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Let me live for Jesus, let me love for He is love.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

What is death and dying to you?
What is health and sickness to you?
What is losing a loved one to you?
What about losing a parent and that you grow up from a single parent family?
Or perhaps you may grow up from a dual-family, but what is it like for you?

I admit that i do not grow up from a single parent family and will never fully understand how one feels when being in that situation but i must say growing up from a dual-family isn't all too good too. many times people from the outside think that u are all happy together but that may be just the surface.

People come and people go. So what is death and dying to you? Do one need to be sickly and then it is concluded that it is time for them to go or rather can one pass on cos he is simply healthy but it is time for them to go.

I think it is a constant struggle to believe that because my Jesus had died and redeemed me from the curse of death, I now can proclaim that I am healed. The symptoms may show otherwise, but i need not live with these symptoms at all.

I have a friend who is battling cancer now, she want to go home and be with the Lord because she cant bear the pain that she is going through. I struggle because all the symptoms really show that it is bad, yet this isnt the way she should go. But every one around her are now movng towards that it is better for her to go. I struggle cos it is hard to believe. But Daddy i would want you to show me and teach me. In these times....i want to still believe that u are healer and i want that miracle healing for her. Actually there is nothing much to lose now, considering even doctor said that there is no cure. So its rather we stand firm and believe as fellow brothers and sisters in Christ or just succumb to the unbelieving thoughts.

God.. help!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

I was on the way back to office in a cab and i overheard the conversation between the cab driver and probably his wife.

Driver: Hello, you're at home?
Wife: ...........
Driver: Last night i bought 2 cups of bubble tea and left it in the fridge, should be cold now
Wife: ........
Driver: ah, frozen already? Anyway im coming back soon. Driving passenger to hougang then i will be done. Have you eaten?
Wife: .......
Driver: Later i reach house downstairs i call you k then buy for you..


So sweet right? I know this is just a simple conversation. but its really rare to hear cab driver doing that and they sounded so loving. This cab driver look rather young too and he was effectively bilingual.

How i wish in future, when I age together with my husband, he is still so sweet =)