Thursday, July 28, 2005


finally! i've got time to pen something down in my diary!

work was as usual, what else but invoices and auditing?! i've fallen sick and have yet to recover. that was the only thing that's special.

today, my friend told me something about her relationship with her partner. i start to think that guys are all the same. i mean, for their own pleasure, they neglect ours. hello! they don't address us as women for nothing alright! we do feel the pain too! just for your own pleasure... selfish people! alright, my guy friends are going to hate me for this... but sorry peeps! it's the truth!

won't you just spare a little thought and be more sensitive towards us girls as well? sighs... the whole is changing... back to the olden days... life would be so much better... feeling a little tired after the cough mixture, guess i'm going to turn in early! parents and family are leaving for hong kong tomorrow early morning... wished i had made the choice of going with them. but i guess, i'll get to enjoy after my IA as well... just work hard for now... good night diary...

posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:11 PM



Saturday, July 23, 2005


i didn't have anything on... just on MC... thought i had nothing to do, so headed to the library...

went to the library and saw rahimah! haha! my long lost girlfriend... started to miss those high school days... those days whereby we would read in class instead of listening to what's going on... still, we scored well... we're smart people isn't it?! haha!

story books were also confiscated! argh! irritating! soon, i headed back for dinner... had my dinner and i fell asleep on my bed! til now, i just woke up... didn't want to log on MSN. just wanted to complete my blogger and sleep again. All i need is just rest and rest and rest isn't it? Yup, so I'll just SLEEP my way through! slurp!

I guess my colleagues are all having fun at the BBQ cum Chalet... Missed the fun! Oh well...

alrighty, gotta go rest more! love you diary!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 12:22 PM



Friday, July 22, 2005


alright... what now? my virus is back! i'm sick again! i left micron at 3pm. I couldn't take it, seriously... i kept dozing off and feeling really terrible. so i think i better go!

the stupid company's medical centre couldn't take in anymore patients after 50 patients have registered! what kinda policy is that? it's just spastic alright!

Doesn't really matter, i didn't eat during lunch. I didn't have the appetite to do so. bread and herbal was all i had. but, it didn't help! argh! i'm going to rest well and build up my immue system again! I'm going to be a strong Jen again! *winks* and i'm on MC tomorrow again!

okie... i'm just listening to class 95, my favourite radio station! =) going to turn in soon i guess... i need more rest and more rest and more rest... alright..ciaos!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 12:19 PM



Thursday, July 21, 2005


yet another day at work! today i got home early! lalala!

i wanted to watch "missing" but oh well, don't think i'll do it. I'm beginning to fall sick.

my nose is running, my throat is beginning to feel the itch, my fever will soon kick in. right, so am i suppose to take MC again? hmmm... let me think... we'll see how things go.

Everyday, i'm just doing testing in the office, check invoices and oh! did i mention that micron's shares have raised to a price of $12.71 cents! Cheers! as though i'm going to get profit sharing, why am i so elated? silly girl. oh well, at least i know i've been doing invoices and seeing money roll into the company.

alrighty, i gotta go! ciaos!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:25 PM



Wednesday, July 20, 2005


Yet another day at work... God, please salvage the lost soul...

sighs, i've got nothing to blog. just another tiring day...

posted by Jenn Tan @ 4:57 PM



Tuesday, July 19, 2005


It's just another day at work. the usual things happened. what else could have been better? nothing. cos it's just meaningless working. Sighs, i'm trying to think positively. yes, i do learn new things and blah blah blah... still, it's not working!

i guess i've got nothing to comment on. just looking for this friday! Finance department is going to have a BBQ! yeahs! finally, i see accountants having fun! haha!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:47 PM



Monday, July 18, 2005


yays! i've finally gotten the cert to windsurf! woohoo!!

i had lots of fun today although i spent half of the time in the water! haha! thanks to adrian, shuzhen and mingle! you guys are great instructors! =D i don't think i wanna give up windsurfing. it's a sport worth doing... it requires so much perserverance and determination! just like rock climbing (the only way down is up) so the only way for windsurfing to come back is to surf your way through!

went for dinner and went home once again... i guess that's all about life eh? at least i managed to achieve something over the weekends and i'm proud of it! =D cheers Jen!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:40 PM



Sunday, July 17, 2005


yays!! you won't believe what have i done today! haha! it's not a big deal, but i did learn something new today! cheers! WINDSURFING! woohoo! mamamia!

Right, so many a times I fell into the water, I told myself not to give up. Climbed up the daggerboard and pulled the uphaul rope again and start sailing... i must say I did have a great fun with ching of cos! haha!

I'll go for a few more rentals and make sure I master windsurfing! I must say, when you're out in the sea, it gets everything out of your mind. I didn't least noticed that until the end of the whole program...

Your concentration is all brought into wanting to keep your balance...etc. Enjoy the view out in the sea. Just like when I kayak... I love kayaking out in the open sea, sitting just in the middle of nowhere... falling asleep... I missed those days! =S If I could turn back time...

Oh my! I came back feeling really tired! I couldn't open my eyes any longer! Gotta go sleep! Ciaos!

*Ready for Round 2 of Windsurfing tomorrow~!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:00 PM



Thursday, July 14, 2005


argh! stupid IBM! buy so many products from Micron for what? 390 invoices belongs to you! *grinz* my eyes were getting a little heavier than usual, my arms too!

apparently, i didn't care about my image in the office! I was too tired to do so! I just lifted my leg up on the chair and continued with my invoices... listening to my discman seems to be the ideal thing to do too! yawns... i managed to complete all the invoices within a day! Ain't I amazing?! I think I am! haha! what a thing... that's because i turn off my email and concentrated, or else... gees...

I'm just getting a little tired here... wanting to just fall back on my bed and have a good night's sleep... good night diary...

posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:06 PM



Wednesday, July 13, 2005


just another brand new day at work... hmmm... let me think, anything interesting?

not really actually... oh well, life's just as usual at work. what could be worst or better? left the office at 1800hrs, comtemplating on whether to go get my nail polish or to go home...

instead, bus 133 came and decision was made to go home... it was drizzling and i took my slow walk with my umbrella obviously...

life's pretty much the same. thought i could make some changes, but what? i thought everyday just going to work was good... but i start to think that it's meaningless... it has become a routine. each day, i wake up, brush my teeth, bathe, change, step out of my house, walk to the bus stop, take the bus, reach the office, sit down and work, breakfast break at 9am, lunch break at 12pm, tea break at 4pm, knock off at 1715hrs, go home, eat, bathe and sleep. is that what's life all about? i doubt so.

where's the zest in life, jen? where's the meaning in life? at the age of 20 years old, i start to think so much about life... i can't help it...

i just want to see myself soar some day... high up the sky... i just want to soar just like the eagle...

posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:53 PM



Tuesday, July 12, 2005


i know i shouldn't be doing this... but life's getting a little mixed up here... gees... i seem to not know what i really want all of a sudden... =X

when everyone is so enthusiastic about life, i'm like dreading each day... argh! I hate this!

well, i guess i had a great day yesterday, being able to go to church and pray about everything.

went to get dex's birthday present and then went to meet him... had dinner with his friends too... it didn't ended so badly... =)

posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:43 AM



Tuesday, July 05, 2005


finally... get to pen down something again... i took half day off again, or rather the company doctor gave me MC. I kinda felt that this was going to happen last night. I popped 2 panadols but they don't seem to help.

The skies overcast this morning... it's freezing cold. I thought my white sweater is enough to keep me warm. Apparently, i think I'm too weak to withstand that kinda weather. I though i'll be fine. I took queued for my turn to consult the doctor. Gees... It took me so long! Argh! By then, i was freezing like nobody's business! I had 3 sweaters on, went to the washroom to hibernate. But to no avail! It doesn't even help! Argh! Fingers were so numb, I was slowly losing concentration...

Doctor said I was running a high fever, throat slight infection, flu and cough. I was dying! I knew I had to be back fast to rest! I did... til now... I had porridge, rested well... but fever hit 39.2 degrees this afternoon. You probably would be able to BBQ on my body. Gees! I felt hot! Now, I gotta complete my report and send it out soon and rest more! Argh! I hope I recover...

posted by Jenn Tan @ 9:58 AM



Saturday, July 02, 2005


finally! the last day for my MC... sighs... oh well... I'm getting a little bored here but oh well... i think i'm doing fine! At least i can rest my ankle... i'm loving every single thing right before my knees...

yesterday i had great fun driving! yays! I love driving so much! mama mia! i just hope next week can pass my driving... but i'm not having much hope nor faith... i've stopped for so long and it's more like last min kinda thing again! oh well... can't help it! (probably just excuses)

i just washed my bedsheet and quilt! i'm contented! wahaha! love it! need to touch up my report a little today and hopefully, it should be complete... i hope so... argh... 20% what can i make up?

anyways, it's time to welcome the new month of July! new beginning, new start! Buck up!

ok... just a short one here... i'm kinda tired too!

posted by Jenn Tan @ 11:29 AM






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