Friday, April 30, 2004
Anyway, yesterday, I met up with Erica and Yann Yng for dinner and went Boat quay for a drink at some stupid bar - chocolate bar and my favourite Harrys! KeKe!! I enjoy at Harrys more than any of those pubs at Boat Quay! For goodness sake! Give me a break on whatever chocolate bar... *GrInZ* But then I managed to get my malibu pineapple after all and also my vodka 7-up. I think that has satisfy my needs. I needed that break! Then guess what?! Today I've been having stomach flu! I can't stop going to the washroom since morning! *dArNz* I don't feel good, I can't really study... Angry with myself! *HuMpZ*
posted by Jenn Tan @ 5:30 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2004
Yes, it's another day, weather's wonderful today! Unlike recent months! I've not been typing my blogger recently. Well, I've been busy recently again... Or is it just another excuse? Geez... =X But life's still great with me! I love my busy life though! KeKe!! Well, yesterday, I went supper with jiamin, xueting and lawrence... had a great laugh last night... =) Yeeman told me that she's fallen in love with one of her patient! Grinz! I don't know how to help her either... She's got a boyfriend and the patient has gotten a girlfriend... How on earth can such a thing happen? I thought it only happens in drama series?! Maybe that's just life... I seriously hope she considers it...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 12:30 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Right... it's been such a long time since i touched this blogger. Not that I'm lazy, just that I've been pretty busy! Exams are just round the corner and I've gotta work extra hard you see. It's hard... Nothing much happened recently anyway, and I'm on a study break this week.
Got back to golfing and I'm so addicted to it... Well, perhaps when I was young, I didn't really know how to enjoy golf. Thought it was a waste of time! hey! but I'm wrong! Used to enjoy netball and go crazy over it! I guess I still am! How I wished I'm back to those good old secondary school days! Whereby sports and studies was my life! Netball after school? HaHa!! Now, I've got so much things to do and I really gotta plan my time! Well, slowly entering into the biz world! Oh, talking about that, yesterday, I went to this factory with mum and it was cool! I didn't know how hi-tech Singapore really is... Hmmm... It's really hard to survive in Singapore anyway. You gotta be really competitive in the biz world! =S Well, but Singapore's not where I belong after all. Mum said so too... Well, I would leave if I have the cash... a promise... And yes, I'm going to be mean to be leaving my family here... Just hopping that I can make it big out there in another country and bring them there to make up for my selfishness... If I don't try, I wouldn't know. Many things that I wanna do in life and I seriously would love to accomplish them. I live til this age... I've seriously not accomplished anything, except for studies... But of cos during the holidays, I work hard... and these are all the things I've done. I wanna do more and yes, I might be ambitious, but that's how it works...for me at least! I've got big dreams and I would love them to come true!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:20 AM
Saturday, April 10, 2004
*YaWnZ* I'm so tired!! Had a game of golf this morning at 9am. Had to wake up at 0545hrs and set off to Malaysia, Octville. There was a traffic congestion today due to the Good Friday holiday. But luckily we went in early, cos at Octville, a lady just came in to golf and she said that she was at the causeway at 1030hrs and got stuck in the jam til 1430hrs! What a thing?! And when she came in, it started to pour. Luckily we completed our 18hole! Went golfing with Mi, Uncle Ronne and Uncle Tommy. It wasn't that bad after all but weather today was terribly humid! I kept drinking liquid. Well, as usual, had 2 colors. =S But I enjoyed the game! I seriously did! It's been some time since i stepped onto the green again and they said that I played pretty well today! I'm glad about it as well... I won the adults at the 4th hole, par 4. KeKe!! I thought it was a good one. I'll train harder and play even better in future and I promise myself that! I kinda appreciate Golf now... Unlike when I was younger... hated it so much! It's so dragging to be on the green hitting one ball... but now, I love it to the max! =P
Another thing...the thought of wanting to give up the dance medal is strongly in my mind! I seriously think that I can't do it! It's so sad =( simply because, I've got no time and I'm so tired. I'm so stressed up and everything! Well, I jolly well know that if I lose this chance, I'll have to wait til very long before I can take my grading.... If so, then let it be... Anyway, the thought of leaving the band has never left my mind. It's been so long since I'm with the band. I've got my interest there, but it's not something that I would love to do in the long run. I definitely can't imagine myself performing when I start working... Dancing around in public... Not that I'm not proud of it, just that I can't do it. Well, let nature take it's course. Meanwhile, tomorrow, I'll try my very best to do whatever I can for the dance. And I've got a BBQ tomorrow at ECP... of my! So many programmes everyday... Bonkers time! Exams are coming... Stress!! The most crucial paper would of cos be FFA. I seriously hope that I wouldn't fail that paper!! Looks like I'll have to work extra hard for it! Sigh!!
Okie, I shall stop here! I'm really exhausted! Wanna rest early and wake up early tomorrow to study and do whatever I've got to do!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 12:30 AM
Friday, April 02, 2004
Yes! It's a Thursday! I can smell the weekends approaching! Haha!! today went for a haircut after school.... Thought I love this hairstyle anyway... It might not be much of a difference that I went to cut it to others, but it has got difference to me... seriously, it's my own hair, I would know!
Anyway, today had macroeconomics in class, had presentation... it was kinda stupid...but got through it anyway, so who cares?! I ain't feeling right.... Well, kinda bored! Something's bothering me... It ain't really a friday to me when lecture ends at 5pm! *gRiNz* It's the month of April and exams are drawing near! I gotta start working on my exams! not much time left and I don't wanna repeat any modules! Wanna clear all of them! God, please help me! And also dance grading is coming soon! It's 3 weeks from now! I think I gotta buck up! Jen, you've got lots to do, so you better plan them properly yah?
Okok, gotta stop here, wanna do my things, still gotta wake up early tomorrow for class... 9am tutorial! YaWns! Biz Management! What a boring thing?! But at least better than FFA! Haha!!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:35 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Well oh well... hmm...it's late, I know... but I was painting my nails with some new decoration on it... keke!! waiting for it to dry before i sleep... don't wanna spoil it tonight!
Well, today's classes ain't that bad after all, had my presentation and everything went on smoothly of cos! haha!! =) After classes, went to McDonalds. well... met Eddie there! Surprise surprise! Miss those days when we were working together... Fun but tiring... KeKe!!
Keith just SMS me... everything was so sweet when together but now... that sweetness is gone. is that love?
love can't stand time test? breakup just because of wrongdoings? is that love? haha...now then i know. well, he's indirectly blaming me... Yes, everything's my fault! I am to blame! I'm the sinner!! EVERYTHING'S MY FAULT!!! Say that I blame you for all that's happened?! I didn't! I don't bear any grudges or blame anyone on this! Why is it that after we break off, i still don't get my peace? and saying that what hurts you is me not loving you anymore... you hurt me even more! All I wanted was a new life, a new beginning... I still can be your friend... take it as I don't love you enough or whatever in the past... For 2 years, holding on was not love? I made an effort, where was yours?! you only care about yourself, think about those times that you put in the effort, but not mine... Now that you claim you still love me and use this to indirectly blame me for not loving you, instead hurt you? Then what's more for me to say? Now what? you said that you gave in, put in effort and get hurt now? If you had put in the effort, I wouldn't be hurt right now!! I'm the bad girl! I'm a heartbreaker! All guys shall stay away from me!!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 4:15 PM
