Was having HTHT with the boyfriend one day and he was sharing with me that knowing the past was not important.

I always feel that it is important to know about the past because our past affects our future and it shapes how we behave and react.

However, he shared something interesting. He said..

If we keep looking at our past and thinking about it, isn't it just like a sinner who have been saved and keep looking at his sin and say my sin are not forgiven?

No doubt the past does affect us and shapes us, it may influence us because we keep thinking about it. And the thinking may caused us to behave in a certain way cos of our fear of the consequences repeating again. With that thinking of our past isnt it not letting go and like we keep looking at our sin and attributing it to my past is not over?

Hmm.. what insights from him.. i wonder.. i guess i need to slowly chew on this...

Love sacrifice

In the beauty of Your holiness,
Your face is all i see.
In the glory of your majesty
I bow my knees
I bow my knees to worship You
Worship You


In the presence of Your perfect love
My fears are swept away
In the tenderness of Your embrace
I lift my hands
I lift my hands to worship You
Worship You


Your grace
has open my eyes
to see the beauty the price
of Your love sacrifice
Your love sacrifice


Your blood redeemed me from shame
You power has broken the chain
This is love sacrifice
Your love sacrifice


Thank you Daddy, everytime whenever I hear this song i will feel so loved indeed. Just for me, for you so loved me, you sacrificed Jesus just for me.

With this reason, I deserve everything good for i'm precious and i am worthy.
Health and wholeness is mine. Joy is also mine. Daddy i pray that my joy will not be robbed with circumstances but i look to you and with it i draw strength and joy =)

Thank you for reminding me about the prayer that i have made in April 2010 when i first joined care group with the church. I was not hopeful in my prayer and did not even dare to think of the possibility of it. I did not pen it down explicitly but you reminded me that even though i did not write it down, you heard my silent wish that i did not even dare to believe my own. You fulfilled it! Amen! Thank you Daddy!

Your love redeemed me from shame and your power indeed has broken the chain so Daddy let me hold dear to this truth that perfect love cast out fear. So with you Daddy I shall not fear for all things are made together for my good. =)

Daddy i pray that my joy will not be rob off by the circumstances and the reactions in Jesus name.. Amen!