In the recent months, i have heard of good news from fellow friends that they are either planning to get married or perhaps are in the midst of it already. I'm glad to hear that and i share their joy =) Congratulations!

However, as for me i started to think..
Years back i always wanted to walk down the aisle very young. I wanted to be a young mum but as i realised i'm now going 26years i find myself not fulfilling any of those.

Years back, i thought that my ex-bf would be the man i would walk down the aisle with. We were in a r/s for very long and in our r/s we talked about marriage, but financial stability was not feasible then. Years later, we are no longer together. I remembered I shared my hopes to settle down young and we shared that lets try and make it happened by 25year. Well.. im 26yrs this year haha..

Nevertheless, after the r/s that didnt work out with him, never have i imagined that i would fall for anyone else so quickly. Amazingly, thank God he brought me and my current bf together.

You ask me what's our plan. I have no idea seriously. I have came to a point, sadly, not sure if i'm hoping or wishing or nv dared to for any.. that i just feel when it comes it comes.

I secretly still wished that i will settle down soon even though i have already passed the age that i wanted to settle down. Disappointed may be, but i thank God for the season.

Dear Daddy, i pray for preparation. In this season of preparation, u will prepare me to be a lady after Your heart. That Your will be done in my life. That when people see me, they see Jesus. Daddy, my youth is renewed like an eagle. Therefore, let me put my trust and hope in You that all things work out for my good 'cos You have plans to prosper me and You know when is the best time. You are never too late. You know that at times i may lose heart or feel disappointed, but Daddy You will assure me and comfort me. You will uphold me, convinced me and walk with me. So teach me Daddy. Thank you! Amen!