PK.

Such a sweet albeit typical duet!
Go listen：http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqLDxwr5B5s

Christmas 2008 was celebrated with Sa Hui Mui and Sylvia.
Booked a Corporate suite at Naumi Hotel and paid the remaining amount as a christmas present to all of them.
I don't regret spending quite an amount on it!
Amazing room, although the service wasn't as good as I expected.
(shrugs)
I am, as usual, lazy to upload photos so go Google if you wanna see how the hotel looks. Haha. =)

Life has been...exceptionally different recently.
On one hand, I welcome the change.
On the other, it's...all too foreign to me to fully fathom?
I just hope at the end of the day, there isn't anyone at the losing end.

It's so scary that a year's gonna come to end already.
I can't believe I was at BJ 1/2 a year ago, and now here I am.
Whyyyyyyyyy does time pass so fast?

Mmmm.

It's really, really amazing how every day of my life turns out different.
I woke up with a really terrible nightmare yesterday.
Then I woke up with a simple & sweeeeeeeet dream this morning.
I've dreamt about this person TWICE already, but he obviously doesn't know me and I don't know him personally either.
And I DON'T think about him AT ALL?
So, so odd.
(scratches head)
I know I sound really silly, but he's soooooo charming I can't stop smiling.
=DDD
Oh and trust me, I DON'T usually dream about people who don't know me. Lol.

I've been trying not to brood, but it's quite hard.
=(
Oh well. Xmas is cominggggggggg!
Have you bought your presents?
=)

On a cranky see-saw


...when you're sick and you know you can't snack, but still want to.

...when you want to finish watching that drama you've been addicted to, but have multiple eye wrinkles to consider.

...when you know what's in front of you isn't exactly what you're looking for, but still venture ahead.

...when you know all the analogies above are stupid, but still want to pen them down.

...when you've been so damn sure you know yourself inside out, but suddenly realise you don't know that girl after all.

with my little eye.


Not forgiven yet, or simply just can't be bothered?
Either way, it's really depressing.
=(((((

sigh.

I make myself unnecessarily sick in the stomach every so often.
=(
Why, Diane?
(shakes head)

& sometimes I do, sometimes I don't.

URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGH

I NEED A BF WHO IS WILLING TO GET RID OF LIZARDS (DON'T HAVE TO KILL, JUST GET THEM SAFELY AWAY FROM ME) FOR ME.
I WILL SERIOUSLY PAY WHOEVER THAT CAN COME DOWN RIGHT NOW TO MY HOUSE AND GET RID OF THAT IDIOTIC CREATURE OUT OF MY ROOM SO THAT I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE AND WAKE UP IN TIME IN THE EARLY MORNING TO GO TO SCHOOL.

I KNOW LIZARDS ARE HARMLESS CREATURES AND THEY HELP US EAT BUGS BUT SERIOUSLY, I CAN'T APPRECIATE THEM.
I TRIED CATCHING IT JUST NOW BUT IT KEPT SPRINTING ABOUT.
I KNOW I SOUND SILLY BUT IMAGINE SOMETHING THAT YOU REALLY HATE/SCARED OF CRAWLING HAPPILY IN YOUR ROOM AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHETHER YOU WILL WAKE UP SEEING IT LYING NEXT TO YOU ON YOUR BED.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I'M GOING HYSTERICAL, I REALLY CAN'T SLEEP!!

Roarrrrrrrrrrrr.

It's a superrrrr quiet Saturday for me, being holed up at home alone with the rain pouring outside.
I wanted to head down to Sushi Tei and grab one of their salads that I have been craving really badly for but it started to raaaain so instead, I orderd myself a Sakae dinner (no food at home!).
Heh.

I'm supposed to be STUDYING FOR MY COMMON TEST/doing my e-learning assignment/thinking of an idea for marketing communications project but I've been hooked on Gossip Girl!
I wish I never started on the show (I started because I'm doing a project on it & I needed to know what the show is about). It was really addictive initially, but after 10 episodes it gets too dramatic, political and annoying. I'm watching it now for the sake of finishing up Season 1.

Study, Diane. STUDYYYYYY!!

urgh.

I don't want to yak non-stop on how upset I am with my life because I don't think I'm emo enough to do that.

But somehow, there's this terribly uncomfortable feeling in my chest that's bringing me down.
I can't concentrate on school work, I feel so unsettled, I'm distracted 24/7.

I have to admit that I am a person who gets affected easily.
I'm too sensitive for my own good.
When I care for others and I don't get any response, I start to fret badly.
Did I do something wrong and caused a misunderstanding?
Is my friend upset with me about something that I'm not aware of?

I normally try to hide my uneasiness but somehow I can't do it today.

To you: We need to sit down one day and talk. Like really talk. And you have to let down your defenses. This "charade" can't go on any longer. I don't want to lose a very good friend (albeit I know that in your opinion, I've never had you as my friend).

To ah shien: If you're reading this (which I highly doubt you would actually), please let me know if you're upset or you're okay?

To hotels in Taiwan: Please open up a position for me so that I can escape and start my life afresh?

I don't like all these a single bit.
=((((((

Bro.

Was sitting on the sofa watching TV when suddenly my phone rang.
Guess who called?
Marc Lim JJ!
I was soooooo surprised; the last time I spoke to this guy was 2 years ago?
We ended up chatting for 1.5 hours about everythingggggggg.

It really puts a smile on my face when friends you thought have disappeared suddenly contact you AND you still can chat happily with them.
Never fails to hit me frequently how friends are half (not just a little part) of what makes you, you.

& I found back a good friend/bro who really understands parts of me that others don't.
=)