So bored..

been slacking the whole day.. watch tv zz and read magazine.. oh no when am i ging to start studying.. this is bad :P

past by novena suqare yesterday saw this skirt very nice.. so cheap but well i didnt buy gotta save money hahaa... i guess my application to NUS wasnt successful haiz... i guess i need 10yrs to study my degree in social work hahaa... save hard...

now till next thurs got one week.. than it gonna be cns exam ohoh.. memory work aah :P k la nothing to blog le... gonna read my book - healing of the past haaa.. so guai rite.. :P

arghz...

i just need to vent..
i need a sand bag
i wanan die
i hate it
why am i feel this way
horrible...

why why why..
this is the first time im doing this
i give up
im tired of living
im tired of everything
IM TIRED

I hate myself
i hate my life
i hat so many things
just wanna vent everything out..
ALL on myself

I see the joy of inflicting pain to myself
i think im going crazy
arghz....

Life...

life is full of ups and downs..
sometimes when u wanan cry u hold back ur tears
sometime u dun..
some ppl give u the correct guidance some not
i hope u will be back..
im disappointed
i wonder when u gonna be really true
and have u been true in the first plc

how has life really been
am i responsible for it
well well..
so many things in my life
im tired...
fullstop

Yeah...

yeah mmsp done.... today presented hehe...
one more proj done.. left cns now.. ohoh haven start this is bad haha...
tomolo TNP EXAMs... i cant believe i sitll in holiday mood.. hahaa i nearly forgot about the exams lo hehe.e. now headache... gonna study later...

today went for this further study in Social work talk.. haizz.. i'm just so interested in further studyin lo.. but the prob its its so ex lo.. it is a degree from Monash university but can study in singapore... one module A$1685... its alot lo... australian le.. haiyzoz. dear God how how ??

Hmm yeah lo..

hey girl..

hey girl i miss you babe..
dunno whether you will read this
but i wanna tell u i still miss you
and i love you
only u know who you are
pls come back

i'm waiting for u to be the same as u use to
i know ur confuse
stop this confusion girl
i know God is speaking to you

come back girl
i cant wait for it to happen
pls be urself
stop imaginating
stop posing
and stop those stuff

you can do it
cos i believe u can
with God u can too
A friend loves at all time
i know God has plans for you

remember what you once told
you told me life isnt life cos we are here to bless others
so use ur experience to bless others ya

mis ya... waiting for you..

miss me?

yzoyoz.. soooooo long since i last update hehee.... many things happen ah... hmmm where shall i start from... hahahaa

okie lets tok about my napfa test... haha to those who know i had napfa test.. haizz well overall i failed.. been too piggy le... failed 2.4km by 1min so sad.. estimated wrongly cos my watch not digital hahaa... yeah lo.. well well.. but i tried my best i guess....

hehee... than finish FYP le.. finally had our presentation too.. its finally over... Mr Choo wasnt happy i duno le.. he like happy like not happy... but overall i gave in my best shot le...

Than now left MMSP and BCOM arghz... than it will be exams.. i haven started studying and i got soooooooooo much to catch up arghz... oh no.. hehhe yeah lo...

Tomolo gonna have cg and captain ball.. hope i dun get muscle ache again cos still have ok from the napfa test hahaa.. yeah lo.. k la.. update soon i guess :)

So tired..

hmm had work today.. than came home.. hahaha suppose to do some exercise to prepare myself for napfa... end up i exercise awhile and my mummy came homw with pizza and lagsane... haiyozz than end up eating.. so sad haha :P yeah lo

than did some sch work and ava roster.. now chatting need to relax or else i going crazy.. dunno wat to blog le.. think i having mood swing haa :P seeya ppl..

so long hor..

yoz.. anyway miss me? hehee been so long hahaa.. yesterday wanna blog but somehow seem like blogger down... haiyoz nto going to blog much been sooo busy.. and im gonna be super busy for the this 2 mths... pls pray for me for health and my studies... cos i wun be having much time to study.. for those who are interested to know why im so busy read on.. for i will put my schedule here.. hehe for those not interested u can stop reading le hehe... :P nitey ppl...

So here is it...

Things to do Deadline
W&m retreat 5-6 march (sat-sun)
Ava roster 6 march (sun)
CSW resume 7 march (mon)
TNP Presentation 8 march (tues)
Wave 9 rehearsal 8 march (tues)
Wave 9 rehearsal 10 march (Thurs)
Wave 9 Actual 11 march (Fri)
Ava retreat 12-13 march (sat-sun)
Napfa test 14 march (mon)
S.O.W meeting 19 march (sat)
W&m meeting 20 march (sun)
CSW interview 21 march (mon)
MMSP 23 march (wed)
TNP written test & report 24 march (thurs)
CYS Pre-service 26 march (sat)
Sunrise Service (standby) 27 march (sun)
CNS 28 march (mon)
Exam week First and second week of April