hiatus

hello to whoever that still reads this blog!

haha. even i am amazed at how long this hiatus has been. actually, i'm not that emo that i gave up writing. i'm really lazy and twitter has taken over my life.

but because i just had a cup of coffee at 12am and has been energetic since, i decided to update my few friends who still check on this space :)

the incident has happened for more than 2 months and gradually things have returned to normal but it still requires major adjustments to our lives. my sister rented out part of her apartment, my room underwent a makeover (to make room for 2 beds + baby cot for ethan)..

my sis is still adjusting her life.. not easy but everyone is definitely trying. however, it gets frustrating sometimes when my sis doesn't listen to the advices from pple closest to her but rather she heeds advices from friends :( we're still trying our best but we cannot expect everything to turn out the way we want. that's life isn't it?

on the topic abt life, i gained a whole new perspective earlier when i was watching the latest episode of desperate housewives. the story is about people who are undergoing kidney dialysis treatment and basically waiting for a transplant. in many occasions, one would rejoice if a suitable donor is found because it is the end of their misery. however, is it really the case?

one of the patient actually commented: "how can i be positive about living? i am waiting for death, not mine but someone else. only when they die, then i can have a chance to live. so is it really worth celebrating when i get a transplant?"

i agreed with what he said and it is not something that i've thought of before. i think it is so true (although a bit pessimistic). it is so cruel to think it this way but that shows how wise the man is. totally blew my mind away.

okay end of emo stuff. time to talk about myself.

school has started for 2 weeks and currently i am busy with the thesis topic. basically i need to set a topic so that the faculty can allocate a supervisor for me. i really do not wish to be stuck with some lousy lecturer (to be honest, my faculty has so many lousy lecturers and only less than 5 acceptable ones) for a year and therefore i "restricted" my topics to be the research interest of the "better lecturers". i just hope that i get who i want! hahaha! *fingers crossed*

recently i also started tutoring again, for xx's ex-students. it is good money and something i am looking for but i have to read up since i didnt touch math since 2006! damn scary i know. when my student ask me about matrix today my mind went blank! haha! but i'm glad the steps came floating back slowly.. hahaha.

for now, i'm happy that with the income i have. i can pay off my insurance (yes i have finally gotten 1 because i realised the importance), in addition i am 1 step closer to grad trip! (at least not all my savings will be gone) *double happiness*

nothing exciting in my life right now. no bf and also no potential ones. please leave a message here or sms me if you find any suitable candidate for me. HAHA sounds so despo only.

i'll end my updates here. as u can probably guess my life is very mundane and it will only continue for the next 1 year (at least) with thesis overtaking my life. HAHA.

till the next time i cannot sleep :)

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