He asked me once, "What is LOVE?". I just stared blankly at him and smile. Then what is LOVE actually? Is it something that you can feel? Touch? See? Presence that emerge? Or is it some silly illusion that you see, not with your eyes but your heart? If you see it through your eyes then, would'nt that make LOVE blind? Or just blinded by LOVE? What about touch? Can LOVE exist through touch? Sex?
Questions, questions and questions arise whenever I think of LOVE! I must be crazy because I LOVE him so much. In fact, I have never felt this way before.. not even once in my life!
Why must LOVE hurt? Hurts so much that it bleeds my heart.. I wish that I am strong. Strong enough to tell him that I have had enough! Dear God, help me, I am so weak.. please give me strength to move on, please give me strength to say goodbye to him..
What else can I say..
I hate LOVE.. get out of my mind LOVE.. go away and never come back!
Now the question is, how many times did I mentioned the word LOVE?
