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The Little Girl's Grand Plans

i know i know, my blog is nearly dead =p

Lately i've been away on a Kyushu trip, back to realize there's so many unaccomplished tasks to accomplish. When time allows i put the priority on Divine Essentials and ta-dah, the result of a bare & boring blog here.

I'm currently in process of setting up a new blog to log the adventures of my upcoming years. Every little slice of event, piece of emotion, wedge of innermost thought... it's gonna be my refuge from the world. Don't worry this one is bound to last LONG. Period long.

For those who already know/ heard about/ still have no clue, i've starting to realize some of my grand plans. Friends would know how i'm abnormally enthu about baking & cooking & anything food-related haha. So future's decided, i'm stepping into the industry. Into the kitchen for good.

Stay tuned for the new link!

The Unbeatable One

my Dad is God's best gift to me.

i love him lots. more than words could say.

But life's never perfect.

Say it in my face

i'm typing an entry with tired eyes.

every night i would set my alarm clock to 4 AM, place my notes beside my pillow and tell myself... "elaine you are going to wake up early tmr WITHOUT FAIL to do some final memorizing."

morning comes.

alarm rings.*hits snooze. rings.*hits snooze.

when i finally turn to stare at the clock,

its 6.05 AM. hmmph.

*

fb status today:

this world is so perilously hurtful, im stepping out of it.

You know, i really hate to be (mis)judged groundlessly.

It really steps on my toes. hard.

All those untruths & false assumptions only irks & wounds me.

But its utterly pointless for me to step in further.

Nuff said.

I promise myself im gonna meet up with all the niceeeee people after the exams. all those god-sent angels around me. they've always been there to care. they are my source of happiness and i love everyone of them.

Planning our annual christmas meetup with bestie already. can't wait can't wait. there's gonna be The Christmas Carol, good food & lotsa pictures taken with the Orchard lightup. Did you guys see it already? the lightup's dazzling this year!

there's really a whole load of angels to cheer about.. so why should i even bother brooding over the devil? finally enlightened (:

Pick me up

i feel so lousy.

comparison generates inferiority and i'm always falling prey to it.

God's Plans

"For I know the plans I have for you,"declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."Jeremiah 29:11

"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord, your God." Isaiah 43:1B-3A

All the best to all of you entering the exam hall tmr!

He's with us.

One final lap to cross

this is the last straw.

Maths paper begins in 24 hours time.

n w o d e k o r b i

For days.

its been an excruciating time, and its only going to get more excruciating.

i hid it for so long

but now i'm struggling to conceal my own emotions.

Been reminding myself,

just 20 days & all will be over.

But 20 days= 480 hours = 28800 minutes= 1728000 seconds.

every moment is going to be painful.

Even after 20 days, will everything really be over?

This is something called the r.e.s.u.l.t.s

another huge torment to face.

I don't fear poor results,

What i fear is the hurting glares.

& factually speaking,

MY FEARS ARE NOT UNFOUNDED.

there's a whole lot of untellables behind this.

If only something would arrive before the rigor starts,

my gloom would shrink by half.

please come.

God i look to you for your divine guidance.