I just love this current feeling.Like what azfar's nick.I have been given the license to slack.hahahaha.but well.not really.dont feel so good about the time during the examinations.You know that feeling when u skip a question or two.Or just when you're feeling lost during the exams itself.Or how bout this feeling of doing all the TYS available and not having a single question coming out thats so familiar to ya.fucked up.
have been working out a bit.saw some muscles popping by for a few hours before disappearing into the sub-cutaneous fats.hahaha.but man, i lose a lot of WEIGHT ! argh ! I wanna have a bigger chest size and a tricep.to tell you the truth,heider is like the perfect mould.hahaha.confirm that bugger will be steaming if he reads this post.
army is like in 17 more days.Not much time to chill and enjoy for me.haiz.what a torture for 2 years ? anyway,i went to check out this job that farhan has today.Total crap.sales job are always the TOUGHEST available around even though its the most flexible.What if you dont sell your products? what if there isnt an interest in the products ur selling ? will you be selling it to your own family ? so many questions ran through my head. the mentor tried to influence me . fuck off dude .not convincing lar.besides,whatever i will be selling u buggers up there on the work rank will be sucking my hard earned profits.He even told me that once i joined,he would want me to do better than him.Come on,office politics exists everywhere.who he trying to kid ? a 10 year old ?
prom shopping on tuesday with heider and gang.tomorrow will be the day i just stay at home and just catch up on the news i have been missing lately.i feel so brain dead when i dont read the papers for a single day.like today.
chatted with a few people today whom i havent been chatting for a long time.one dirty chat ! i swear ! sick girl ! hahahah ! anyway, facebook's flirtable application is one wonder balls.its an eyeopener.its the key to pimping.heh.
feeling really tired.gotta sleep soon.Remember guys,PRACTICE SAFE SEX !
11:10 AM
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Monday, October 08, 2007
yeap.thats one thing that irritates the FUCK out of me man.Indecisiveness of humans to make decisions on their own.I admit i am guilty of it sometimes but i DEFINITELY dont do it all the time.
i am getting irritated by this friend of mine who was supposed to go tuition at the same day and time with me.The problem is, he loves to skip and make it up on another day.So sometimes,i am left alone for tuition,making me walk that fucking creepy lane that connects eunos and kembangan.Those dilapidated houses, flickering lights of those old lamp posts and chilly winds that are perfect conditions for a horror movie.
this bugger has always been so indecisive.The last time i invited him for soccer with my clique,he like wanted the whole tpjc clique to be there before he even set his foot on the court.wtf.WHO THE FUCK HE THINK HE IS ? firstly,it is not possible to invite everyone that you know to the court cause eunos aint no tampines,who would fucking come all the way just to play soccer ? secondly, if you want everything to go your way,why not u do the planning and ensure that the conditions are BEST SUITED TO YOUR NEEDS ?
Now,i am starting to find your faults that those idiots have been talking about.To think i actually defended you from those insults which turned out to be true after all.Individualistic and Indecisive.Thank goodness i am quite tolerant.But i wont be entertaining you and your fucking acts.
If you dont wanna go,its fine la.I can still move on and go alone dude.why make me accomadate to your schedule if u never accomodate to others in the first place.
anyway,my buddy hisham talib was mentioned in Muttons show on 987 man.hahaha.cant believe he actually got the boot out of the school.his friend basically bastard him la.hahahah.damn.somehow,i have been listening to that segment religiously since a few weeks back.Some of the parts were lame but there were some quite funny ones.ahahahah.
ok dudes.I gotta sleep now.tc pple.
11:15 AM
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Prelims are long gone.A Levels are up next in just 26 more days!
Damn,time is really short nowadays.It just keep moving faster leaving people like me behind to the pits of failure.I have been distracted over the past few days.Thinking about my future.Where would i actually end up with my horrendous results.Negative Attitude surrounds me all the time.haiz.
anyway,whats with guys having pms ? post masturbational syndrome is it ?
one of my friends got angry with me over a Formula List.Now,how outrageous is that.I admitted that it was a mistake on my side for not returning the formula list to him but getting angry over a piece of paper? is JUST GAY ! hahahah !
gtg now.tc.
6:31 AM
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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Hell yea.The examinations are over.Fuh.Sweat my ass off during the last week of holiday which i am sure didnt really do much effect to the grades.I knew that last minute stuff wont even get me to the brink of passing.Its just a wishful thinking of mine i guess.
Sorry for not blogging that much during the holidays.It doesnt even qualify as a holiday.The first week dedicated to CCAs while the second dedicated to classes to finish up the syllabus.It wasnt that productive considering the classes they held were mostly revision and it would only be to your advantage if you had done yours.
Alright about studies.Holidays were spent on soccer,movies,outings and last but not least stayovers at friends house.Now thats something.The last week of holidays were spent at the airport trying to study.yep.TRYING.With all those babes walking around,those tourists,air stewardesses and last but not least junior college girls with their FBTs.hahahah.damn.its hard not to stare.
Anyways,I am catching this korean movie called 200 pounds of beauty.Awesome stuff.About how a fat lady singer actually became a hot babe after a plastic surgery.heh.Full of humour and love.Just perfect for me.4 stars out of 5 people.Catch it.Pictures of 200 Pound Beauty can be found below.
Simply Awesome. . . =)
12:54 AM
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
Yeap.Magic is the word man.Well,apparently thats what one dude is doing now on the programme i am watching now(The Mentalist on AXN).Using his ability to read people's mind.Damn.Have this funny feeling its fake and that the people involved had told him what they thought about and stuff.If only such abilities were real.Maybe,i would be able to work my magic with girls and doing the things which they like and deterring myself from engaging activities which they dislike.Oooolala.
What a wishful thought.
Anyway,woke up late today.Didnt do much studying or even exercise.Felt the whole day was wasted.
Hope to chill out tomorrow and just take a break from all the stress(am i even actually having one?)
Kk.Gotta sleep now.
tc
You're just Fading Away in my life.Maybe its good but i'm still missing you somehow,somewhere in my heart.
10:36 AM
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Friday, June 01, 2007
Yeap.Its Over.The end of CCAs for me man.I shall really take a step back and start channeling all my energies to what i should be doing.Lagging Behind and maybe even further during the third term.This cant go on man.Seriously.Like what my tutor said,June is the last chance for you to actually catch up before your fate is sealed.I must start right away.Maybe NOT !! HAHAHA !!
Manifestasi(TPJC Malay Musical) was awesome.Maybe i was part of the event holding an important job as the Backstage Crew member.Moving of the props and stuff like that was such a hassle and very stressful since we have a time limit of 20 seconds to comply to.Work with people whom i never thought i would ever work with.Muhammad the most lepak guy ever turned out to be very efficient dude who is very smart at handling his problems.The way he planned everything for me to do and all.His plans were perfect.The only problem was me finding the exact location to put the props.heh.Sorry mad.Fadhillah another lady who i never saw before until a few days back due to the manifestasi training turn out to be a very silent yet having that witty character.Damn.I sure am gonna miss Manifestasi.The hottest minahs ever came out live at our very own audi.Met the seniors who came back with that bald look.Today's event will really be fossilized in my mind.Just say it and i will remember every freaking stupid mistake i made and all the others too.hahah.
So to all the crew(especially the Backstage Members) its been a real pleasure to work with you guys and damn i will really miss this day.hahaha.kk lar i damn sleepy already.Photos will be uploaded real soon i guess.
Expectations sometimes disappoint you.You always dont get what you actually expect.Appreciation.The key word here.Being appreciated for what you did does give you that extra boost to go a long way.Maybe its time the wind just blow me away rather than you.
9:48 AM
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Friday, May 18, 2007
Beatboxing is damn cool ah ! Damn, i still remember how the one guy from my school showcased his talent during recess to raise funds for the school if i am not wrong.Thinking of it,i've been trying to learn over the past few months over youtube and somehow when i sleptover at my friends house the other day and watch some beatboxing video.The flame to learn how to do it got to a whole new level.
Today's cricket match was our last(ooohhh finally !!).Of course i didnt played as i obtained my MC and also excuse from any physical activity from the ever so magnanimous polyclinics.hahaha.Damn,i swear my fever had subsided and really didnt expect to get such a lengthy break(even though 1 day aint that long).Faisal was our top batsmen today,saw how his confidence was boosted during practices in the nets.Can actually predict that he was gonna be batting better but i was suprised by how composed he was during the match.The technique he swung the bat was somewhat different than usual.Damn.He IMPROVED A LOT !
Made Friends with one njc dude who was the top indian student in S'pore for my batch with 9 A1s.Guess what,1 of the A1s included MALAY ! holy shit man ! that dude beat me hands down boy.Apparently,he is taking 3H2 and 1 H1 subjects and also 2 H3 subjects(maths and physics).THE GUY WAS CRAZY ! But he said it was normal in his school.Oh yea,he is retaking his Malay H1 again which he got a C in the 1st try.Meaning,he got to focus on a lot more subjects than i do ! And he is definitely doing WAY BETTER THAN I should.hahahah ! damn ! i envy intelligent buggers.
Match Result--> TPJC 46 runs NJC 174 runs,TPJC 10 wickets while NJC had 9 wickets.
If only the cricket team had focused more on the batting side,we might have even won some of the teams.Our fielding and bowling weren't that atrocious.All of us knew who to blame for the training focus.DEFINITELY.
So that marks the end of the A Division tournament.
Wait! Before it ended,A fight broke out between siva and some njc dude(who was taunting the whole team during the ENTIRE MATCH).Nice one man.Finally,a fight !
Tata !
I hate it when people compare you and someone else.Especially so when your parents do that to you and compares them to your siblings who are better than you in some areas.It makes me feel as if i am a robot told to emulate the more academically inclined people.If thats the case,wouldnt the world be lacking in Joy,entertainment,arts and stuff like that ? Academics is important,but it doesnt mean you cant be successful without it.So to MY bitchy sister who may be reading this,stop interuptting with my life by trying to Criticize me for what you think i should be.You aint me man.Besides,if you were that smart why arent you getting Flawless results which you seemed to be preaching about ? 2 words for ya.FUCK OFF !
7:49 AM
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