haven't been blogging lately cuz i lack the motivation.. and as usual life is pretty boring. hahaha.
the past week, i am busy with catching up my lectures.. it's been so long since i sit down properly and STUDY and seriously i lost my concentration so easily.. this period last year, i can sit down for 4 hours staring at things and now i can stare at my notes for 4 hours but 3.9 hours was spent stoning. math not that bad since you get it if you practise more, but what's killing me are the rest - accounting, banking and finance and economics.
accounting is so damn boring i tell you. like hell......... i really regret choosing accounting and finance lah. i;m going to change my degree if possible to banking and finance. accounting is seriously NOT ME. i struggle so much even though i am the most attentive for it. :( but well, at least the last lecture i didnt struggle so much and i manage to understand something.
banking and finance.. it's not too bad but i think i am struggling cuz i didnt revise and i forget everything by the next lecture. haiii.. gotta revise liao.
ECONOMICS. i spent 2 hours trying to recap what is first taught yesterday and i managed to cover 1/2. now i finally remember something and understand something which i previously don't. though there's still 1/2 to go, at least i know i'm not that lag liao. hahhaas.
besides the exciting and just-pon-if-u-feel-like-it lectures, i'm also busy shuffling myself for tuition after school. bus ride was terrible and the feeling you get when "you can actually alight and run home and rot" but you cant and have to continue the agonising 1.5 hour bus ride to the student's place.. but for the $$$ earn it is all worth it. and yes, i think i am slowly gaining experience on how to handle kids. i used to be super duper nice and let kids climb over me but now, you irritate me and you die!! hahahaha.. so fierce. but some kids, if you're not fierce they will not listen to you at all. i'm only fierce to the spolit girl, not so much to the boy although he is hopelessly forgetful.
and, something new! i'm also kaypo-ing helping my sisterS with their weddings. i'm like more excited than them. but i think when it is your wedding, you tend to get abit sian cuz there's so much to do. both my sis finally got their homes liao yayy!! so happy for them and now they are choosing designs for their house. my 2nd sis's house has a kitchen larger than the living room, a storeroom larger than the toliets. stupid and screwed design. but then, it was a good buy and a good location.. but tt means they must think of more ideas to 'expand' the hopeless toilet.
i wanna stand at the door to 'stop' my bro-in-laws and extort $$$$$$$$ from them, be receptionist and take note who give which ang bao.. hahahaha so exciting lehs. and i must get dresses and shoes, think of something with my hopeless hair also...
hehehehe there's so many exciting things coming my way! the last part of 2007 wont be as depressing as the first 3/4 i'm sure! to top it all, i've finally removed a big big rock in my heart and i'm feeling so light now. i've 1 more person to share ALL my problems with and i'm so thankful zh!
and it's mid autumn again! my hse, as usual, has so many boxes of mooncake when only my parents eat them from all sorts of hotels. there's durian, mango, BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE (??? what the hell), and those normal oness.. and there's 1 box of haagan dasz which cost $90. erm, i wonder how come they are so expensive. you just freeze the ice cream and wrap it with some dough and it cost $22.50 for 1?
i'm going east coast to burn the place down later. it's been long! hehehee. but then, i'm abit upset cuz this year i'm not spending it with a large group of pple.. :( but at least zh is willing to act dumb with me and carry on with our stupid actions. heehee.
oh ya how can i forgot to blog abt jose mourinho! omg why did he leave chelsea? i mean, i hate chelsea but he's 1 person i really like there! i really think he's the special one and chelsea is wrong to sack him. grant to take over? ok i wish him all the best. and mourinho, to whichever non-epl club u go to, i'll support u! portugal i also support cuz got ronaldo wahahaha!
think there's enough nonsense and updates here. COMMENT LEH. i feel so empty w/o pple responding.
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