since the start of my mid term "break", i have been diligently
(i) catching up my lectures (especially those i didn't attend, like econs! haha!)
(ii) catching up my sleep. i am severely sleep-deprived
(iii) catching up with my friends - both my secondary school and jc friends (ok the one for jc is pathetic)
(iv) catching up with gossips (wahahahaha. self-explanatory)
i cannot express how much i needed all the above. february has been a terrible month and i am not enjoying at all. i was busy with fund-raising, something which i didnt expect myself to be so involved. the only thing that i am thankful for is hitting the target. i certainly did not enjoy the process at all (and i have to fake in my emails that "i enjoyed working with all of you!" damn, so plastic. please call me plastic toh when you see me next time haha)
i have lost count the number of times i scolded people and questioning myself WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO STUPID!!!! (i know this is damn evil and personally i hate the word 'stupid' BUT I REALLY CANNOT HELP IT!)
please look at how cui i looked when i was at raffles place selling flowers. i was so tired that i wore the ugliest pair of slippers out and walked all the way to the bus stop before i realised my mistake.
oh well, no point complaining and listing everything again. my closest friends who i met up with recently and also my sisters have the story (though not complete, but they are good enough). i know gossiping and bitching are bad hobbies, but there are times you really need to vent all your unhappiness.
if i never bitch and complain, i am probably dead by now :) (excuses you must be thinking haha!)
ps: content from this sentence onwards will be strictly feminist. please do not be offended if you are a guy. girls have their bad days. HAHAHA
recently, i bought many managzines, cuz the cover is jennifer aniston.
8 days is more-or-less about marley and me and also he's just not that into you. her latest back to back productions. and also her 40th birthday! (omg i have forgotten her birthday how could i as a super fan?) not forgetting, THE MAN in her life right now who i totally think he is an ass (john mayer).
if you didnt know, john mayer blogged about his break-up with jen. SO CHILDISH. but now, they are back together. (HAI)
women's weekly. well, my sister is shock i bought it cuz the magazine is all about having the perfect sex (and related) HAHAHAHAA (target readers: married women). it is about how she keep herself so fit and looking so fabulous at 40.
i also bought this US imported magazine from borders (Star) when i was hanging out with simon and kuku while waiting for zehou last sunday. it cost me $8.40 but i did not regret at all.
the article about jen is so sad. the headline reads "The Jen-Brad Tapes! - Brad's lies and broken promises, Jen's fatal attraction, Why she still calls him 'my husband'"
it is just, so so sad.
she is still keeping her recorded conversations with him and her wardrobe still has his belongings. basically everything related to him, she still has it. friends have been telling her that she is obsessed and asking her to stop. in fact, i believe some referred her as 'psychotic'.
BUT CAN YOU REALLY STOP LOVING SOMEONE WHO YOU HAVE ALWAYS LOVE FOR SO LONG?
brad pitt assured his (ex) wife that nothing is going on with his co-star (angelina jolie) during the filming of mr and mrs smith. jen stood by his man even though the paparazzi and rumours were going around like crazy.
angelina jolie also assured jen that nothing is going on.
recently, angelina jolie and brad pitt expressed in an interview,
"it is love at first sight"
and jen's response (to that interview by them) was "it is just uncool"
yesterday, i watched 'britney-for the record' on channel 5. it is a 1 hour documentary about her 'come back and latest album' after her messed-up life for almost 3 years.
quoted from wikipedia
Spears talked about her feelings toward the conservationship her father contains and how she feels about her life, and quotes "There's no excitement, there's no passion...I have really good days, and then I have bad days. Even when you go to jail, you know there's the time when you're gonna get out. But in this situation, it's never ending. It's just like Groundhog Day every day." Spears added "I think it's too in control, If I wasn't under the restraints I'm under, I'd feel so liberated. When I tell them the way I feel, it's like they hear but they're really not listening. I never wanted to become one of those prisoner people. I always wanted to feel free."
source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Britney:_For_the_Record
i was so sad when she said all those things. again, people are treating her as 'some psycho' and 'unstable' woman who 'ought' to stay in a mental institution.
i really think, it is not entirely her fault. i really think the jinx of her life is kevin federline (she didnt call him kevin in the documentary, she called him "the father of my babies")
seriously, what is wrong with guys? why they love to mess up the lives of so many women?
i only gave 2 examples, and i still have 1 string of examples (some of which are too sensitive to share).
guys, i know you are dying to rebutt all my points above. but as a woman, i'm sure the hurt a guy can exert on a girl is 1000000x greater.
at least, we are apologetic most of the time. and we don't switch our targets almost immediately.
*angry and injustice*
*cool down for a while*
umm, okay. this post by karen cheng (one of my favourite blogger) changed my negative thoughts for a while. but fairy tales like that do not happen to everyone :(
WE NEED SOME BETTER GUYS OUT THERE! BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, LET US MEET THEM! (i know the cheapos, esp eliza, will agree with me totally)
hahahahaha!! nah, i don't need a boyfriend, for now at least since my sense of feminism is so strong :)
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