again

ka ora

Saturday, August 02, 2003

its been a week
and what a week
the debate training i was so
looking forward to
finally came
and well
i screwed up
gah
poor rebuttals
and sad case
oh well
i was sorta redeemed
on friday
we were all permsing at each other
before the interclasses
sorry guys
guess i was a bit maxed out!
but hey
it went well
rocked actually
we took down 1.5
john did well
sadly
his teamates....
left much to be desired
his third
read from debatabse
(www.debatabase.org)
while his first
had a oneliner rebuttal
but above all
the grace of God
really pulled the team through
i cant say our substantives were strong
nigel's was fine
while mine was crap
but we pulled through
thanx nigel
good speed!
thanx paul
for cleaning the house
with your rebuttals!

but enough of debate
(not that i can ever get enough of it)
tomorrow im playin again
whew
hope my chords are alright
i'll have to rely on
the others
to change the chords for me
ahh, must learn my scales again!

nonchalant