after 1 week~

i'm alive again. hehs.

now i dunno what i shld blog about. umm.. other than i finally won a medal after 7 yrs of MIA in sports day? nope i didnt run for what relay or 200m.. but i was involved in a spastic game called caesar's challenge and my house got first! LOL.. [i can only win spastic games like tt.. LOL]

n overall, triton is the champs! kudos to zehou, ken and sharon.. not forgetting the whole house comm.. n i must say this yr's colosseum is alot more fun despite >1/2 of the population ponning. i screamed my lungs out too and the last time i was doing tt was during orientation! but this time round, not that bad at least i still have voice now. *clears throat*

i seriously wonder if i have a life. this long holiday i have been cooping myself at home/montfort's mac. i never go out at all lah seriously! singhui was chatting with me on msn yesterday and she said, "don stress yourself so much lah! it's a long holiday u know?"

true, i agree. but the thing is, i didnt study much la! i did 2 tutorial questions n my gp essay yesterday, plus some econs notes. tt's a far cry away from my target! arghhh.. i must buck up. according to my beloved mr mahtani naresh, A LEVELS IS 180 DAYS AWAY! i must jia you and jia you!

but i am not that pathetic anyway, i finally watched harry potter!!! HAHAHAHA.. i know i am slow, i am never a harry potter fan and since channel 5 was showing part 1 just now and ididnt want to do work so might as well i glue myself to the tv. quite a nice show i must say, and i am looking forward to part 2 tml! other than harry potter, i watched walk the line by my fav actress reese witherspoon and it was surprising nice although i almost fell asleep (i was too tired due to colosseum, not cuz the show is too boring).

today i am suppose to go out and study with ah meng and ongwanlin, but cuz of my slackness, I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. lol...... so today's mugging session was a flop again. dead dead dead dead dead i am so dead dead dead dead.

anyway, my melancholy mood is back again. i guess this will only stop after A's! yeah man!

I LOVE SLC JUNIORS!

if you are free, visit juggletoday.blogspot.com to support my beloved juniors in their upcoming project!!

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http://www.myheritage.com

go to that web!! it 'reads' my face and evaluated tt i look like choi ji-woo! u know who? HAHAHAHAA.. my fren (kah hwee) look like sammi cheng n dunno who.. go try! it's fun and funny!

and when i scanned another photo, I LOOK LIKE WON BIN!! hhahahahahaha!!!!!

i tried with my chio-est pic but sadly they look worlds apart (different gender leh! omg!)

n for the third time, I AM GONG LI! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!

spare me from any laughter!!

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update!

i haven really get into the study mood yet, which is considered very bad cuz i got OOF for block test and i am still not worrying. sigh.

however, i am stress over econs! so much so that... i am starting to hate it. haizzz.. i don like macro!! the essays are HARD. geography, i'm a little confused about meandering and braided streams while maths, i'm still quite okay with it. :(:(

anyway, i love my slc juniors! they never fail to brighten up my day! they are forever so enthusiastic, unlike my batch which was a far far cry. hehehe. cannot wait for the election and see who is going to take over me! :D:D:D

on thursday, our class did our cip for Eco 4 the World, as volunteers to speak to VIPs (like professor tommy koh, if you know who he is) about the degradation of the earth. not a bad experience and we took lots of photos. i looked like a dumb dumb laaa.. wear long sleeve, black pants and heels walking ard the school. pui! after everything, i wore cheongsam! so spastic!














yucks! I'M NOT GOING TO WEAR A CHEONGSAM FOREVER!!! so fat! hahahahaa... i look like those maid working for the wealthy pple in the past! HAHAHA..

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恋爱频率 - 许慧欣/许志安

好久没有吹微风的晚上
我们看着山下都市灯光
你说快乐和自由
是穷人的天堂
这种想法我很喜欢 OH

你要我闭上眼睛想象
有我看不见的一个远方
你说地球是乐园
要用心去游览
这种说法多浪漫

心在飞 路很长
我们是彼此的避风港
听着你 I believe
聊到从前和未来
你心里所有的梦跟我很像
OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
所以我也希望
我们心中频率都一样
梦加点感觉
思念装上翅膀
爱是无限可能的飞翔

OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
我想让你分享
我们心动时分的梦想
这是一个开始
还是一种幻想
未来正在等待不是吗

OS：一直想跟你说 那天一起吃晚饭 想问你 开心吗 这些日子
看着你 追着自己的梦想 快乐 专心的每个样子 我想
我们的梦有一样的频率 不是吗

你要我闭上眼睛想象
有我看不见的一个远方
你说地球是乐园
要用心去游览
这种说法多浪漫

心在飞 路很长
我们是彼此的避风港
听着你
聊到从前和未来
你心里所有的梦跟我很像

OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
所以我也希望
我们心中频率都一样
梦加点感觉
思念装上翅膀
爱是无限可能的飞翔

OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
我想让你分享
我们心动时分的梦想
这是一个开始
还是一种幻想
未来正在等待不是吗

OH YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE
我想让你分享
我们心动时分的梦想
这是一个开始
还是一种幻想
未来正在等待不是吗
未来我想和你分享

what a nice song!! :D

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random

i was chatting with my friend on friday night. she told me that i changed 360deg - i considered it good.

why? to me, i've learnt and mature. i've grown more!! others might think that i am beaten by all that happened, but actually i just cannot be bothered. i'm just so disappointed about everything that occured, it is impossible to forget. yes i forgave everyone but then, the scar will always remain there. can you understand?

on the happier note, i am finally picking myself up to study!! i realised i am so slack can, i am not as hardworking as last year!!! i am not going out to study enough, so starting this week, every thursday-sunday i will be outside studying!! YES I AM GOING TO STUDY LIKE LAST YEAR.

anyway, this is what my best friend now (lee kong-min) told me online.

妳說 says:
i saw your profile
妳說 says:
i know a candidate for "a TERRIFIC boyfriend"
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
who
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
aha
妳說 says:
zeehou!
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
YUCKZ!
妳說 says:
-.-
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
no link!
妳說 says:
why?
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
why is he a terrific boyfriend
妳說 says:
Ahem
妳說 says:
let me psycho you
妳說 says:
let me think first
妳說 says:
1) hes a responsible person (triton house capt)
妳說 says:
2) hes funny
妳說 says:
3) hes strong! (physically)
妳說 says:
4) he runs like a chicken
妳說 says:
5) he studies hard
妳說 says:
need more??
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but
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
HE DON'T LIKE ME
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
妳說 says:
nvm
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
n i don like him HAHAHAHA
妳說 says:
im enlisting help to psycho him already
妳說 says:
..cannot!
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
u enlisting help from who
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
crazy
妳說 says:
im helping you find a terrific boyfriend mah
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
aiyoh
° ·:. [ pings ] .:· ° says:
HAHAHA

anymore ideal candidate??? :D

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some lame game

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.(i didn't say the qns out loud la. like that'll make a diff. so retarded)

How does the world see me? ai mei (what's the real meaning anyway?) BUT I TAKE IT TT I AM PRETTY K. (actually, is i think i am pretty)

NEXT! Will i have a happy life? since you been gone - kelly clarkson (yes since you're gone i am HAPPIER!)

What do my friends really think of me? my favourite full house song, i think the title is destiny. (got no link can)

Do people secretly lust after me? i'm with you - avril lavigne (k, no link)

How can I make myself happy? accidentally in love - counting crows (haha this one is funny! if you wanna make me happy, make me fall in love!)

What should I do with my life? dao dai - jolin (k, wad's the meaning of tt again..)

Will I ever have children? if you're not the one (k no link again)

What is some good advice for me? light in your eyes (u mean, give others more chance? look at the better side of them?)

How will I be remembered? beautiful soul - jesse mccartney (HAHAHAHA!!!)

What is my signature dancing song? fall to pieces (the reason is simple, I CANNOT DANCE)

What do I think my current theme song is? pieces of me (yaa i have no aim in life tt's why my life is in a mess)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is? on the way down (HAHAHAAHAHHAA!!!)

What song will play at my funeral? super duper love (LOL!)

What type of men/women do I like? jie tou (???)

What is my day going to be like? goodbye my lover (wahhhhh.. so sadistic)

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BROKE.

my shuffle is spoiled!! arh!!!

i will send it for servicing, but then my shuffle is over 1 yr old! :(!!!

so i'll have to decide between ipod nano or creative neeon. i guess, i will get ipod nano. but then, i need RADIO!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... booooo!

will places like harvey norman sell cheaper??? like you pay by what what then cheaper.. HAIZ!

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a summary

this week just past like tt. so fast!

lets talk about monday, which i cannot really remember what i do except tt i stayed in school from 7.30 to 7. sch, as usual, is so boring tt don't worth my mention. highlight of the day was the end of sch - i went for juggling training and now i am a official "clown". not a expert but I AM GOING TO BE ONE. hehs. after that, off i go to watch soccer! mjc VS hwa chong and mj trashed them 3-0! mj boleh! mj boleh! all the rest can go fly kitee!

after tt, i went to compass n met up with a fren to pass him a bag i only got home at 8 plus. obviously, i am darn tired....... and true enough i was feeling so lethargic tt i stoned on tuesday again.

wednesday had cca, nth interesting really happened but i realised 1 teacher is getting bimbo-ier and bimbo-ier.

n yest i got back my pw result and got a freak 2. i am aiming for 1 lah seriously. i am really disappointed and angry at that lazy teacher who don't pay attention to what i say during OP but instead interrupted me when i was presenting by asking the class "do anyone have a nokia charger". TOTALLY NO LINK. shit her, i will diao at her everytime i see her in school.

anyway, ms lai had a talk with us again, praising our "ever-so-great" PW results, standing at 97.6 with band 1s and 2s. then she said, we shld be the top 5 jc by next yr since we are 7th this yr....... (blahhh..)

anyway, heard tt the conflict between my classmate and i have affected so many other classmates and i am truly very sorry. however, even though i have already ignored my friend's actions/facial expressions, she is still trying her best to "irritate me" but i've come up with a solution, to ignore her more if she wants to irritate me. :D i mean, i am very tired of everything that happened but still, yesterday my friend complained to my econs tutor again about everything and i am seriously very pissed at my friend.

just feel so screwed to cause so much unhappiness. i just want A's to finish asap n get out of there.

yes jia you! i have tonnes to complete but I WONT GIVE UP!

6 econs essays
6 econs essay outline
dd n ss MCQs
probablility and statistics
2 hydro essays
2 economic geog essay outlines
re-do rocks and landforms tutorial

I WANT TO COMPLETE ALL THESE BY THE END OF THE WEEK. YES!

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i'm getting this camm! so chio rights?! hehhhhh!

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statistics don't suck as much as other intervening factors

i don't understand why we study statistics.

what discrete random variable.. binomial distribution.. poisson.. PUI!

they make no sensee.. and obviously i am not a P&C/Probability pro!

anyway i am very fortunate to have the most enlightened person in class to coach and explain to me everything under the sun. THANKS MONK.

so many things to complete but i dunno where to start, and the MAJOR MAJOR exam is in like 2 mths time (mid yr first kk..)

anyway i am really having pms these few days. i don talk, don laugh, don even be friendly in class be it tutorial or lecture. i find it so fake to smile and talk. when i talk = pple stare at me for being too noisy, i smile = i cannot get it pass my conscience. well, what makes me irritated is that my friends are making alot of noises, and those "see no happy" pple will stare AT ME. yes ME ME ME. everything that happened (be it complaining to the teacher about them, bitch about them, tag on their tagboard n curse them) they only link to 1 possibility - ME. ok, maybe i bitch about them (I DON'T DENY) but i hate it when students complain to their teachers, and curse pple on their tagboard WITHOUT ACKNOWLEDGING WHO THEY ARE.

but my friends claimed tt they did nth wrong about the complain, and the more pissed i am since they dunno that they are pointing their fingers at me. nvm nvm its over..

anyway i realised, i am becoming more and more insecure, i don't trust pple so so easily now, tt's considered very bad because i used to have VERY little faith and confidence in pple, until one day when my classmate told me tt i need to open up (the irony truth is tt, that classmate was one of those who resulted in my lack of faith).. BUT BUT BUT.. the insecurity inside me has somehow formed a lock in my heart..

time for more homework. what a nice day.

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