Monday, July 28, 2003

whee hah!
boy oh boy
i was spared from two deaths today
one from chinese
an another from english!
well.
going to get to work soon
for once!

rising highhh

posted by S @ Monday, July 28, 2003 0 comments

Sunday, July 27, 2003

what the heck
i look back at my last few entries
and i realise they're all written
out of
SELF PITY
what the heck
i cant believe i let myself get drawn
into something i so hate
freaking
SELF PITY
damn
apologies for the strong language
all you under 12 ppl
anyways
damn the homework
damn whatever i have outstanding
live for the moment i say!

im feeling better already!

posted by S @ Sunday, July 27, 2003 0 comments

i need a bar

posted by S @ Sunday, July 27, 2003 0 comments

im lost

the old man
was drving his motorcycle
his motorcycle
was stuffed
with
a smogasaboard
of colourful flowers
then
something dropped off
the old man's
motorcycle
the old man stopped
and the old man looked worried

got to start re-examining
what sort of life i want to lead
in acs
the rebellious lazy punk?
the obedient submissive kid?
the overzealous cca madman?
a long time ago
i was the second
then i was the third
sad to say
im now the first
ive got no drive
no passion
(make that COMpassion)
just doing things
for the sake of it

coming in on a wing and a prayer

posted by S @ Sunday, July 27, 2003 0 comments

Saturday, July 26, 2003

its a dark day for
acsi sports
we lost in almost all the competitions
darkest moment
complacency?
i doubt it
a lack of drive?
definitely not
whatever the reason
our sportsmen
tried their best
and kudos to them

but ho!
a bright light shines through!
ACSI debate
defeated arch-nemesis
RI in the
HCJC Debate Invitationals
'an absolute massacre"
to quote one of the seniors
true enough
it was a unanimous decision
and the team won the shield
things sure are looking up!

waiting for monday

posted by S @ Saturday, July 26, 2003 0 comments

Thursday, July 24, 2003

by the way
i just realised
the word
'whatever'
is a concession
its like waving a white flag
to an issue being talked about
cos u cant say nothing
intelligent
so outta desperation
you just say 'whatever'
until u come up with
a wittier retort
so there 'wadever'ers

posted by S @ Thursday, July 24, 2003 0 comments

i find myself
caught
in a neverending
cycle
of melancholy
and lethargy
nowadays
even debate doesnt
always drag me out
of this vicious cycle
and that isnt
good
i've noticed some strange
inexplicable behaviour settling in
some weird stupor
i find myself constantly engaging in
my mind is dulled
my health degenerates
sometimes
i dont feel like doing anything
except
doing nothing
and i hate it
i hate coming home early
i hate having no homework
i hate just playing the computer
for the sake of it
i hate having no obligations
i hate having no expectations
i hate having no aim
no purpose
nothing to do

next week
HCJC invitationals will be over
the first round where i'll be speaking
for the interclass debates
will be held
as well as a supposed twice a week training
hopefully
that will snap me out of my melancholic
lethargy
cos if that doesnt
i dont know what will


trapped!


posted by S @ Thursday, July 24, 2003 0 comments

well
im at home now
yes
at 1.20pm
yes
im sick
and what a day to be sick indeed
not only have i missed
the only test i've studied for this term
(thanks lucas, muchos gratias)
i've also missed my chinese oral
(then again
thats not something bad....)
anyway
interclass debates round two
motions
will be out tomorrow
i'm really off form currently
but no matter
i shall practise

et tu sean?

posted by S @ Thursday, July 24, 2003 0 comments

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

sigh
another ac defeat
no matter
our track guys put up
a brave fight
they did their best
and thats all that matters
i suppose
we were so stuffed
with victories
1st semester
we really took them nonchalantly
but actually being there
its totally different
you feel like you're
participating
but thats whats its all about
hearts, hopes, aims
are one
yeah
well
looking forward to our
next rugby match
for a morale booster!

TBIYTB

posted by S @ Wednesday, July 16, 2003 0 comments

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

today was the annual swim finals
my voice is nonexistent now
thanks to
untrained
unconstrained
cheering
still
it was better
to put my voice
to an honourable
fun
and enriching
purpose
than to scream at my class
to no avail
i bribed my classmates to cheer louder
also to no avail
i have no idea how some of them
can be so nonchalant
(to the 2 sitting next to me today-
I THRASHED YOU!!)
anyhow
results are as follows
C guys-ACSI!!
B guys-ri...
A Guys-ACJC!
wellll
win some
lose some
adriel and josh
were counting golds
in the back
by our estimates
we're pretty well on our
way to the
12 NATIONAL GOLDS
!

A*C*S

posted by S @ Tuesday, July 15, 2003 0 comments

Monday, July 14, 2003

its official
im a wild card
sigh
i used to be so...
stable
always would finish my work
complete my assignments
with religious fervour
now....
i sure cant say the same
late for my assignments
behind in my work
behind in class
forgetting the most menial tasks
i've become a veritable
wild card

oh yes
sorry guys
for dragging you down today
for no reason
i never thought
our gallant opponents
would be THAT
slack
apologies once more

other than that
lets just make it
one for my baby
and one more for the road

road

posted by S @ Monday, July 14, 2003 0 comments

its quarter to three
theres no one in the place
cept you and me
so set em up joe
ive got a little story
i think you should know
we're drinking my friend
to the end
of a brief episode
make it one for my baby
one more for the road
i got the routine
put another nickel
in the machine
feeling so bad
wont you make the music
easy and sad
i could tell you alot
but its not
in a gentleman's code
just make it one for my baby
and one more for the road
you'll never know it
but buddy im a kinda poet
and i got alot of things i'd like to say
when im gloomy
wont you listen to me
till its talked away
well
thats how it goes
joe i know you're
getting
anxious to close
thanks for the cheer
hope you didnt mind my bending your ear
but this torch that i've found
its gotta be drowned
or it soon might explode
make it one for my baby
one more for the road

drunk


posted by S @ Monday, July 14, 2003 0 comments

Saturday, July 12, 2003

im listening to italian opera now
how fitting
anyway
things are kinda looking up
the whole hoo-ha has boiled down
(thanks for agreeing with me
you-know-who ;)
and we'll probably be sparring
on monday
as preparation for the inter class
other than that
i have found some sort of
theme
for the founders day speech
i had a hoard of inspiration last night
unfortunately, it was cut off
i only squeezed out 1min worth
before
'queen'
forced me to bed
now
i sit in front of my screen
just waiting
waiting
for the muse

dum di dum

posted by S @ Saturday, July 12, 2003 0 comments

Friday, July 11, 2003

had a bit of a row today
sorry i broke my promise guys
sorry
but i still think you're wrong
its unchristian like
and its even illogical
but nevermind
since you've all decided
i'll go along
but always reluctant

well
onto brighter matters
we've been assigned our motions
we're up against hendra, wen chun and the other 1.4ians
(for the interclass debates)
our motion-
THBT we should ban smoking
..........
nuff said
done that a hundred times
will be inexcusable to lose
then again i wont even..
**********
sigh
goin nowhere with my founders day speech either
sad

posted by S @ Friday, July 11, 2003 0 comments

Sunday, July 06, 2003

that rocked
i must concur with
all my fellow
FLers
the worship
on both days
was crazy
gosh
it was good to let go
just forget about everything else
and just praise
and sing
and dance
it was great
maritess
and the other musketeers
went just wild
especially when
maritess/emperor/sith lord/superman/clark kent/agent smith/j.hiew
got nominated Mr.Beach
that was truly a stroke of luck

oh well
back to school
it didnt rock
neither did it suck
so i cant say much
just another boring week

with the exception of all the partying of course

wild

posted by S @ Sunday, July 06, 2003 0 comments