up, up, here we go

here we go, come with me

there's a world out there that we should see



take my hand, close your eyes


with you right here, i'm a rocketeer






let's fly......

tribute to australia

yes, i still miss you.

it's sad to see you become like that. but i hope you're okay.

...the town with the most character so far.

resolutions for 2011. learn from past mistakes. be inspired.

sailboats

TODAY IS THE BEST DAY OF 2010.


(well, at least until now.)




everything was just right today. this week it's just leave and off again, won't need to go back to camp until OCTOBER 23RD. HOW'S THAT BITCHESSSSSSS.



truthfuloly speaking i cannot remember what time i got out of bed but immediately had a wonderful sushi lunch at esplanade, followed by a totally impromptu screening of HAUNTED CHANGI for the 2nd time. LOL. the weather today was PERFECT for shopping, so guess what i did? hell yeah, i went shopping.


didn't really buy anything, but tried on all the expensive clothing just for fun. went to look at more shoes (even though i got a new pair just two days ago). somehow shoes are like the 'in' thing now. and jackets of course.


oh and while walking through orchard today i found a COACH coin purse on the floor. it wasn't no coin purse, for it contained $77 in notes. donated $10, gonna use some for BUTTER FACTORY LADIES NIGHT tomorrow!! :D wootwootwoot



and the best thing...DANCE CLASS. darren and i NAILED ALL THE MOVES and we were so damn happy. finally after 10 lessons we got the feel of it. more to come!


class on saturday afternoon was just great. went alone and they taught RnB. so smooooth but a little girly. still i enjoyed it. cute taiwanese-looking girl totally trashed me on her first lesson there but she said she couldn't get why it was called beginner class since the moves were tough. turns out she had dance background after all. LOL.




GONNA HAVE GREAT SLEEP TONIGHT. it's party week and there's no time to waste. goodnight!

no, i'm not saying i'm sorry.

it was a thousand to one and a million to two

time to go down in flames and i'm taking you



closer to the edge.

no more running around in circles, finding a way to end it in a checkmate.



i'll keep it to a stalemate this time.....

bell and ross still makes me tick until today :D

i could die for the carbon version. omggggggggg

take the challenge...

"Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not - won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and not lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for."

i'm already gone.

gone will be the days where i feel like this...

impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible


I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did.

and the war concludes.

liar.

Just gonna stand there,
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie.

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight

High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it

Wait,
Where you going?
I'm leaving you.
No you ain't,
Come back,
We're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap

Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strengths

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em

You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today,
That was yesterday.
Yesterday is over,
It's a different day.
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things,
Did things,
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded

Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though

Come inside,
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk,
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault,
Look me in the eyeball,
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall.

Next time?
There will be no next time.
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie.

until the end

and if i should falter ;





don't change the way you think of me.