i might have chance to go taiwan again!!!

YEAH!!!!! :D:D:D:D!!!

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FIRST DAY OF WORK @ UOB.

1. late (by 5 mins cuz i cannot believe that the straight bus took 1 hour to reach)
2. my heels got stucked when i was running to the office (paiseh to the max)

anyway BIG THANK YOU to mr soooooo for helping me with the ntu appraisal form. anyway everything he wrote is so untrue but still, I AM VERY GRATEFUL. hahahaha!

oh yes i cannot believe durai has the possibility of being discharge freely, for whatever illicit and unforgivable things he had done. what the hell! if he never pay for his actions, i think everyone will start corrupting assuring themselves that 'as long as i am rich i can hire a top notch lawyer and get my way out of any trouble'.

well i read the forum at stomp.com.sg and i can't help but get worried cuz of the increased difficulty to get into fass. arghhhh! but nvm what's done cannot be undone. let god decide it for me. :D

okay by xiu and kim suggestions i decided to add in another choice for my uni. project and facilities management (nus) and econs n math combined deg (ntu).

best of luck mans!

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SIMON DREAMED OF ME AGAIN.

THIS TIME MY UNI APPLICATION.

he dreamt that i was in mj hall collecting the results for application (??!!! i thought by post haha) then ms lai was talking to me cuz i was very nervous.

ms lai: u dun have to be so nervous if u have work hard for ur a levels
me: but i worked very hard!

in the end, i never get into my first choice, which is ntu (not true my first choice is nus).

seriously why is simon stalking me. hahahahahaha!!!

anyway i saw some scary photos of celebrities when they were young. i wonder how will i react 20 years from now when i look at photos when i was in sec sch. hahaha :D


this is stefanie. you must be blind if u cannot recognise he is wilber pan.

well.. it is not true that everyone looks horrible when they were young. take bruce lee for example! he is super charming!


so people. lets aim to look like bruce as close as we could. hahahaa!

oh yes i caught both mr bean and ninja turtles. bean is okayyyyyyyyy lah quite entertaining at some parts. well for ninja, i slept in the cinema half of the movie but i still managed to catch up whatever i've missed. it is that predictable and... uninteresting. so, judge it yourself. :D

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stanley says:
i tell u one secret kay
stanley says:
dont tell people
stanley says:
actually i'm spiderman before mj left me
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oh i caught the trailer liao
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last week when i watched 300
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
who is mj?
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
mojo jojo?
stanley says:
mary jane!!
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hahaha
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lalalala~~~
stanley says:
dont tell people

anyway, this episode of wo cai is damn good! the magician omggggggggggggggggggggg!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S08OLU2EgI8&mode=related&search= (part 1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZdUdYLVtsY&mode=related&search= (part 2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BR7LPCclcak&mode=related&search= (part 3)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58h3-uBADNo (part 4)

just watch part 1 to 4, the rest is quite sian. part 4 is the bestttttttttt!

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(in the mist of watching final destination on channel 5)

omg the show is really good! i know i am slow but then... hahaha... never mind at least i watched it now.

anyway, it seems like i got myself a job (50% confirm) all thanks to xiu xiu! but taking up tt job means i have to forgo my plans to taiwan (sobssssssss) but tt means i can 'splurge' abit cuz going to taiwan will cost me around 1.5k.

chatted with aifung for 2 hours just now and we discussed how humans change overtime. when you are in primary school, you share your toys with ur frens n maybe compete your results in very childish ways, like 'yeahhh i got higher than u' (literally). but when you grow older, your frens will tell themselves in their mind, 'shit. she score better than me. how? ok i must BEAT HER NEXT TIME. I MUST BE BETTER THAN HER NEXT TIME.

i think it is quite true because in the past, i used to compare my results and get jealous when i don do as well as others. i used to feel very bad to think this way but hey, i met more 'seniors' than me who excel in this when i was in jc! yi shan hai bi yi shan gao. scary!

but i guess this is something which everyone must go through while growing up, especially in singapore where opportunities are scarce and competition is tough. everyone is growing to become cleverer don u think? kids nowadays talk like they are adults, they are even more talented than us (computing, piano, language lessons??!!) but where are their childhood? when i walk pass the playground which i spent my childhood, i hardly see any kids playing the swings and sea-saw. a very depressing sight i must say. where have all the innocence gone to? parents are teaching kids how to grab their opportunities to excel and become they best they can be, or rather FORCE THEM TO BE WHAT THEY ARE NOT. hais. what a society.

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i FINALLY submitted my application for NUS and NTU. still hesitating about SMU though...

my choices are direct and simple.

1. business
2. fass (nus), economics (ntu)

lets see where will BBC bring me to.. most probably arts i think. =(

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when i saw the pic, i thought ella was the 'dad' while hebe the mum. HAHAHAHAHHAA.

anyway my hotmail account is hacked by someone else too, like faith. that's why u always see me signing in repeatedly. i just changed my password into a very defauly n idiot proof one cuz i cannot think of a email address. hehehe. :D

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i just typed 1 whole essay about how much i owe my mum and it all disappeared.

haiz.

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ASTONISHING SEARCH, GOAL AND PICTURE OF THE DAY

1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Youngest_mother

Red: Paul Robinson (spurs goalkeeper)

Light Blue: Watford's gk (dunno the joker's name)

A: robinson's goalkick. just a very very very normal kick.

B: the ball bounced over the gk but the gk refused to grab the ball cuz he don think he is so suay/robinson will be so heng to score.

C: GOAL!!!!

(the picture good right hahahaha)

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4.23pm on a Sat and I'm at home. WOW

cuz zh has a dinner with his family later so we decided just to meet for movie. we are supposed to go ubin to cycle but we didnt confirm anything plus the fact tt i woke up at 1pm so this will be postpone. hahaha.

yesterday went dinner with cheapos. 14 of us were the customers cuz the place was too ulu-ed (at yio chu kang pls) and ultimately cuz the food sucks! the lobster soup taste like water with dissolved salt. seafood platter tasted like shit cuz of the seafood were not fresh at all, esp the oysters. the rice has a funny smell and taste but luckily i shared it with peijiao and tze ye. wanlin was the victim cuz she ate some prison rice. although food sucks, we still made lots of noise (our trademark talk = shout) and not forgetting ghost stories! hahaha.. i told them the ghost stories from tekong and also some 'pulling ur spirit away' story.

the past few days (ok 1 mth exactly today) i was busy sending resume but unfortunately no one wants to employ me. so please if u have any job lobang inform meee! i sleep at 4am approximately and wake up at 4pm the following day. such a slack life right. yeah i'm enjoying it but tt means i have to be more thrifty!

went tour agency yesterday to check out ticket prices for taiwan and there was this agency with a super attitude girl who is even more attitude than me! crap! but well i think we will only book the accommodation with the agency.. ticket we will settle it ourselves. hais. taiwan is so damn ex! estimated to be $700. HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

ok i am still wondering whether i shld write the essay for the uni application. damn sians. oh yeah, i am addicted to samsoon! sooo cute! the guy is good looking too. heehee. :D

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SIMON DREAMT OF ME YESTERDAY.

THE CONTENT?

I GOT MARRIED,

WITH ZH.

HE SAW MANY ZH'S AHS FRIENDS.

CONCLUSION,

HE IS INSANE. hahahahahha

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Opened iTunes and randomly click on some songs which i never hear in ages and it brings back tonnes of memories..

Accidentally in love!

Wah this song, we danced so much during orientation camps and orientation until I lost count. I remember how bad I was at dancing, how I can never coordinate my hands and feet, how I volunteered to dance with Chun Wai and how embarrassed I was when he failed to make a full turn with me and caused me (and my hands) to be hanging in midair.

Not forgetting teaching the freshies the steps and looking dumb just to make them laugh and feel more comfortable. Throughout my 2 years in mj, although i always do stupid things and let people laugh at me, nothing beats orientation. How Janice and I acted (both of us were reporters and newsanchor at the same time and we had to 'appear' and 'disappear') to give the freshies ideas for the campfire, how much we dreaded walking along sentosa and encouraging the girls to walk bigger steps and the motivation behind the walking was 'LOSE WEIGHT'. How we persuade them to 'walk faster so later we can use only 1 and only bus trip ride'.

The night spent at sentosa to discuss the programme for campfire, the countless sms i sent to remind the freshies to 'sleep early, drink more water, have fun tml!" and what to bring for the next day. It was a true enjoyable experience in mj! (of cuz my own reg3 orientation still rock the most!) I think other than orientation, slc meetings (besides the collation of documents, besides talking to the teacher), 3/4 of j1 days, and maybe only the valentine's day and graduation day in j2, I hardly look forward to going to school. grrr.. how pessimistic and anti-social I am. Maybe I should be sent to asylum home (like how Rain admitted himself in the movie 'I'm cyborg, but that's ok').

By the way, that movie is okay only. watch on weekday please! My next movie will be 'Mr Bean goes on holiday!'

I'm still quite upset, although I know I shouldnt and although I told others not to be disappointed. But the thought of me unable to pursue what I really want is really heartbreaking. Struggled for 2 years. What the crap.

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Just came back from the universities open house. I went there just to collect the goodies bag (which is quite lame except that NTU gives free overdue magazines) and some brochures for arts and social science and business. I only asked 1 question when i was there.

me: "may i know what's the cut off for business? just a rough estimation will do."
this NUS biz guy: "the most recent survey shows that 77% of the students scored at least ABB and B4."
me: *wondering how come the guy so pro can remb the exact percentage. chey when i flipped the booklet it is listed there lor cheyyyy"
the same guy: "well. we had an intake of 650 last year. out of 650, 500 are girls. only 150 guys" (at the same time talking to zh and simon only)
zh: "do we look like some lao tee ko?" *telling the rest of us after we left tt booth*


me: "may i know what's the cut off for business? just a rough estimation will do."
this chio girl from NTU: "last year was AAB. but there are people with ABB, ABC or even BBC (!!!!) who managed to enter"
me: *wondering again* "is ntu biz really better than nus? is my perception wrong always?"


but well, now i really doubt my ability to enter any business faculty. haisssssssssssssssssssssss.... not that arts and social science is not good but besides econs i really dunno what else interests me and is beneficial for my future career. crap.

as i've told zh, "now it is not whether what i want but whether do they want me."

so depressing oops hahahaha!

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Life's about having dreams. Do i have one too? I guess not until i collected my results. But sadly the reality is that i am not eligible for it in NUS. ahhhh....... not that NTU is not good, but the ulu kampung and tedious journey just puts me off. Staying in hostel is an option but having to be ENTHUSIASTIC for 3-4 years in a roll will definitely take a toll on me, since i'm so used to being slack/nua or whatever you call it.

Seriously NTU has never been on my mind thoughout my jc years. But now i'm left with no choice. It's either NTU biz or econs for me, or NUS biz (highly unattainable) or FASS. Not that i hate FASS, but i really have no idea what course to take except Econs. Geog's fun but not a career for me to pursue, history's interesting but the tonnes of reading just ignores me. Sociology? Psychology? Political science? Nah, too chim for me to take.

I seriously think my combi sucks. or rather, arts suck! lol. no lah.. not that i am regretting cuz i know the same will happen to me in i was in science.

I'm still unemployed btw. I'm not doing anything constructive since i quitted. Even people like kim are in the mist of setting up her blogshop and becoming a boss, so is esther. I dunno how to make any handicrafts, and i don have the will to learn them. I don mind learning driving but i'm lazy to go to driving school and get myself registered. Shit i think i am really a lump of shit now. hahahaa.

Anyway wanlin is selling donuts now! i don mind her job n the pay is not too bad! $6 leh! not bad not bad can wear lok-kok! :D:D:D:D

Why am i blabbering all these nonsense. i thought i was serious just now? grrr...

(written on thurs but dunno why not published.)

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i just realised i got so much memory about mjc that is going to linger around for years (based on how cheapo i am). just look at the amount of school-based shirts i have omg!

2 pe top (1 is super duper large n long)
2 slc t-shirts (my year)
1 slc polo tee (junior's year)
2 triton tee (1 is from zehou)
1 miranda tee
1 class polo tee
1 supernatural polo tee (orientation OGL)
2 unidad tee (ok i am going to throw them away cuz they are way too disgusting)
1 meridian leaders polo tee
1 slc tee (for the vegetarian week)

total: 14

omg. i only have 3 from bowen when i was there 4 years. my 4e3 class tee, 1 shaw house and 1 churchill tee. now u know why i always wear the above out when i go on chalets/nua at home/going compasspoint/hougang point/hougang mall. think if i'm staying at hostel, all my shirts will be the above. hahahaha

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you might think i'm crazy but at 8.24am i'm still awake.

chionging 深情密碼 on youtube since 1am. hahahaha :D

it's a nice show. the korean girl is so pretty! although she don understand a word of chinese and she is not mute (duh), she learned hand signs lor. professional!

yeah catch it man. if u're looking for shows to watch.

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should i take up drumming?

but,

i hate/cannot read scores. =(

maybe driving, although i just heard the loud bang (car accident).

SIAN!

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/edited

i'm retyping this because i think my tone is not suitable for the earlier entry.

faith just told me 'everything happens for a reason.' sometimes we fail, but it does not necessarily indicates the end of everything. sometimes, it is actually dropping an important hint to us, advising us to reconsider what we want in life and it can actually inject more determination to excel in whatever we face in future.

i find that very true. moreover i'm quite proud that i did not cry at all! i cried like some shit when i collected my o's cuz of my stupid english grade. hahaha. so dumb and unwise.

friends, i'm wishing all of us the very best. let us begin the next phrase of our lives with a big welcome, and hopefully we're on the correct path.

:)

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