Hmm.. this speaker is good.. he is anointed yah and have passion :) do go if u can.. hhee 

Another day..

haha... just realised i haven been blogging oppss... and the usual me with short term memory cant remember wat happen the past few days hahaa...

but i remembered sat nite after service went to 'supper' with a few friends ahhaa.. met up with nigel finally cos it been like months hahaa... last timer used to always meet up for lunch or smthing than nv le hahaa... than eugene was there too.. end up towards the end it became a time of lame jokes and quiz haha..diaozz... And guess wat the silly me bang my head onto the canvas. ( u know coffee shop raining they will let down those canvas shelter). I banged onto the metal piece... OWWW...

still pain u know so long rite... usually i bang hate few hours ok le... now haven hehe ... so blur...

today didnt too much actually hahah kind of slack but i was quite productive too.. contradicting?? i send in lots of resume for job application ahhaa.. i hope i get replies soon hahaa...
lalalalaa... wat else should i write... oh yah my cell have new member called roslynn hehee.. yeah lo.. cos sat nite it was like preview of 'cell sun'. cos our service sat ma thats why why preview hehee... than those with cg raised hands. than we suppsoe to look around and see who didnt raise hand invite the person for cg... so saw roslynn hehee.. actually i blur didnt see.. karina saw than told me.. hehe so she came :P yeah lo...

hahaa.. my entry so scattered rite haha.. is just type watever i can rem la u see.. so nv categorise :P

oh yah i bought a new pair of heels.. haha 20 bucks i feel ex le hahaa... maybe to some is cheap.. i blur blur counted wrongly.. when go pay than opps hahaa... cos mummy say work le need to wear heels best with strap... so happen to saw this pair which loo ok.. at least the heels aint too high very seldom can find such height hehee.. than i see ok la so bought hahaa.. nat was with me.. than she bout a pair of shoes hahaa.. yeah lo...

oki think i shall end here..cant think of anything le :P

BCOM..

hmm BCOM was a killer today bad bad... haizz cant seem to remember anything.. so many theory.. i counted if those that i think will get correct will only get 30marks lo.. this is bad.. i need 49 marks to pass u know.. oh no..

so funny david was sitting diagonally to my right and darren was diagonally to my left.. we were like shaking our heads lo.. bad bad... than david left so fast.. think he took 1/2hr... i took 1hr only.. fast hor.. the paper is 2/1/2hr.. :P yeah lo.. well nvm i pray that miracle will happen and im gonna pass :)

yup... left MMSP now, on fri.. must jia you le.. sigh.. hehee... so bored...........................
think this entry not gonna be long one hahaa.. cos got nothing to write u knoe...

oh yah ppl.. if u all didnt know i have 2 hp no.. jsut contact me at the 9139.... one .. i sometimes use other hp to msg u all.. that one i only use it for sms seldom see unless i got use so dun bother sms or call there k.. unless i start sms there than u reeply back..

jsut now church called i think.. the no reflect is church but dunno who called... than i cant pick not only bcos its my sms line which means no talk time but than fone is spoilt.. only can msg cannot call.. cannot hear de.. hahah bad... i wonder who call me... haiyozz.. sigh.. i hope the person who called me using church no msg me yah... so take note ppl k :) yeah..thats all i gues.. ttatz

Living beyond your past..

read this from this magazine World of Faith.. it minister to me.. hope u did to u too :)

Have u ever seen a person walking down the street who turns around to look back at something, when -bam!- he runs into something else? Because that person was looking in the wrong direction, he probably suffered pain or embarrassment or both!

The same could be said about a person's walk with God. After you've been born again, looking back at ur past can cause u unnecessary guilt, pain, and feelings of embarrassment. You have to live beyond ur past and look to your future, because ur future is as bright as the promises of God!

I want to let you know that even though you have a past, you also have a future. Maybe ur yesterdays weren't all that pretty, but if you'll let God help you, your todays and tomorrows will be beautiful.

Someone once said, " Dun waste a day regretting yesterday. Instead, making memories for tomolo." And one of my fav is, "There's no use looking back unless that's the direction you're planning to go."

Everyone has a past to deal with, but God wants you to realise that there is a life beyond ur past. The prisons of the past will try to keep u from living today!

Looking back can be very dangerous. When Lot was told to leave Sodom with his family, the angel told them not to look back. But Lot's wife looked back and she turns into a pillar of salt(Gen 19:15-26). I think one purpose of this biblical account is to remind us that once we've been born again, once we've started walking with God, we are not to turn around and look back at our past.

With God, your past no longer exists. So don't turn around and look at the past. Doing so will hinder ur progress towards the future God has planned for you. After we accept Christ as Savior, we have a future bright with the promises of God. But we must choose to walk in it!

The enemy realises that if he can get us to live in our past, the only thing we will produce are excuses. He understands that if he can keep us from looking at tomolo in the light of God's Word, he can keep us from being the success that God has called us to be.

God is not looking for perfect ppl, bcos there are no perfect ppl. God does not use people who have a perfect past. He uses people who rise above and beyond their past to follow Him.

To get beyond ur past, you must understand that God has changed ur identity ( see 2 Cor 5:17)! You are no longer the person of the past. You are a new person in Christ, and now you should only identify with the things of God.

You must realise that your past mistakes have been forgiven because of the blood of Jesus. God is not keeping track of sin. He has wiped ur slate clean. God forgave you, but u may be having trouble forgiving urself. When u asked God to come into ur life, He forgave all of ur sins. he wiped them all away. Now you must forgive urself.

After you've forgiven urself, you must go a step further and forget the past. Philippians 3:13 says, "...but one thing i do: Forgetting wat is behind and straining towards what is ahead"(NIV). The word "forgetting" in this verse means choosing to neglect.

You have to make a decision that you're going to neglect your past! You're not going to think about it anymore. Instead, stay focused on the fact that God has a bright future for you. The next time your past starts to bother you, I want you to point at urself and say, "I am a new person in Christ. Any mistakes I've made are under the blood, and i'm not going to think about them anymore. God has called me to a success. My future is as bright as the promises of God!"


Rev. Kenneth Hagin Jr.

Bored...

im so bored.. bored is the word to use hhehee.. yeah lo.. so bored.. i know i should be studying now, esp when BCOM is only tomolo... 20hrs time.. but haizz.. cant seem to remember le.. so many thing hahaa... one of my frend suggested looking for doraemon's memory bread haha anyone know where to get that??

hahah my memory super bad lo.. esp when i dun understand the thing at all ahha.. so fast im gonna graduate le... hmm... wonder what will i become 10 yrs from how hehee...

oh yah.. u know someone mentioned tht the truth hurts and destroy hope and life... but i feel though truth hurts but it doesnt really destroy hope and life al.. at least u know the person aint bluffing rite.. hehe well well...

BORED.. hahaa.. b- o -r -e -d .. hahah ..

last nite zz at 1 plus am... this nooon than wake up.. woke up at 1.30pm.. me pig rite haha.. yeah lo.. mind blank like that zz too long le hehe.. but still very zzpy le.. how ?? its a pleasure to be able to zz so long.. hahaa

yeah lo... last nite heard of this story of a guy who tried to make frends and tell his feelings to this girl he had a crush on.. wel lwell it was so sweet of him u know.. but i dunno wat happen after that hahaa.. so sad... i know the him though.. yup his sweet and nice... but sometime very demanding la yeah lo.. but he nv told me aboutt his incident.. i wonder whether he was trying to cover up or probably it jsut slipped his mind that why.. cos he once told me his 'love story' and said taht was all u know.. but well guess i wun know and i know i shouldnt ask him too cos it soooooo long ago u see hehe :P

mummy gonna come home soon.. i wonder wat for dinner?? yeah lo.. piggy rite me... eat zzz and watch tv hehe... OH NO!! hehee...

oh btw rite... read newspaper and it mention diff ppl have diff pain tolerant... hahaha... sometime i guess they have to guess used to it than not so pain le... yeah lo.. hmm.. i wonder.. how long is she gonna endure the pain... and stop all those.. tell me?? hee.. .i tot she stopped le... than she started again.. well well.. human being are so interesting.. we have so many choices in life but we always choose to wrong one though we know we're wrong.. lalala....

yup lo... hmmm.... k la ending here..... tataz ppl..

Surprise??

hmm.. u all must be wondering why i suddenly post this 2 pic right.. well this is done by XXXX.. shan't reveal the person name la.. but jsut wnna tell u i still rem this wonder whether if u rem this... colours of my life.. yeah u brought colour to my life too.. and if u didnt know its still with me.. i nv ate it... it was so thoughtful of u knowing that i didnt like choc to put sweets instead.. thanks...

well well.. the house was drawn by u but i dunno whether it meant anything to u... i rem u drew it cos u were bored.. but well.. jsut thinking of the times we share.. yupz.. :)

drawn by XXXX 

colours of my life 

i'm going to try..

yo ppl.. gonna try to type a longer entry this time.. haha stress :P
well well.. my day was ok i guess slack too much ..sigh.. wed got BCOM and i haven started this is real bad.. need to get at least 49marks to pass u know.. u all might think is super easy cos the paper upon 100 so actually is easy but it's not for me... cos my mst i got 22.. haizz... so little right.. bad bad bad.. help!! hahaha

yeah had my salmon for dinner just now yeah... got butter rice also but salmon can't eat raw haha.. cos wasnt that fresh u see.. sigh.. if u didnt know i love raw salmon.. hahaa.. oki i think this entry abit draggy ahhaa... for those who are bored think u can stop reading le.. :P

Well.. my life have been stresful in a sense im at a crossroad... gonna face working life real soon... sigh dunno wat job to look for or rather where can find good paying job and to my interest.. this is tough.. suggestion?? anyone have any opening for me.. hehee.. wana hired this lady here who is blogging..

oh yah..i read xiaxue's blog... if u dunno who is xia xue she is the one who have many many ppl reading her blog hahaa... she gd lo i tell u... i know i slow reaction la.. now than see her blog which existed for so long hahaa.. though she veyr 'b_ _ _ _ _' and that is wat she say about herself.. it seems like she loves herself so much and she is so full of confidence... but deep down u dunno la.. it might be her trying to forget stuff that why protray like dun care and all that...

Sometime life seem so weird yah... ppl around u just changes.. feeling towards u also change.. they know u are upset but they choose to ignore or probably due to some underlying issues of theirs... how i wish to rbeak through it.. or at least for one week can read everyone mind.. hahaa... why cant people be true and not fake.. hmm i guess its human yah.. all because of sin... this is bad u know... NO GOOD ..:P

Had slight mood swings last nite.. actually not really la.. guess just in the middle of the nite too bored than mind anyhow think ahhaa.. was sms didi while he doing work i so mean hor.. wanted to tell him that i was thinking of things but end up didnt... end up just crap with him... haha :P

i was thinking of my past... bout the both him that really appear in my life.. well well.. i guess i was so naive lo.. probably i am now too hehee.. i dunno la.. but well.. i hope my 'kids' wun follow into my footstep but i guess some do.. this is bad again ahhaa.. so depressing my entry hahaa.... fine change topic...

lalala.. is my entry long?? i think once in a super long while rite.. all thanks to eugene hahaa... see his entry so long.. than 'competing' with him but think i cannot sustain la.. if ask me write everyday like that i think u all will be super bored reading my blog rite.. or maybe only tiny weeny bit of ppl reading only hahaa.. so doesnt matter.. sigh hahaa....

hey those who read this entry tag k hahaa... so i know u are reading ahhaa...
oh yah i miss korkor too.. he disappear into thin air u know.. been AGES since we last meet up.. KOR u READING this?? hehee... faster appear k.. okei la i shall end this entry... thanks for reading this super long long entry of mine.. i hope ur not bored haha..

Watching nkf..

wow... the show ok la.. hahaha starting quite bored.. than now got this lady called jenny ah.. i tlel u she sing well lo hahaa... am touched by her singing ... heard my mum say she very old le 50+ yeah lo.. not bad le can sing till so 'dong ting'.. am touch by her passion for nkf..

Hmm.. now chest pain sianz dunno why.. hehee... hmmm bored thinking of a few things.. well well.. yupz.. blog again..

Watching CNA

Hmmm... watching channel news asia about Pope John 11 funeral.. hmmm... yeah lo... to be frank i nv know he exist until that day saw newspaper on his death... I guess he must be very respectable yeah.. that over 2million mourner are there...

CNS yesterday was ok i guess.. jsut that i kind of blank out towards the end... dunno why suddenly like day dreamt... that thought of my aunty... haiz.. yeah lo.. than forgot wat OFB.. ohoh... but nvm i believe i will pass :)

Left 2 more papers.. BCOM and MMSP.. this is bad.. calculation..HELP!!... hehehe... yeah lo.. yupz...