Stress Week..

its a stress week i guess.. and tiring ... haha :P Hmm.. so many stuff to do u know... got FYP,got IADT, MOBC and DBMS... arghzzz... most scary is FYP and IADT.. cos have to hand up IADT with report this fri.. and at the same time meeting choo on friday for FYP..arghzz.. help me :(

God been good.... encouraging me.. but think im failing HIm.. never leave it to Him like that..so sad:( hmmm... just pray that i will go thru this week in His strength, run on His battery.... and glorify Him... :)

Well well.. been stress up, tired and abit irritated i guess.. ohoh..sorry to those that i vent on k..so sorry.. k k...

R draw me a Garfield hehee..thank you.. for my advance birthday.. so advance.. but but.. it flew away when the wind blew.. so sad... hehee.. but really appreciate it haha :)

yah lo..thats all i guess.. beta go rest tomolo gotta wake up earli....

Results back...

lalala...results back...:( :) hehee.. i cant believe that i did so well for my database.. hahaa... but actually teacher was lenient really lo.. she was very veyr lenient.. when she hand me the paper i tot wat..die le.. thn she nod her head haha :P yeah lo...

Failed my MOBC though :( haizz.. so scary.. i wonder at the end of this semester can pass not.. cos lab test scored very low.. also teacher help to pass one.. or else also cannot pass..than i miss my online assessment nv do.. opss.. oh oh.. pray hard.. but i really thank God for bring me thru le.. bring me thru my mst :) hheehee.... lalalaa....

Well.. well.. later my frend coming my house to help me with FYP.. hahaha so late rite... but bo bianla.. fri gotta show my teacher something.. heheh :) yeah lo. .thats all for now :)

yeah!!

hehee.. yeah so happy.. :) Im kind of done with my ELIT Proj left the presentation... yeah yeah.. hehhee must give credit to Darryl who helped me :) thanks boy hehee...

Hmm.. another thing that makes me happy.... talk to my mentor... than she ask me to start volunteering at Tinkle Friend Helpline or smthing... so at least i get in contact with counselling... and yeah!!! i emailed a social worker at Tinkle Friend she ask me to contact her on 6oct cos she now on leave.. yeah so happy.. which means that i will soon be able to start learning and having trainings for a stepping phase to what seem to be my calling :) Yeah..thank God :)

Hmm... met up with S.G for dinner... we went suntec for the food fest.. yummy ate so many things. The food not bad la.. but ate this one thing not nice... its called stir fried 'chee cheong fan'.. haha the garlic smell so much and than i dunno how to comment.. it wasnt nice.. eeee... but the rest was ok :) We shared fried Otak Ball ball, satay wrap, shark fin soup, fried 'chee cheong fan', beard papa custard somthing :P, and cheese cake... i think that all cant rem haha :P

Yummy... greedy piggy... hehee that all for now.. :P

Its over,,

Yeah its over.. haha today last paper le.. yeah... hmm it was a killer u knoe... :( But i think it killed everyone hahaa:P So bad... today like no one leave the room like that hahhaa... they keep asking the teacher to explain the qn.. hehe than teacher like give up drop hint here and there... but NO USE haha :P

Well.. well.. hmmm headache noe :( Hmm... cannot rest hehe.. cos though test finish but have to do ELIT proj and and.... FYP... oh oh.. not good means gonna meet Choo(if u all dunno he is my supervisor) hahaa... die le la.. HELP someone help me :P

Hey hey

hey anyone miss me after 1 week ?? u know hor.. blogger so irritating.. i tried posting and it failed.. and there goes one of my entry.. hehee... :P Well.. well.. my week was with its ups and downs...

It went to the very down when i keep having bad days, bad experience and to my happy days :) Thank God He brought me through.

The whole of the study break wasnt productive i guess. Just couldnt seem to remember whatever i study. today had my first paper.. MOBC... i dunno how to comment it. It was really easy u know.. BUt, cos i couldnt rem anything..arghzz..it became tough...:( well well... but i still write something la... :) there goes my A's :) :( :P ...yeah lo..

I gonna work hard tomolo... i hope i really do and remember everything.. God give me wisdom and memory k.. i really need it :)

Tuesday

This is bad... today tues le.. like haven study yet :( ohoh... cant seem to study or rather when i do my mind seem empty. I really wanna study lo.. :P
Had cg today, they came my house..hahaa.. well CG Leader shared about perserverance and endurance. Really spoke to me. I really need to lay my hope in Him above..really.. only He can give me strength and endurance...

Many stuff happen this few months, from school work, to friends, to commitment and to my own inner struggle. The cycle always repeats itself.. life aint no meaning. Only when i place my trust in Him where i find my strength and my peace.. Thank God man.. :)

Tomolo, i shall study..STUDY!! wake up earli....

Its a sunday...

Sunday doesnt seem like sunday today ahhaa... cos today nv wake up earli to go church hahaa... hmmm... service now on sat le ma..:P well well, went to N's house for cg.. everyone was distracted hmmm haizz... well well.. nvm cannot give up :) We talk awhile, share some stuff.. N's dun give up ya.. its a growing phase :) hehe.. yah....

than after cg... went to eat hehee... duno why craving for steamboat at marina south.. butbut didnt go hhaa.. next week than go.. go with my family ahh :) yeah... yummy... :P hmm.. yah lo nothing much today hahaa.. tomolo msut start to be guai and study le.. SO MUCH stuff..so MUCH to catch up ahhaa...

Youth service

YS is on sat... we shifted le... so much changes... it is now in santuary... its for the beta la haha... :P was on duty today... quite challenging hahaa ubt i really enjoyed myself haha.. :) hmm... lalaaa... Pastor was preaching on the book of ACts chapter 1.. haha interesting explaination. Jerusalem - is our family. Judea - is our neighbours and Samaria - is our enemies.. hahaa.. so i must go and witness to be Jerusalem, Judea and Samaria.. hahaa i wonder if i have been a good testimony.. hmm oh oh.. SOrry God... i know i have been very notti... :(

yeah... went to eat maggie goreng after service.. hehee.. not nice le.. dunno why hahaa.. :P than my friend ate egg prata.. and guess wat it doesnt even taste like there's egg..so horribelee.. QUEsTion question.. haha.. how cum chicken flu got chicken no egg?? haha :P but hro.. nowadays go chicken rice stall rite like most close :P sob sob.. no egg no chicken.. my fav le haha... EGG!!!! when will the chicken flu be gone haha...
yeah lo.. that all for my day...

ELIT mst

hehee.. jsut came back from ELIT mst.. haiyozz.. i need to improve my english... "RELENT".. how can i not know what the meaning of this word. or rather i know but i doubt that i know hahaa... haiyozzz cos of "RELENT" i write wrong ans.. :( well well... but thank GOd... last nite had bad headache.. and i cant seem to remember anything and i gave up. this morning nv wake up too study.. ahizz.. studied on the mrt and i remember.. yeah really thank HIm... still rem last nite i was like telling Him.. forget it i give up.. cant You just give me wisdom like You gave to Solomon.. give me less than half also can lo.. hehe.. : thank God..

still feeling quite down as in emptiness but will continue to move on.. .thanks mei..(you know who u are) for ur msg last nite.. hahaa... Thanks for catching me when i fall.. ehee :) love ya..