Meanwhile, I shall shower you with pictures of my face in varying degrees of shabbiness.
Which, for all you know, may bring you meaning and happiness.
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
"You may not know this, I somewhat consider myself a one man wolf pack."
My younger brother is one hell of a smart alec.
(so is my older brother actually...but that's beside the point)
(so is my older brother actually...but that's beside the point)
First in class, top in cohort for geography and science!
No mean feat, but he deserves it cuz he has been such a mugger
:') I am awfully proud of him.
His falling sick during PSLE may have been a blessing in disguise after all.
:') I am awfully proud of him.
His falling sick during PSLE may have been a blessing in disguise after all.
Also....he kind of grew a lot taller this year,
although I will be the first to defend myself by saying we are still the same height.
Which we are.
Just saying.
I was just thinking about how my parents are telling me,
that it's fine if I don't do well for A levels.
That as long as I get university, it will all be okay.
That all they want me to be is happy.
But then again, they were so proud and happy that my younger brother did well,
it means that it does matter right?
How can you be telling the truth when you claim that you don't mind if the world ends tomorrow,
but still feel relieved when you realize nothing has changed the next day?
I'm not going to shy away from a challenge though.
It may be tough but I can still make it :-)
Even if I don't exactly measure up to the standards of anyone,
I believe I can still be happy.
So...let's just keep working hard and see how it turns out!
"If you base your self-esteem, your feelings of self-worth, on anything outside of the quality of your heart, your mind, your soul, you have based it on a very shaky footing".
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 | 6:23 AM
I'm always on the lookout for new mountain peaks to climb....
But when I get to the high top, I'm level with the ground
All I want is something to hold to,
Something inside tells me it's you
Sunday, October 23, 2011 | 5:13 AM
I AM SUCH A LOSER OHMYGOODNESS. SO AS USUAL I WENT TO THE ELIAS CC READING ROOM TO STUDY. I THOUGHT THAT THERE WAS ONLY THIS UNCLE AND I IN THE READING ROOM. SO WHEN HE LEFT I BEGAN TO SING IN THE LOOPY WAY I DO WHEN I'M ALONE (WHICH IS A LOT). HALFWAY THROUGH THE FIRST LINE OF ''THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY'' BY AVRIL LAVIGNE I HEARD A RUSTLE. AND I REALIZED THERE WAS THIS ADOLESCENT BOY STUDYING OPPOSITE ME. I WAS LIKE WTF. WHAT AN EMBARASSING MOMENT. HAHAHAHAHA BTW I WAS WEARING OUR RJ PULLOVER. AUSPICIUM MELIORIS AEVI I AM SO BRINGING GLORY TO OUR SCHOOL. SORRY FOR SHOUTING. PEACE OUT.
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I'm inside of me, searching through the things ...
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011 | 4:38 PM
Six years, so many changes,
our friendship can only grow stronger
Love y'all (!!!)
PS/ We all looked like shit, but I couldn't find a better picture HAHA
Monday, October 17, 2011 | 5:03 PM
Trying hard to find, pieces to match together in life
Rearranging my confusing thoughts
Trying hard to find feelings that I can bring back alive
Labels: songs like poetry make me happy
Sunday, October 16, 2011 | 5:52 AM
AWESOME STUFF I'M GONNA SHAPE MY HAIR INTO ANIMALS TOO
Wednesday, October 12, 2011 | 1:57 AM
I am never ever going to be bulimic.
...
Yesterday's experience had me throwing up 7 times.
It was terrible, after the 3rd time, I was vomiting digestive juices.
I was feeling nauseous and unwell during the early afternoon,
and I had to run out during the Biology Mock Exam thrice to throw up...
(people began to wonder what was wrong with me)
Aravin thought I was crying haha.
So I left after taking the answers and my dad brought me to some 24h clinic in Pasir Ris.
The doctor was frickin' fat...and he was pretty much useless.
He gave me some medicine which the other doctor later said was not even for vomiting.
And he gave me for diarrhea which I didn't have...
and I threw up his medicine once I reached home.
I curled up in bed and I had a high fever of 39.2
(I think I was close to mental retardation)
In the end, I went to another clinic at 7pm after throwing up for the 7th time.
The doctor was good-looking hahaha or maybe cuz he was young.
(He was probably from RJ)
(He was probably from RJ)
(It feels kind of weird and surreal that many, if not most of my friends are going to be doctors in the future)
Before you accuse me of ogling at handsome doctor even when I was sick (like Hanissa did), my mother was the one who said he was handsome before I voiced my opinions okay...
Before you accuse me of ogling at handsome doctor even when I was sick (like Hanissa did), my mother was the one who said he was handsome before I voiced my opinions okay...
Anyway I had a jab and took fever medicine and anti-vomiting medicine and slept from 8pm to 3pm so I'm much better now.
Although I still feel very groggy and slightly dazed.
Kind of weird, since I don't have stomach flu,
and most vomiting is usually caused by stomach flu/food poisoning.
My mom is convinced it's because I slept late :-/
Although I hardly think that's the case
Although I hardly think that's the case
Hehe I have nice friends :')
Love chu!