i'm emo-ing after a long long time

its been long since i sit down quietly and think of everything that happened to me for the past few months, the past year

2008 just zoom pass in a blink

things i've missed
things i've lost

things i've gained
things i'm glad i have

all of a sudden, i am missing someone.
someone who i never really pay alot of attention for the past year.

we only start missing things after we've lost them

/added

more things to get depressed about

i am at the bottom 25% for my stats test. why so lousy? my marks isnt that bad but apparantly the test is too easy... :(

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i want to complain

(although i tell myself not to complain anything about school here cuz it's boring)

BUT I CANNOT TAHAN LIAO!

i don't like doing my geography project!

I WANT TO GET IT OVER ASAP!

initially i wanted to type everything i'm pissed about

but thinking back,

why should i waste my time?

arghhhh. pui.

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these 2 days, i have been doing nothing but to beautify my ipod. HAHAHA. no lah, i am doing my assignment also although the progress is pathetic. :D

i have been ripping my old CDs (i bought many many CDs in primary school!) into my ipod. so now, my ipod is full of oldies. to my amazement, i can still remember the lyrics of some of my favourite tracks.

only love - trademark (where are them now huh?)

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do (That's something only love can do)

when you say nothing at all - ronan keating
in my place - coldplay
addicted - simple plan (the stupid song that goes "i'm A DICK, i'm A DICK-TED to you!")

and alot of backstreet boys/westlife/blue ones. LOL

please don't look down/laugh at me okay. HAHAHA. i'm sure your songlist has a couple of the above mentioned but you refuse to admit only.

anyway i have successfully ripped avril lavigne's concert dvd into my ipod! i cannot describe how elated i am cuz i figured out the whole thing myself! i even managed to rip the individual song out! woohoo!! when you're gone is especially nice, and it is the best if you sing along LOUDLY.

i'm singing ladies' choice by zac effron now. he is just so cute in hairspray lah.

OKAY TIME TO CONTINUE MY REPORT. I MUST FINISH BY TODAY!

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BROKE!

i just spent 700++

my initial target purchase was my contact lens. i am so irritated by my current batch of B&L. and since i have some vouchers from the blood donation, i decided to utilise fully. spent $290 for 14 pairs due to stupid astig. haiii... hopefully the new batch wont cause too much discomfort!

and i tried my luck at this IT shop about ipod touch. well, they are selling already! apple has not release it yet (but i think the official launch in singapore will be over the weekend) so i was over the mood. bought a pouch too and after some bargain session, i managed to get everything at $410.

there, $700 already.

while waiting for the person to collect the ipod from another store, i walked into MJ multimedia and saw avril lavigne's concert dvd. HOW CAN I NOT BUY RIGHT. another 25 bucks gone.

then i bought 10 curry puffs.

time to survive on water and bread for the next few weeks. please sponser my meal if you want. hahahaha!

anyway i signed up for photography course conducted by canon! i think i will join photographic society if it is fun! :D

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jiejie's wedding!

okay, although it was only the dinner. i still went to school and had 1 tutorial. supposed to have stats lecture in the morning but i was tooooooo tired to get off bed.

my sis and i started make-up at our house at 3pm. the make-up artist is an ex-mediacorp celafare. hahaha. forget her significant role but she is not bad.. told her i am going to wear something 'playful' cuz my dress is really short so she chose green and purple eye shadow for me. lol.

my dad, who claimed that he has a shorter way to shenton way, lead the way (we were driving 2 cars in case we need to send other guests home) but in the end my dad took a big circle + 2 ERP gantries. total damage was $4.30 per car = $8.60.

we barely made it in time cuz the solemnisation started shortly.

okay okay. before i zoom into the details of the dinner, let me show you the surroundings.. (actually, i never look around cuz i was busy with this and that)

the cupcakes were so pretty that no one dared to touch it (everyone thought they were fake) until my dad ate it. lol

then i proceed to my duty... being a zuo bo recep. why zuo bo? i am in charge of my relative's seating arrangement.. but as usual, no one followed where they are supposed to sit so my role there is almost non-existent haha!

see how clean my table plan ismy constipated expression that evening. alot of simiar shots hahaha

the 'red' table. deco is not bad but i never take any shots of the food cuz the presentation is not good, as compared to meritus mandarin's

this was the 2nd march in. my sis's wedding gown is so cute right?

look at the amount of poppers!

and look at the end products on them haha

they hired a band for entertainment. not bad!

after changing to the short dress, they went around taking pictures table to table for my bro in law's guests. then my sister went to change to the 3rd gown and it took her 30 mins... cuz she wore it the wrong way and had to change! hahaha!

the super red dress
the longest and loudest yam seng session i've ever had

after the yam seng, the parents were asked to stay behind... and my sis n bro in law presented their parents with OLYMPIC MEDALS for being 'best dad' and 'best mum'! so cute lah!

and my sister presented an individual award to the person she respected the most - my round papa!

hehehe. so cute right!

anyway, after the yam seng it was another round of photo taking. i will not upload the pics cuz there are too many........... there were 50 tables! meaning 500 guests! shag. SHAG.

glad that both the weddings are over. what's next? TESTS/ASSIGNMENTS/DEADLINES/EXAMINATIONS for me. :(

but i'm going hk/macau in jan! so, not too bad lah!

will update tml about our mooncake party. but it will depend whether kim will be efficient in sending me the photos since i'm lending rach my camera to taiwan. hohoho.

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blood donation today!

well, the whole waiting took more than 1.5 hour and my blood transfusion took 5 minutes, lol. even i was shock by how damn fast my blood flow this time round.

and before we reach MPSH, we saw elvin ng outside and kim got very excited. lol. she said she is shy to take a photo with elvin so she want me to ask him instead, so i did lor. but who knows my phone's camera is a pathetic 1.3 megapix and kim's phone doesnt even have a cam. lol. the end product is quite cui.

**kaiwei is jealous i stood so close to elvin, LOL!**

anyway kim had successfully failed to donate blood again, for the third time. the nurse cannot find her vein on both arms and she gave up. lol. but we still managed to take some pics before she get chased out of her arm chair :D

thats my contribution. heh heh.

anyway, i will only update abt my sis's wedding maybe next week? this week has been a crazy week and i am really very very tired... physically tired not mentally. i am still a crazy girl. in fact, i just came back from my sis's hse cuz my bro in law bought WII! hohohoho.

i slept 20 mins during my geog and visualisation lecture this week. if you know me well enough, i will not doze off anywhere unless i am dead tired. and this week has not ended, tml morning i am accompanying my dad for cataract operation with my sister and we need to reach mount a at 6.30am! there goes my sat, was hoping to do some revision but i can foresee myself sleeping like a dead log when i reach home later. i am lagging so behind...................... aiyoh. buck up buck up!!

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i'm so happie!

cuz i've waited so long to get my ipod touch!

and i waited cuz of the rumours that there will be new generation and i predict that price will fall..

but not so drastically!

now the old generation cost $348 (original $498!)

and the new is $388!

woohoo!! HEHEHEHEHE

maybe i shld get it like, now! :D

oh ya, i FINALLY received my uol exam results. as expected, i failed PBF. and i was absent for POA.

but i passed econs quite well leh! 52!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

pls i did better for econs than stats! stats i only got 40! JUST PASSED!

muahahaha.. anyway i will probably blog later abt my sis's wedding yest night. heh heh!

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avril's concert rocks!

well, it only started at 9.15pm when it is supposed to start at 8pm. there was some random band playing NON-STOP and the crowd BOOED them (ok maybe not only them but the entire production) for not starting.

that was the random band. feel sorry for them cuz most of us was not listening hahaha!

before avril came out, we camwhore as usual. but it reaches a point of satuation that we are BORED of taking pics. so u can imagine how long we waited.

personally i like this pic very much even though i'm not in it haha!

kaiwei's interpretation of avril lavigne. hahahaa!

the stadium looks full but it is not! we were supposed to sit on the balcony but were given free upgrade to the $148 seats!

my sk8ter outfit. HAHAHAHA!

the enthu people!

A for AVRIL!

we were trying to make "AL - Avril Lavigne" hahahaha!

kim and me painted our nails black for gothic look! although i put mascara but u wont notice it lah. wanted to put eye liner but dunno how. lol.

well, once it started, IT WAS A BLAST!

she started with girlfriend and did some cute dancing. although there are a couple songs i am not sure, i just keep jumping around with the many lightsticks i have.


personally i enjoy girlfriend, i'm with you, complicated, the best damn thing, when you're gone, he wasn't, don't tell me, my happy ending, innocence, sk8ter boi and losing grip! i was screaming lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

but the most high songs have to be complicated (cuz almost everyone knows the lyrics), the best damn thing (give me an A! give me a V! give me a R! give me an I! give me a L! HOW WHATS THAT!), i'm with you, when you're gone and sk8ter boi!

the 2 most high pple in the grp must be tina and me. lol. i even wore my dad's tie (which is meant for my sister's wedding tml night) to the concert.

never take alot of pics of avril cuz the concert is only 1 hour long and i had to max my satisfaction! hahahaha!

I LOVE AVRIL! i'm going to get her live toronto dvd! YEAH MANS!!!!!

i might sound crazy x100000 now, but i am really very happy to be able to go for avril's concert. jio-ed some friends to go when i know about the concert but the response wasn't very good and i am really very sad. a few days before the concert, i almost slipped into depression cuz i cannot describe how much i want to be there. and as you know, it is super rare for an ang-moh singer to hold a concert in singapore.

I AM REALLY REALLY VERY HAPPY TO BE THERE! but luckily, i don have to pay cuz the concert is only an hour. but i want to announce that i enjoyed this concert SO MUCH BETTER than jay chou's!

i want to make a confession!

I LOVE YOU AVRIL! i hope you will continue your damn song writing even after you have kids or what! hahahahaha! DON'T STOP! (sound like a crazy teenage fan)

anyway before i left home for the concert, my sister showed me something damn lame.

A GIGANTIC STALK OF CAI XIN!

it can even shelter you from the rain, hahaha!

okay thats all folks! will update tml abt my sis's wedding dinner. enjoy your day ahead!

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THE BEST DAMN THING happened to me yesterday (5th sept)

cuz

i got free tickets to THE BEST DAMN TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*screams & singing the best damn thing*

but THE WORST DAMN THING happened to me today (6th sept)

i was involved in a traffic accident.

well my sisters and i went orchard shopping for my another sister's wedding dinner (which is on tuesday, btw) and we were on our way to airport cuz my sister is supposed to pass her friend, who is leaving for japan, an electronic dictionary.

it was drizzling and we were on PIE. we were on the outer lane (usually for cars travelling the fastest) and we were going about 80km.. then suddenly the cars infront of us brake very steeply... and so did my sister. it's funny cuz at the back of my mind when my sister was braking, i had this thought that 'something bad is going to happen' and the next moment 'BANG'!

i remembered i was eating my fries and after the 'bang', i can still calmly tied a knot to my mcdonald's plastic bag before leaving the car, to prevent my fries from turning cold. LOL

there were 4 other cars behind us who couldnt brake in time... so the collision at the back was quite bad. there is this 3rd car with many kids and i even saw the front passenger seat had 1 adult and 1 child. apparantly, the 3rd, 4th and 5th car were too near each other and there was no safety distance. moreover it was raining.... you lump everything together, you can imagine the impact.

our car was the first car and we got a small kiss on our bumper, but then i think something inside the back of the car (i dunno what is it lah haaha) has fallen out and it was left dangling.. and it was slightly stucked on our car tyre. so there is this irritating sound when we were driving... a little bit scary initially but once we found out what happened, we were much more relieved *i thought there is going to be explosion lol CHOY of cuz*

shortly after the accident, everyone got out of the car and started exchanging particulars.. taking photo.. then there is this yellow car which stopped infront of us. well, he got down and tried to 'help out' but it turns out that he is just trying to refer us to his company... he is a car mechanic la. so disgusted by it! trying to reap on someone else misfortune..

luckily no one was injured in the accident.

i am not sure if you remember that i witnessed an accident at pasir ris this april. my sister and bro in law "encouraged" me to drive home at 1am (assuming there isn't much traffic so it is safe) and the accident happened shortly after. and today, my sister asked me to drive again. imagine i drive lah. wahlao. i wonder can i react lor!

*bad experiences*

barely 6 months after i got my license i witnessed 1 accident (which is quite bad) and was involved in 1. in the 19 years of my life (before getting my license) i was only involved in 1 accident. aiyoh!!!! i'm getting scared liao.

you know, i wanted to drive to stadium tml initially (although i still dunno how to park. but i HAD THAT THOUGHT). but now, i cant even have that thought cuz the car is going to be sent for servicing. lol.

i'm still a little shaken by what has happened. i need calming tea. haha!

anyway, i am abit -_-" by the amount of projects and presentations due. the best thing is, i'm supposed to be good in projects since i'm in projects and facilities management. but i have to say, i'm very happy to be busy!

and a small note to my friend,

i'm not the best person to offer you any suggestions or solutions. i may not be your closest friend, but i just want you to know i'll be here as long as you need me! :)

/conversation with tina (it is extremely lame, skip it if you want. but perhaps none of us will dress like avril tml, cuz we are already 20. hahaha!)

**tina
**me

YO IM SO EXCITED ABT LATERRR
HAHHA
what are u gg to wear!

hahaha
i haven think abt it yet leh

haha

but did kim tell u abt gothic theme

avril style lol

she say wear eye liner
n paint black nail polish

ahhaa!
i dunno hw to draw leh
tmr i try drawingLOL

lol
later we look like panda

lemme go check out osme avril photos

serious not

see her style abit
LOL

need to rebond hair lor
n put pink highlight
hahaha

HAHHA
MY HAIR IS REBONDED
lol

then u are quite near

ok half fulfilled
lol

but her hair is blond
so u need to rebond n be blond

tmr buy hair spray
HAHAHAHHAA
kuazhang
i tink dey'll kick us out of the stadium
tmr must wear tie
HAHAHAHAH

wahlao my tie cui leh
i only have my dad's
then wear black tee
n black skinny
(although i don have black skinny)

i dun haf black skinnies!!
HAHAHA
FEEL LYK BUYING
HAHAHA
metallic belt lol

KUAZHANG
metallic belt.. ummm

my sis got dis punkish top HAHAHA ACTUALLY NOT REALLY
its like dis purple tee
wif alo tof skulls on it
LOL
avril style

LOL
LOL
LOL

HHAHAHA
i tink if i wear tt tmr u'll laugh at me!
wear black watch

lol
wristband!!!

uhh lol
last time MVP qing ren v in tt time i got buy wristbands!
HAHHAHA

omg omg!!

HAHAHA
eh xiang3 abit wat u wearing tmr leh
i leaving my hse at 1pm lehhh
need to plan now HAHAHHA

omg
so early?
u going to wear kuazhang so early to throw ur own face

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHAA

/conversation with kimzz

wahlaos. yua lai yua kua zhang
shld go rent like fake electric guitar to hang on us.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAA
bring badminton racket lah wahlao!

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i'm hoping this rumour is true!

i'm soooooooo going to get this if the price is right! (:

anyway i lost track of time. it's already week 4 of school,

my sister's wedding dinner is next week.

AND I HAVE NOT BOUGHT MY DRESS!!!

*scream*

on the way to school this morning (6.40am) on the bus, i was listening to 933 (cuz no ipod *sob*) and the DJ was reporting about the latest last minute player transfer market..

and i was giggling to myself (and i believe some communters saw and secretly laughing at me)

but i don't care

cuz i was laughing at someone else too.

i was laughing at none other than....

robinho

who snubbed chelsea for...............................

manchester city.

glory manchester united! muahahahaha!

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