hi.
i've just about blown it.
i've dragged my sad ass back here to blog.
haha.
hate to admit it, but i absolutely adore proclaiming and complaining to my avid readers. whee!

gawd. was today damn fucked up or not? haha. had apricot brandy on the rocks (was it on the rocks?) and rum with 7-up. HAHA PIECES OF SHIT. they were good and i downed them both, despite my reluctance after the apricot brandy. i swear, too much of apricot brandy and it gets too... *scrunches up face* dammit can't believe i'm searching for an english word to replace a chinese one. -_-; how do you say 'ni4' in english? fuckdammit.

ok. i wasn't plastered, sadly, but became somewhat crazy high. haha w00t.
i had the wide-eyed mad look of insanity, my cheeks were flushed, pupils overly dilated (it felt like). muahaha. and i bought clothes from Fox. haha. gawd. what will i do next? considering a tee and a tank cost me only 15 bucks, i shan't complain.

sad to say, watzart was a wash out. at least they had door gifts. or i would have slaughtered them whole. but i liked the booth minded by the malay guys. yay beanies are cool! and their art was too! it gave me a very grafitti feeling. meh. i liked sandara's art too, with the green-haired girl peeking out of green foliage with her tanned skin. beautiful. what can i say? hell, i nearly dug into my wallet for 6 bucks and closefucking bought it. heh. yeah. behold the beauty of green.

shall i go on a tiny ego trip here?
yesterday a friend mentioned that geniuses liked green. i like green automatically without forcing myself to. unlike forcing down cheap alcohol down my throat. erk. i like to drink but it makes me feel sick. so devastatingly sad. boohoo. so i'm a genius then? woohoo! better live up to my genius status.

should be going club hopping this wed with jes. haha self-proclaimed socialite. pity i don't have that much energy and MONEY to do so. boohoo i'm not rich with parents catering to my every whim you know. i don't head downstairs at any fucking hour just to get 10 packets of chocolate HL milk and beer. fuck yer!!!!! hehe.

the performance at tampines cultural center was interesting. i liked the dance. the one by ng kim chew (? did i get his name right) called Higher Ways was refreshing. the one about 6 neurotic people revealing dark thoughts and obsessions was enlightening and again, different. and the guitarist, jacob, blew my socks off.

phwoar dammit. HOT!

heh. red hot guitar fingers. meh.

ok. i need to go on a diet. who's with me?  ¶ 1:38 AM