Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Today is just a different Tuesday... I didn't have to attend school but I had lots of thing to complete! I did my filing, read some biz management notes(so that it wouldn't be heavy when it comes to exams), did my IAC report, printed out what I'm supposed to print, and last minute, I found out that each group has gotta do some synopsis report on our skit for CATS! what a thing?! There's just so much to do!
Yesterday I slept late... Nearly lost my sleep! Was online and xiaoting needed someone... she cried... Why is it that in this world people get discriminated? Why is it parents can't accept their son's/daughter's partners? Why is it that all girls wanted was just love, yet guy wanted sex in a relationship? And when the girls announced that they're pregnant, guys walk out on them? Guys, be more responsible! It's hard on a girl and it's depressing! Why is it that people change? Even your best friend turn it's back on you? Backstabbers everywhere... It's a ridiculous world we're living in....
Ok, I gotta stop here... there's just too much for me to do! I dislike you HAROLD! You're so torturous! I want to end this stupid CATS class! If not for you, I would be able to take it still! =p
posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:55 PM
Monday, March 29, 2004
Hmmmz... today I've decided to write my blog earlier... KeKe!! Unlike past few days... Well, basically, I just had my bath and dinner... Feeling pretty refresh now! =) The whole morning since I woke up, been studying for Macroecons test as well as choosing slides background for Andy's Wedding photos. I wanna make it good for you my dearest brother! Had gotten a couple of them and I think they look pretty good...
Went to school for BCA review... then attended the exam... came back home and there I go again... looking for backgrounds... Well, today Clare told me that actually her parents didn't like lawrence(her bf) I was pretty taken aback... cos all along, I thought her parents like him... Well, it's hard on Clare... I've been through that stage... I know how she's feeling... It's sad like what I've mentioned before to not be accepted by your parents when you love your partner so much... But when both parties hold on, miracles do happen...
Enough of these... there's no school tomorrow!! Hurray!! I can sleep and do my things! =) love my life to the max! haha!! okok...that's all for today, as nothing much really happened...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 8:20 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Another Sunday just passed like that... hmmm.... Didn't go for dance today... stayed home and did what I'm supposed to do and did some selection of songs for Andy!! Anyway, it's Andy and Meng Yong's birthday today! Anyway, I wanna make Andy's Wedding the best I could... I'm pretty excited over it... I'm going to start shopping for what I wanna wear from June onwards.. slowly shop til near to date then buy... KeKe!! Of cos I wanna look good too, though I'm not the bride... Someday... Someday I'll be one... and I can't wait to be one! KeKe!!
Watched a wedding ceremony show today and it's so sweet... Just appeals to me that every wedding is sweet! =) It's once in a lifetime for most... Some people's marriage failed the first time... divorced then remarry... I hope it wouldn't happen to me... Preparation is so tedious and everything!! HaHa!! so troublesome! Anyway, it's not because of those factors I mentioned... I obviously want a marriage that lasts a lifetime! It's sweet to grow old together... at least to me =) It's something worth working towards!
Well, today, went to collect the video tape from aunty yvonne...
Relationship is a game... It's seriously a game of love... You wouldn't know what to expect from this game. I've friends who can allow 2 guys in their life, while I can't. I wouldn't want to anyway. It's a crazy thing... I've got friends who attempt suicide because of love... what a thing?! I've got friends who cling on to their partner so much... But again, if that makes them happy, I can't be bothered... Friends that love the other so much, yet can't be with them... How sad... =( Love... I must say I'm lucky... I've gone through my toughest time in a relationship with Keith... I failed...
*YaWnZ* yah, it's late, i shall stop here and go... ciaos! sweet dreams!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 5:33 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Yeah! Saturday has just passed! it's the wee hours of Sunday! You must be wondering why am I still so energetic at this time...
Anyway, this morning, I got up of the wrong side of bed you see... I woke up thinking about the things I've got to accomplish... Stresses me... Printed my notes and everything... Then, daddy came home with lunch for me... Something bad happened... daddy kept calling me from the kitchen and I heard him, I replied... Perhaps it was too soft or something like that... I walked to the kitchen and said, could you please stop calling me? I heard you, it's irritating... =X I, myself got a taken aback after what has came out of my mouth! I thought to myself... Jen! What are you talking about?! You're saying that to daddy?! *gRiNz* I couldn't take back what I said, instead, I sat down and did self reflection... It was so wrong of me to do that... I felt so bad... Promise myself that it'll never happen again...
Had my lunch, completed a couple of things, then went out for a drink. Got a cross as my gift! KeKe!! pretty happy... I think the necklace is nice! I love it! Thanks Mi! Viewed some videos and photos of the past... Brings back many sweet memories... =)
posted by Jenn Tan @ 6:05 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Another day at school... but today ain't too good for me... I've fallen sick! Yes, sick... I've yet to recover, in fact, it got worst! *gRiNz* Ear hurts terribly of cos! I didn't meet up with Jiamin, instead, I did the BCA myself... Oh well... Had my lunch at home and made my way to school... Attended an hour of CATS class, surprisingly we get to go early today, but... we had to do this stupid assignment on Israelis killing Mr Yassin! What a thing?! oh well, like what people always say, an eye for an eye...
Oh well, till now, I hadn't ate my dinner... or rather, I really don't have the appetite to eat anything...
I completed quite a couple of things today though... Completed BCA, tomorrow I've got to meet Joyce Tang to submit the project, did my report for IAC (my part), did research for for the CATS project
Suddenly one thought...One thing that means alot to me is my partner being accepted in my family... it's sad to know that you love someone so much and yet your family can't accept him.
okok, I shall stop here... or my story will go on and on!! HaHa!! ciaos!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:15 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Another tuesday... well, today was pretty different... didn't go school with darling...got to school by 1030hrs... supposed to have my BCA project meeting at 1100hrs, which I heard wrongly and so went to school early... *gRiNz* could have slept more! Went for WCOM test at 1300hrs and completed it by 1400hrs or so... Didn't know what I was writing anyway...
Went to AMK to get some stuff with Jiamin and came home without my darling as well... Oh well... did my stuff, managed to catch a glimpse of my bear at about 1600hrs...
Started studying from 2100hrs til now... Econs test coming up...so gotta buck up Jen!! I know...it's dreads me each and every day to think of studies... but that's what I can do for now! Did my FFA tutorials and I'm going to leave some part uncomplete... cos I don't even know what is it talking about?! *gRiNz* Now, Jen, you can't fail FFA and you know it! You better buck up!! Yeah, I know, I'm trying! It's the worst thing in my life to ever fail! And you know Jen never fails!
All of a sudden, I'm down with this sickness known as flu! What a thing?! Sore throat is something I dislike the most! Lose me voice and that irritates me! Cough? Used to it since young! Running nose? Not again?! Yes, all these! Like what people say...instant 3-in-1... Not any Milo or anything... *gRiNz* Mobile phone kept ringing the whole night... Steamboat party? IAC project? Oh well... give me a break people... I'm not a robot as you can see... My batteries' low...
Enough for the day... I'm tired... Lord, I wanna say my prayer here and right now... Wanna thank you for the wonderful day... I'm thankful for being able to wake up everyday to experience new things in my life... I pray for my studies... they mean alot to me... I pray for kok jong's FYP... strengthen him, carry him through the tough times... Grant him the patience... Lord, kok jong tried quitting smoking...somehow, he failed... make him stronger mentally... grant him the willpower... It's not easy... at least he tried... Wanna pray for those people around me to have great health... For Mi and uncle ronne at Bangkok, bless them with safe journey wherever they go. Pray for Aunty Yvonne, hope she's fine after the accident. Things don't come easy, but you said, seek and you shall be given... I'm seeking and I'm asking... let things work out for us... It's a long life journey... but things will be possible... I pray everything in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, AMEN.
posted by Jenn Tan @ 3:38 PM
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
yes, it's another day of cos! Woke up early and went to school for 10am's lecture, which I would rather attend the one on thursdays! The thought of waking early... *YuCkS* Oh well, that don't really matter... Got back my BCA paper, scored pretty well, I should say... HaHa!!
A bad news just set in! Aunty Yvonne met with an accident! Oh well, I'm not worried about the car, instead aunty yvonne! The car has another problem now! I was busy the whole evening with phone calls... zhi ping called, he's like so helpless...where to tow the car and I'm here helping them... called uncle ronne, he didn't pick up, called Mi in UK, she didn't pick up... what's wrong with everybody when we need help here?! *gRiNz* I hope it'll turn out well!! please God! Help!! Now, uncle ronne just called as well... and so?! he can't help as well! darn!
Oh yes!! it's done! the car is being towed away! Finally! and bear in mind the insurance company! it's NTUC!! haha!! =) done for the day! finally!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:00 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
I was home in the afternoon, doing some tutorials online on some crazy topic of economics?! - MONEY! Yes, money! Thought it was a pretty interesting topic though... KeKe!! Went walking around, had durian roll and Japanese noodles!
*BurP* Oh yes! After such a long time, today I had buffet with Andy, May, Hui Tze and Chuan Chuan at Vienna! I just love it there! So much food to eat! HaHa! Stop being greedy Jen! I can't and you can't blame me if I gain weight!
*gRiNz* today I was on my shopping spree for nail polish! In addition, I got myself a mousse, something to hold that hair of mine! HaHa!! Anyway, nail polish never fails to paint my colorful days! I love them! I had fun! Walking around town on a weekend wasn't something i'd always do on weekends, or rather, i rarely did! Just for a change of lifestyle, I went bumping around Orchard road... HaHa!! Thought once in a while would make it good! I just had my bath and everything... Sitting back, removing my nail polish, ever so excited to try on new colors on my nails. Oh yes, just wanna say...the red color nail polish was disgusting! I never wanted to be a ghost or anything, so that's so out of my range! Perhaps for that red... But I'd still continue purchasing, til I get that specific red that matches me! I promise! KeKe!! yah and I wanna paint my nails after trying out all the colors!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 3:30 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Yes, it's the weekends! *YaWnZ* Yes, I just came home after having supper. Ushered the weekends out there! HaHa!! Or rather should I say, it's always been the case?! Today was tiring again... But then again, to be able to complete my MYOB and not having to go back to school to hand up my assignment is more than enough to make my weekends BEST! The zest in me just tells me that it's the weekends! Wakie wakie! KeKe!! =)
Ok, yah, it's getting late and I wanna wake up tomorrow to shop! It's the weekends alright?!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 5:30 PM
Friday, March 19, 2004
What a day at school! Yes I know, it's thursday and it's a long draggy day! I got back my FFA paper today and my result was a disappointment! Oh well, still, life goes on isn't that right? Only on this very day, I headed home myself.... Nothing really happened during that day... i guess it's just another boring day
posted by Jenn Tan @ 3:50 PM
