Saturday, June 28.
Fuck.
You know,
I kinda understand now why sometimes people are driven (by frustration&unhappiness) to the point where they feel that there is no real meaning in/of life itself?
And if you are here to say "grow up la diane" or "stop letting your emotions take over you",
think twice because
YOU don't know shit until it hits you right in the face (so don't bother judging).
I'll never wanna deal with any more terriblyrudesmellyfuckedupnarrowminded shitheads in the future.
Frumped* 1:49 AM
Thursday, June 12.
Wheelock F&C, immensely missed.
Words can't describe how I'm feeling right now.
Fish n Co (Wheelock), my 2nd home for the past 2.5 years, is closing down today.
NOT because we aren't making money (we're the 2nd/3rd-top outlet for earning the most), but because of some external issues.
Called back to the outlet just now & spoke to Lily, my manager.
After putting down the phone, I started crying like mad.
Perhaps most of you might think I'm being silly, but honestly, Wheelock definitely holds so much memories for me.
From the good to the bad, frowns and smiles, I've gained & learnt SO much from working there.
It is also, afterall, my first job out of secondary school.
I still remember being so nervous on the first day of work that I dropped an entire stack of remekins (the tartar, minced garlic and chilli dip sauces).
Lol.
I wish I could be there, for the farewell party, for the last gathering in the outlet, for everything.
I wish so badly that the external issues could had been resolved.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
In the words of Nelly Furtado,
"why do all good things come to an end"?=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Frumped* 11:13 AM
Monday, June 9.
indescribable.
I'm supposed to seize this long weekend to replenish my tired soul with as much sleep as I can get.
But as usual, I'm doing the exact opposite.
Every so often, I catch myself wishing that I can just stay here in Beijing for as long as I want & continue being invisible because the thought of having to put up with the "sheeshIhavetobesoconsciousalloveragain" feeling when I'm back in SG isn't exactly the most appealing scheiße around.
*edit:
Just came back from Happy Valley (欢乐谷), which is the most popular amusement park in Beijing. Reached there at 11am & left at 7pm, but I only managed to take 7/30 rides. Know why? BECAUSE I TAKE 1 HOUR JUST TO QUEUE FOR EACH RIDE. %#$!^*
It's quite fun actually, DEFINITELY better than Escape Theme Park and probably the size of 2 Ngee Ann Polys. There was this realllllly awesome ride that I wanted to go on, but then it closed before I could go on it =(
I'm super tanned (okay fine, red is more like it) now from standing under the sun the whole day (so hotttt but shiok ahaha). Yay I don't look pale now! BUT all my colleagues are just gonna think I'm ugly because apparently they feel that girls who are anything else but SUPER DUPER FAIR are ugly by their standards (rolls eyes). They actually think I'm super tanned?? Then what about those bikini babes back in Sentosa? Chao ta ah?
I'm reaaally tired today, will upload photos tomorrow or something. The main purpose for me to blog tonight is because I wanted to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST
LO MA JI!
I'll be seeing you in...5 days! =D
Frumped* 1:14 AM
Thursday, June 5.
qiu jio.
As they often say,
"curiosity kills the cat".
So there IS truth to the proverb, in a metaphoric way.
=(
Frumped* 10:26 PM
Tuesday, June 3.
E=MC²
I just finished watching Mariah Carey's The Adventures of Mimi Live Concert DVD and I'm absolutely in love with her.
She is, without a doubt, the best female artiste for the past 18 years.
I'm gonna ask Sa to help me buy her ORIGINAL album from SG since I can't seem to find original CDs around here in BJ (got conned buying this Backstreet Boys' DVD that turned out to be an illegal concert recording by someone WTF).
BUT that means I have to endure the anticipation of listening to her new album for a week more.
ROARRRRRRRR.
Anyway mmm changed 2 buses & walked the remaining distance to work today.
It took me 0.5 hours to walk from the nearest bus stop to the hotel (& you guys all know I walk damn fast).
Can you imagine if I were to walk to work from my home??
I'll arrive back in SG 10kg lighter man.
Actually I really don't mind walking/buying a bicycle, but the problem is that I'll have to wake up at 3am if I wanna walk to start work on time at 6am.
Sigh oh well.
Last Saturday was Pearl's birthday, & I threw a surprise birthday party for her heh.
If you ever read this, hope you enjoyed it roommate! =)
Went shopping alone on Sunday & headed over to Olio for dinner.
I'm gonna survive on less than 300RMB (SGD60) for the remaining month because I wanna save the rest of my pay.
I CAN DO IT OH YES I CAN.
The Lims are coming over next Saturday!!
I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait.
=D
Frumped* 10:16 PM
