alone.without.YOU*

Wednesday, March 05, 2008
2:40 PM
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The little star...

guess its time to change a new blog.. will update u guys soon when the new blog is done..=)

Monday, March 03, 2008
6:25 PM
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The little star...

i guess in order to let some be happy, someone would hav to be sacrificed somehow.. haiz...

so disppointing...

how fragile can tis be..

=(

Anyway hapi bday yan.. thou u forget to wish mi..

Sunday, February 24, 2008
5:47 PM
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The little star...

Hello shi hui! Here are the answers to the selections you have chosen above.

Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at time but will be the best thing for you, you will be glad for the change.

GCX is your Best friend. "24", This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

You like adventure. You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reversed.

car this wish that you made will come true only if you send this to five people in one hour. Send it to ten people, and it will come true before your next Birthday!

Haiz.. saw a car accident ytd.. the guy died.. he was lying on the ground motionless.. blood stain on the road.. felt so sad.. life is so fragile.. one sec u might b alive the nxt moment u wont noe whether u are the one lyin there breathless..

Saddening...

Saturday, February 23, 2008
12:50 AM
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The little star...

I hate being back to the emo days..

I hate myself for nt being strong enuf to stand up n voice out all my unhappiness..

I hate my own silliness..

I hate..

I hate..

"Being nice to you hurts myself the most.."

Yes i'm upset..

Yes i'm angry..

Yes i'm vry disappointed..

But wat can i do?

I'm sorry..

Bcos of the past, i cant trust the words that u said..

sometimes no matter how many sorries ones said isnt goin to help ease the pain..

I can say a hundred times I REALLY WANT TO..

but how many times I reali DID DO..

I reali tot that u would turn up..

Reali..

my frens were tellin mi otherwise...

advise mi not to..

i tot i could prove them wrong..

but seems like somehow its fated arent it..?

i've nv waited for anybody tis long in my entire life..

i guess i'm jus silly..

wasting my time..

i shldnt hav..

i reali shldnt hav..

disappointed but wat can i do..

chose a place to settle down cos somebody wans to use the net..

but..

i din expect..

i'm lost..

shld i pretend i'm alright when i'm nt?

i reali duno how to..

i'm tryin..

tryin vry hard..

can u see it?

my post is sad.. i noe...

sorry guys..

some random tots..

kinda gloomy nowadays..

abit crazy...

haha..

ohh ya..

gastric is back..

haiz..

bad bad..

guess is time i eat properly..

haha..

.::self reflection::.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
8:51 PM
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The little star...

fallen sick..

flu, cough, fever..

but i stil love walkin in the rain..

no regrets!

Sunday, January 20, 2008
9:36 PM
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The little star...

It has been a long time since i walk in the rain.. i guess it feels rather refreshing and calm.. nv really had a chance to do so with this busy schedule.. haiz.. flashed back some old memories of mine... my training life, my camps, my ... ...

haiz..

too many things happened these few days..

haiz.. dun wan to mention any..

some people are jus too disappointing.. -.-

Sigh..

Sunday, January 13, 2008
3:40 PM
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The little star...

haha... first post for the new yr 2008.. i noe i super long nv update le.. haha.. i'm doin fine... lol.. no worries ya.. hehe..

sch has started for mi.. job has ended... quite enjoyed myself during the short period of 2mths in IDA.. ple there are fun!! haha... mus hav fun ple to make the long 8 hrs feels shorter.. haha... first time in my workin life got lunch together in a whole group like almost the whole department.. quite interestin thou.. there's team lunch every fri.. haha... sounds cool rite?? first time cook food during lunch haha.. i've learn one thng.. nv to put egg in microwave.. will BOMB!! haha.. rite ivan?? wahaha... so funny..

thou we all dun like sergeant but forgive n forget la.. hor?? haha...

hope will always kip in contact k...

hope to c u guys at my bday!! wahaha..

**hint hint**

(=

so many gatherings so many thngs happen within xmas til new yr..

mommy make mi so worried tat i so angry abt somebody that i kip complainin to jerry haha... banged into a couple of ple who i haven seen them since 2 3 yrs ago.. lol.. like tianlin, teng jie, dayu, yuling, cindy, wenxin etc etc... so many of them.. haha.. kinda went back to the old sch days... frankly i quite missed the days i had in jj.. reali.. thou is a short period of time.. but i reali enjoyed myself n got to noe alot of happening ple.. haiz...

my results for last sem is average.. wasnt vry gd neither did i fail any modules... mus work hard this sem liao... haha.. n better not kip sitting beside feli if nt we get the same grades again... but it seems like i'm stil sitting beside her most of the time.. wahahahaha...

oh ya..

ple if u r thkin wat to get mi for bday..

DUN buy my soft toys(*i have 3 big boxes of them can fill up 2 cupboards liao), ipod stuff, tumbler(*jerry n ed if u buy me tis i will make sure i kill u 2!!), crumpler, pool cue, hamsters, chocolates and laptop bag.. thk shld b abt all bah..

xmas receive 3 to 4 boxes of chocolate till now stil stackin in my fridge.. lol.. sure gain weight like shit if i finish them all.. wahaha.. my bro brought mi a crumpler bag for my bday. haha.. well it comes in handy since i'm stil schooling.. my first bday present... lol....

Thursday, December 06, 2007
11:24 PM
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The little star...

it has been dusty in here.. haha... anyway... school is fun work is fun evrybody is fun.. haha... shall do a proper update once i get my new laptop.. haha... evrybody take gd care..!! anyway... wish u guys a MERRY merry Xmas!! n a hapi joyful NEW YEAR!! hehe...

With lots n lots of love!! wahahaha....=) (=

Saturday, September 15, 2007
9:44 PM
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The little star...

14th Sept 2007

Today is too entertain n interesting to blog abt..

BUT...

I love it!! wahahaha.. ^^

knowin alot of ple is a gd thng.. haha... get to noe alot of secrets abt others... haha... say mi kpo or wat i dun mind but when u r bored, these type of gossip does somehow lighten ur life.. haha.. mayb some wont agree wif mi but i do enjoy hehe...

15th Sept 2007

I'm goin for dragonboat orientation tml.. hehe.. dun get the wrong idea... go doesnt mean joinin ok.. hehe.. jus go for fun since my clique goin.. shld b fun i guess.. hehe...

woke up early today for Amara high tea buffet.. met up wif the crazy lil gal.. haha.. stil as chirpy as before thou vry long nv c her le.. wif a buffet like this can jus plainly settle all 3 meals.. haha... til now i'm stil full darn full... oops... =x i'm gonna get scolded again for skippin my meals.. geez...

coach francis gettin cheekier n cheekier.. haha... so funi... stil can rmb last yr xiao bai two.. haha... miss his squash trainin... mr bean goin back portland tis comin fri le... so today like an emo kid.. haha... so quiet.. or wat hav portland done to him..?? haha... =p

bought my havianas today.. got promo 20% off n customising.. hehe... eunice n mi got ourselves one each... geez... 1 thng down from wishlist.. more to buy.. haha.. hmm.. bought 2 tops today too.. ryan say i spreein today ah.. lol..

I WAN GO SPCA!! yyyy y always din go in the end de... sadded... i wan a cute lil puppy!! ='(

Sunday, August 26, 2007
8:12 PM
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The little star...

duno y somehow i miss my coach, coach francis, miss mr lukey, mr mysterious guy, my hamster n miss my xiao yu.. haiz...

Please meet up soon!! hur hur ='(

so fast exam comin soon.. no more honey moon period le... mus start studyin liao...

been to planet fitness for gymin recently.. quite cool.. vry diff feelin from workin out in sports complex or sch gyms.. they got sauna n stuff nice locker room ladies corner n stuff... darn cool... haha... i sound like mountain turtle.. haha..

lookin forward to after class tml... RAT-TA-2-EEEEEE!!!! wahahaha... =) *grin I'm waitin for Balls Of FURY!!! waited darn long for it liao...

SIM St James Bash the whole bunch of us din go instead we sold our tix.. went out to have a good dinner @ Tonkichi. Food is not bad.. free flow rice n vege.. haha... eat until u vomit.. haha... Agedashi Tofu!! YUM YUM... *droolin..

last but nt least..

hapi bday to hermit..