LOVE LIFE

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

PHew! a rEalLi bUsi & tiring day! did a whole day of math stuff! "brain really tired!"

hAd Phy pRac today, and i think i did quite ok! should be no problem!

Ani way, yesterday was really a wierd day and i was kind of shocked by everythin! firstly, it was my examz, followed by meetin garrett, joanne, ivan and a group of guys when i went to study at suntec! And the most amazin thing was that Garrett, suddenly wanted to treat me to dinner! I nearly fainted for that moment! haha....am still quite shocked now.....cause its really quite wierd! But thankz aniwayz....garrett! heehee....

THE MOST AMAZING THINGS JUZ HAPPEN AT TIMES WHEN YOU DON EXPECT IT...haha

I think i have really fallen in love with this song...haha....so "sua gu" right? now then like....but seriously, i didnt know the title until yesterday when i heard it on radio. Think i like the chorus the best...haha..."as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together!" Yeah! Its really amazing to see how much all of us have grown! From boys that use to play catchin, digimon, wrestle each other. girls that pinch and scatch till we boys bleed and games that we use to play like the chair game to all the crappy arcade machinez. We have all grown to one that is mature and living victorious lives! Isnt it amazin! heeheez....Can't wait to see how each one of us would be like in the future though...heehee...."with our wives esp"...haha.....

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Monday, June 28, 2004

This is the lyrics..... really coolz!

Graduation (Friends Forever) Lyrics
by Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

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OH YAH! All my rEaLli cOolz fRiendS tHat i hAvE oUt tHeRe! yOu gOt to hEre tHis wHoLe sOng oK? cHanGed iT jUz fOr yOu. tHaNksz fOr lEaVin' A fOotPrint on the beach of my life, cause it is definately one that would never ever be washed away! friendz forever!

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WOW! CHEM = DIE! seems like the chemistry that i use to have with girls didnt get me through this paper...jokeszz....haha....Think i might not do well, was kind-of dissapointed BUT am really determined to do well in the rest of my papers!

"DO WELL, I MUST...",says YODA.

"Though my skin and hand might frop(drop) off today, i muz stand up again with the other 3 other lepers and continue walking", says leper dom dom! heeheez.....

Am really glad i went for a haircut! My hair is really thin but long now! Looks realli coolz...haha...let me think'''juz like lee ming shun...haha(proud)

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

Really amazed by myself! Hahaz! Slept for onli 2 hours yesterday night and on the next mornin', went for a practice at which later, i played on the Keyboard for svc! However, am really quite happy as i felt i went into another level of playin' and breakthrough. As i have finally experienced something called "pulling all that you have from the inside of you and playin' on your instrument!" Was really tired but am glad that i gave all i had and played the keyboard out of muai spirit! heeheez....

Went for church service later! And was really touched by what Pst had to say about us in this walk of Faith that we are all going through! Heh, heh, heh! We are all bumblebeeszz! To the world it might seem really impossible to have such an exhuberant, enthusiastic and happenin' bunch of youths that are willin to give God thier best years of thier lives, but we did it! We are just like the bumblebee which seems impossible to make its flight, however, still defying all sciences and theory, making the impossible possible!

Think the story about the 4 Lep. really hit my heart. As God always tells us to walk forward towards the enemy's base, just like how King David ran towards Goliath without ani fear! Think for myself, the walk of Faith is not always that smooth and i will always tend to fall. But am really glad that i have a bunch of people that are walkin' this race with me, carryin me up when i fall and supportin each other all the time! Guesz the bunch of JC guyz(Boriz, KS, Peck, Val, Jia Xin, Joyce, Alvyn, YH) , people such as lyn, garrett, charles, joanne, esm, MY PSTS and many more of my friends whom i have not mentioned(sorrI), a bIg THank U!

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

"bleah!" woke up at 1 pm today after receiving a callz from my band secretary about going down for an "inteview". Sounds profound but as i reached the place, it was realli funnie! haha....the committee were all sitting around on a table, lying in a "promiscuous" position(haha...hopz they don see this), lookin' towards my direction. But the atmosphere was reaali scaarri. These nice and friendly people suddenly turned into serious scary beingz...haha....was kind of "scared!"

However, i think my answers were kind of bad....haha! Am suppose to ans politically correct answers but i went really mad and answered horribly. One of the questions that they asked were, "Out of 10, how much do you think willbe your commitment in Band?" and i answered 6! haha...dIe liaoZ laHz!!! gOnEz cAsE!

Seriously, i think it would be good also lahz. As i think i wont be able to handle so much stuff...yeah...IT WOULD BE REALLY DIFFICULT! aLrEady hAve so much commitment! Am kind of happy also with the decision i made!

YAY! After that was my SWIZZ TRIP briefing! was really funny! as in the "things to bring" list, they included stuff like portable iron and kettle! I nearly fainted! WHO WOULD BRING A KETTLE ALONG TO EUROPE FOR TRIP???!!! hahaz...but aniwae, think i am realli going to enjoy myself there and relax after the soul sucking termz exmas...

2 MORE DAYZ TO DOOM DAY!

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HAHA....forgot something!!!! HAHAHAHA! I WILL BE GOING TO SWIZZ FOR 12 DAYS AND YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO MIZZ ME! YEPZ! hahaz.."being realy proud"....how can you guys ever survive for 12 days without my voice??!! heeheez

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Phew! Was a really tiring but fun day!

Went for Worship practice in the morning. This was really a -(minus) event of my day! SO SAD!!!! We didnt really figure out much and the practice sounded really horrible...haha....but nvm, heehee, i am sure we can play it right on the day itself!

After that was the major event of today! It was the band auditionz...haha.....Its really amamzing to see how the 3 bands have improved and how far they have went! Still remember the first time when i went for Breath's prac and Leonard really sounded horribly disguisting and iits really amazing to see how much he has improved!(haha, nearly went into argument with him about his playing once, so crapz!) Also, its really great to see how much lynette has improved in her worship leading! There's this confidence in her and she really leads the team now! Great! +Feelin' really happy cause i think its just these things in life(to see something/someone you helped breakthrough!) that makes your day! Its just these things that make up your fabulous imaginary book of encouragement! And when you look back at it, you just give a little smile to it and tell yourself to move on in life for "I HAVE A GREAT LIFE AHEAD!", at times of difficulties.

Am really encouraged to carry on studying! haha....think i can last another night tonight! heeheez...am also really excited about my swizz trip as its just 10 more DAYS!!!! hahaha...am really going love it. (all the chocolakies and etc...)

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

TOTAL HOURS STUDIED IN PAST 3 DAYS : 27
DAYS TO END OF EXAM : 10
FRieNDS tHAT I CANT WAIT TO HANG OUT WITH AFTER MY EXMAS :
1) SB 7s
2) Henderson Industrial mates
3) Band mates
4) Big group of Yishun friends that i have
5) JJ friendz
6) Current class mates
7) Sec 4 class mates

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I have finally understood why people always say that JC life is really "horrandously" busy. HAve never really studied this much before in my life! However, its really great to have a great group of friends that are in this terribly tiring part of my life, running this race with me. Kind of enjoy this suffering of together thing...hahahaha....

However, i am really excited for the exams to be over. Cant wait for the things that are going to happen in the days ahead. There's just so much that we are going to do(at least for me...heehee....life's really exciting!) Swiz trip, growth in church, the few new musical instruments that i want to take up(as i just found out that learning the KB is essential but its going to set a limit in you being able to play and contribute in a band)....really excited! There's just so much to do! Its never ending.

Of course, in this tiring part of my life, there's one person that have always supported me and got me through all the difficulties and that is God! heeheez....think i will just die without him....yeah....He has just given me all the energy and strength to run this race and made it really an enjoyable journey.....

tired but not giving up! hahaz...

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